Chapter 639

She is a teacher. If a person who lives on this mouth loses his voice all the time, what can he do.

Now, she asked for leave from school and was hospitalized, but she didn't know when she would be able to go back.

Wang Chunyan comes to see her every day, as do Ann xiangtian and Su Yonghe.

There are also egg cows. They come every so often to talk and chat with Su Nuan, but Su Nuan can't respond to them.

Xiaobao's condition is not good, Dr. Lin does psychological counseling for him every day, but the effect is very little.

Su Yonghe was ten years old overnight.

She kept blaming herself: "wennuan, it's my mother. If it wasn't for my mother's carelessness, it wouldn't be like this." When she saw that Su Nuan didn't want to eat and tea and couldn't move when she was lying on the bed, she would blame herself.

It's no use persuading.

Su Nuan can only smile bitterly, and the dead are gone.

No matter how much she didn't want to change the result.

When the new year's bell rings, Su Nuan is lying on the hospital bed alone, watching the fireworks bloom in the whole night sky, burning heartily and then rapidly retreating, tears suddenly flow down, she let herself go and cry.

She refused everyone's company and could see the splendid world, but how could those who had been sleeping under the sun and Yang be separated from each other?

The fireworks didn't stop until early in the morning.

But her world, forever stay in the past.

She didn't want to believe that he really left. She always thought that one day, they could pass by in a street.

At that time, she could gently say to him: "Hi, I'm really glad to see you are doing well." She could even feel his heart beating, his breathing, he never left her

If we can't be together for life, can we never separate after death?

New year's Day is more than a month after that.

But before that, Su Nuan went back to the office and took out the package Han Tingting left with her.

After she opened it, she went to the police station accompanied by Wang Chunyan.

After reading the contents, Li Mingwei was shocked and immediately asked, "Su Nuan, where did you find these things? If these are true, Zhao Shisheng can be sentenced to death! "

Su Nuan has no sorrow or joy in her eyes, but when she hears Zhao Shisheng's name, her eyes unconsciously show hatred, deep hatred, the strong hatred that can frostbite people.

Wang Chunyan pressed her hand and motioned her to calm down. Li Mingwei called next to her and asked Xiao Xia and Zhang Hao to come over and ask, "how is Zhao Shisheng now?"

Xiao Xia said, "I've woken up. I've been transferred from ICU to general ward."

Zhang Hao also said: "it's true that good people don't live long, and disasters last for thousands of years."

Su Nuan's fingers suddenly jump,

why is heaven so unfair? The damned don't die, but the damned don't die.

Thinking of Dong Anyang, she can't help reddening her eyes again, but now she can't even cry. She has only one thought in her mind: "death I want him to die... "

Wang Chunyan looked at her in surprise. His voice was very low. He was afraid that he would disturb her: "wennuan, what do you say..."

"I said I want Zhao Shisheng to die!" She is like Shura, shrouded in endless anger.

However, Wang Chunyan held her and cried happily: "Nuan Nuan, you can speak, Nuan Nuan..."

Su warm surprised Leng in situ, let Wang Chunyan hold her and call and jump, she opened her mouth again called voice Chunyan, although some stiff, but in the end said it.

"Great, you can talk."

Yeah, it's so nice to be able to talk at last.

Half a month after the doctor announced that her voice was ok, she finally spoke again.

Li Mingwei's quick organizers review Zhao Shisheng again. At the same time, there is summer.

But this kidnapping case, summer did not directly participate in, Zhao Shisheng's confession does not have her, to bring her to justice, is very difficult.

But Zhao Shisheng can't run.

Li Mingwei said to her, "Su Nuan, you can rest assured that we will do our best."

"Well." She nodded and left the police station with Wang Chunyan.

It was very cold.

Su Nuan wrapped up her overcoat.

I got into Wang Chunyan's car and went back to school.

But I didn't expect Zhang Wenying and Zhao Tiejun to kneel at the door of her office.

Seeing Su Nuan coming up, Zhang Wenying immediately hugged her thigh and begged: "Su Nuan, I beg you, Su Nuan, let go of Shisheng. We are just like a son. Su Nuan, I kowtow to you. You can do anything you want us to do, but I beg you, let go of Shisheng."

When it comes to this, Zhang Wenying even has the cheek to beg her. Su Nuan coldly pulls his leg back from her: "everyone should be responsible for what he has done. He has done such a rebellious thing and only accepts the punishment of the law, which is light! He should be cut to piecesSu Nuan is almost unscrupulous, but every time she thinks about it, her heart aches fiercely.

"Get up, get up." Zhao Tiejun suddenly pulled up Zhang Wenying. Although he cried bitterly, he was also deeply reproached: "why do you still have the face to come here? Go back with me and don't come again. Even if it's your own son, you can't be forgiven for the trouble. Go, go back with me." He dragged Zhang Wenying out of the school.

The whole corridor was quiet for a moment.

