Chapter 1005

Time, like amber, locks all happiness and happiness, but can't get rid of all regret and pain.

All the past is like a sharp blade, every day, every minute, every second to her heart deeper ~ into a few minutes, day and night torture her.

When telling a story to Feng Yanxi, she lost her mind when she was talking about Su ran. She thought of Su Mo, and she had told a story to her like this when she was a child. However, time has changed. She has become a handful of ashes sleeping underground, and she is no longer alone.

"Mom, Mom --" the seal at her feet pulled the hem of her clothes one by one. She looked back, as if she saw Su Mo as a child, and was stunned again.

These days, she always recalled the past, and then always distracted, neglected to take care of the two children, she felt very sorry.

"Mom, are you too tired? Would you like to have a rest first?" The sensible Feng Yi moved his little body to the side of Chuang. "My brother and I can play by ourselves. You don't have to worry about us."

"Good, mom is OK. Are you hungry? Mom will buy you some snacks?"

She wanted to go outside for a breath. In the face of them, she couldn't hide her emotions. She felt that she had failed too much.

***

in the corridor of the hospital, she walked forward a little dejected. As a result, a dark shadow blocked in front of her. She frowned and moved to the side. The shadow also moved. It was still steady in front of her. She moved to the side again and the shadow followed. She was really angry and said, "what's the matter with you?"

But as soon as I looked up, I saw that pair of warm eyes, and my voice suddenly murmured down: "deep clouds." Now she, there is no way to pretend not to know.

Qiao Yunshen's body trembled, and he was so excited that he couldn't say anything: "Ranran, you've all remembered."

She couldn't bear to see him disappointed and nodded, but when he came to touch her hand, she still stepped back. For a moment, she really didn't know how to face him.

If we go back to three years ago, she is still his wife.

Qiao Yunshen was also embarrassed, but he said, "Ranran, let's sit down and have a chat."

Su Ran is embarrassed to refuse, Feng Yanxi is still waiting for her to go back, she can't leave too long.

Qiao Yunshen also reluctantly asked for her current contact information and let her go.

It can be seen that Su Ran has really had a good life in the past three years. The man named Feng Jingmo took good care of her very well, and the two children like elves also gave her great happiness.

But all this is like a mirage, now all broken, even if she can maintain the surface of peace, but can not achieve the real peace of mind.

There is a famous sushi restaurant next to the hospital. Every day, the business is booming. She needs to line up in a long line. Her mind is very confused, so she follows behind the line and moves slowly like a snail.

Now she is just like a lonely reed in the river and sea. She has no thought and grasp of the future. She doesn't even know where to go. She is just like Feng Jingmo's vassal. She can't see the hope of life, and she doesn't know why she lives.

She saw Su Mo, but where was her grave.

Qiao Yunshen is surprised to receive Su Ran's call, but he can't answer her question. He also tried to find out Su Mo's last settlement, but it was arranged by Rong Mingyuan, and no one could find out.

"OK, thank you. Excuse me." When it was her turn to buy sushi, she hung up.

Carrying sushi back, to the ward, Feng Jingmo has come.

I brought fruit for the little guy. Feng Yanxi and Feng ate fruit while watching TV. They were very satisfied.

Su ran stood aside, looking at the harmonious scene, she could not help but burst into tears.

Afraid that they would find it, she turned her back quickly. Suddenly, a paper towel appeared in her sight. It was Feng Jingmo who handed it to her. She took it and gently said thanks. Feng Jingmo put his hand around her shoulder and blocked all her figures with his broad back. He whispered in her ear: "don't cry, children will find something strange." Instead of using a tissue, he wiped the tears from her eyes with his warm finger pulp.

In the past, she was forced to drink the soup, but now it is the porridge that she cooked gently. Feng Jingmo holds up the first day for her with extraordinary care and care.

But in the dead of night, when she came back to a room and lay on the same Chuang, she couldn't concentrate as much as in the past. Although she had physical obstacles in the past, at least she had no obstacles in her heart. Now, she felt a little embarrassed when they took off their clothes and put on their pajamas.

Feng Jingmo thoughtfully looked at her avoidance, picked up a Chuang quilt and said, "I'll go to sleep in the guest room. You can sleep here."

"Don't --" Su ran stopped him. She looked at him with complicated eyes. She had been sleeping for three years and wanted to ask him to stay. She knew that he was a gentleman, but she was just a woman who pretended to be someone else's wife. How could she be so shameless and have no self-knowledge?She took off his quilt: "you sleep here, I'll sleep in the guest room."

And then I can't help but walk out.

Lying in the guest room, I couldn't sleep again. In fact, she knows in her heart that her leaving like this is also a kind of harm to Feng Jingmo. He paid so much for her, but he didn't pay for it.