Su Nuan goes back to her office to avoid the concern of the public, but she is like a ship sailing in an isolated sea and loses her direction in an instant.

After work, Su Nuan walked out of the teaching building. Unexpectedly, he saw an ruofeng's car underneath. The last time he said goodbye, it was more than two months ago.

The air was cold and the sun was just right. She couldn't help squinting at the man leaning on the car.

An ruofeng was wearing a slim black overcoat. It was very thin, but it was very close to the body. Inside, she wore a gray cashmere sweater, simple and stylish.

Su warm's complexion is not very good, pulls out a smile reluctantly.

He is God silent Yiyi: "warm, please, treat you to dinner in the evening."

Although there is no appetite, but also can not bear to brush his kindness, she nodded: "you go back with me, have a meal together, just to see your father."

An ruofeng didn't object and helped her open the door: "then get in the car."

He didn't mention Dong Anyang, and she didn't say a word.

They just go home quietly, then an ruofeng plays with Xiao Bao, and Su Nuan goes to the kitchen to help cook.

Su Yonghe said: "if the wind this child also has the heart, warm."

Su Nuan nodded slightly and put the picked vegetables on the stove.

Su Yonghe sighed at her appearance and patted her on the shoulder: "wennuan, you still have a long way to go. You need to look ahead."

Even if he's gone, her days will continue, and the earth will continue to rotate.

Su Nuan accompanied an ruofeng to finish the meal quietly. Later, she sent him downstairs.

She didn't say much, but she always kept a polite but indifferent distance from an ruofeng.

If an ruofeng wants to get close to her, she will retreat to the safe range.

In the end, he had to give up.

Before getting on the bus, he said to her, "Su Nuan, come to me whenever you have any problems."

"Thank you, ruofeng. Be careful on the way."

An ruofeng looks at Su Nuan's figure in the rearview mirror. Although the bitterness in the corner of his mouth keeps spreading, he thinks that this may be the best way.

If you really want to ask him how much he loves Su Nuan, he does not know the answer.

Perhaps a lifetime of love is the most beautiful regret.

With the growth of years, he also gradually understood that people in this life, can not really always arbitrary, want anything at hand.

Some things, some people, destined not his, it is not his.

Apart from watching and guarding from a distance, he has no possibility of crossing the thunder pool.

He looked out of the window. The city decorated with neon lights was so colorful. On the road, there were many beautiful women everywhere. He was never a saint of love, and he would never be hanged in a tree.

It's just that life without rivals is too lonely.

He looked at the dark sky and dropped his eyelashes in silence.

When the winter vacation came, Su Nuan went out alone.

The temperature on the mountain is much lower than that at the foot of the mountain.

A man slowly climbed up, wearing a thick down jacket, still could not resist the invasion of cold, but when he was near the foot of the mountain, his body became hot again, and there was a slight sweat on his forehead.

She took off her gloves and scarf and worshipped the little monk at the door: "master, is master Abbot here?"

The temple also sells touzhu incense on the first day of the lunar new year. However, at this moment, there are not many people in the temple. The sky is just a little bright. As soon as the mountain gate is opened, little monk looks at her in surprise and hastens to welcome her in: "the benefactor has come so early."

Su Nuan smiles and says nothing. Under his leadership, he goes to the Abbot's room.

"Amitabha, Lord sushi, good morning." The abbot opened the door to meet her.

Su Nuan replied: "Amitabha, master abbot, good morning."

"Come in and sit down. It's cold outside." The abbot took her into the Zen room in the back.

Inside the wooden Zen room, the cigarette curls. Smelling it, the restless heart slowly quiets down.

"When sushi came here, did he encounter any difficulties?"

Su Nuan once again worshipped piously: "abbot, Su Nuan really encountered a problem again. He didn't know how to deal with it, so he came here for advice."

The Buddhist beads on the Abbot's hand are moving one by one, and there are words in his mouth. Su Nuan knows that he is dissolving the suffering of the world.

However, there are many sufferings in the world. One kind of sufferings alone has already made people miserable.

She had been sitting in the master's meditation room until evening, and then she got up.

After sitting for a day, she felt a little sore in the back and legs, but her heart had a place to go.In the next few days, she went directly to Changsheng hall. The abbot gave her a string of Buddhist beads and a lot of scriptures. She copied Scriptures every night and recited them silently during the day. She knew what she was asking for.

On the second day of her arrival, there was a new tablet in the hall of longevity.

It's still a wordless card.

With the one she set up.

One before the other.

Looking at her, her tears were out of control.

Before leaving, she asked the master of the temple to do the ritual for three days.

The day I really left was the night before the Chinese New Year's Eve.

Get off the bus and go home just in time for the reunion dinner.

In the new year's atmosphere of family reunion, Su Nuan holds Xiaobao in her arms and sits in front of the window. She points out the gorgeous fireworks outside the window to show Xiaobao, telling stories and jokes with him, and then making new year's wishes.

The new year, so quiet and sad came.

Happy new year, Anyang.