What she owes most in her life is Qiao Yunshen and Feng Jingmo.

Qiao Yunshen takes her out of the predicament of deep water, fire and heat, but Feng Jingmo gives her a second life. She purses her lips, can't sleep, so she just sits up and quietly opens the curtain.

***

tonight, the moonlight is charming and clear. Opposite to the guest room is Feng Jingmo's bedroom. The light in the bedroom is still on. It comes out through the curtains. The window is not closed. The cool wind blows and the curtains swing with the wind. You can see feng Jingmo sitting by the side of Chuang with his head half down.

He hasn't slept yet. He should be browsing the news of the day, which is his habit for many years.

She watched him quietly. Suddenly, she saw him get up, go to the window and look at the guest room. Su ran was glad that the light was off, and her face was only hidden behind the curtain. He should not see anything different.

Suddenly, the mobile phone at hand received a message. She opened it. It was from Feng Jingmo. He said: it's windy. Don't peek behind the curtain. Close the window and go to sleep. Good night.

He knows he's hiding behind the curtains? Hand a shake, immediately probe to go out, he stands over there, the heart understands to her warm smile.

Everything is under his control.

She bit her lip and sighed. She got up and went back to the master bedroom with the quilt in her arms.

When Feng Jingmo sees her coming back, he just gently picks his eyebrows. This is a man who is used to expressing his emotions with subtle changes in his eyebrows. Su ran understands that he has been waiting for him to come back.

After three years of getting along with each other in the end or began to get used to each other's existence, a lot of time without words can guess each other's mind.

She put the quilt on Chuang and stood beside him with an embarrassed smile: "Mr. Feng, why don't you sleep?"

"It's hard to sleep alone. Did you come back specially to accompany me? "

She blushed a little and closed her hair behind her ears. She knew that no matter what she said, it was not suitable for her. He would still be sad if she said no, but she felt too embarrassed. She couldn't pass the test in her heart.

She felt that her whole life was really a failure. She was so old, but she had nothing. When she got out of this door, it was really the world, but there was no place for her.

Her fragile and lonely appearance fell into Feng Jingmo's eyes. He put down the newspaper and came to trim her sideburns. He rubbed her tight lower lip with his finger and told her, "if you want to start over, you don't have to feel guilty. In fact, I am the one who should say sorry. I have occupied your three years selfishly. I am the one who has turned you into another person selfishly. If you want to start your own life again Share, live your own life, I won't stop you

Su ran was about to fall: "Mr. Feng, do you want me?"

"Fool." Feng Jingmo hugged her so hard that she could hardly breathe. His kiss fell on her head with deep affection. "Only you don't want me, how can I not want you?"

Leaning against his warm arms and smelling the familiar smell on him, she suddenly felt uneasy and covered her sadness. She closed her eyes and hugged him even harder: "thank you, Mr. Feng."

"In the future, don't call me Mr. Feng, just call me Jingmo, or mo. I like to hear you call me that, and I will call you Ranran. From now on, you will be you, and you will not be anyone's double." He wants to help her find her true self. He wants her to be his true wife.

"Well." She nodded, but suddenly there was a gurgling sound.

He stared at her, her face suddenly red, staring at his toes, Gu said to him: "you hungry or not, I'll cook noodles for you."

She slipped away and ran to the kitchen.

Feng Jingmo went out with her and leaned against the kitchen door to watch her busy going in and out. Soon, she cut tomatoes, beat eggs, and poured a lot of things out of the refrigerator. Soon, the aroma overflowed and two bowls of delicious noodles came out.

One bowl for each.

She took up a bowl, accidentally splashed the soup inside, immediately hot grinning, Feng Jingmo rushed to put down the bowl, put her hand on her earlobe, and help her blow: "pain, how so careless, darling, you go out first, I'll take it."

Su ran felt that wherever there was Feng Jingmo, she was also taken care of like a child. A pair of black chopsticks came to her hand, and he was full of praise: "Ran Ran, your craft seems to have improved again, and it smells good."

Su ran naturally said with a smile: "that's French food. It's not as much as here. I don't know if it tastes good."

Feng Jingmo knew that she liked to eat mushrooms, so he picked all the mushrooms in the bowl for her. He knew that she liked to eat tomatoes, and he also gave him his own tomatoes. At that moment, with the collision of chopsticks in the air, the embarrassing atmosphere in recent days was fully relieved. He looked at each other and laughed. Feng Jingmo went down with chopsticks, but found something else at the bottom of the bowl.It's abalone.

Su ran explained: "when I was a child, my family was very poor. When my mother cooked noodles for us on our birthday, she would add two abalones in it. My sister and I were one. At that time, she said that she would cook noodles for her as treasure."