Chapter 325

"It hurts so much, little banquet. How could it hurt to have a baby..." Zhou Yumeng's whole face was twisted, and Tang Xiaoyan's palm was pinched. Zhou Yumeng's nails didn't know when to penetrate Tang Xiaoyan's palm, but she didn't realize it. Instead, she felt her pain as if she had the same feeling. She comforted her again and again in a soft voice: "Yumeng, I'll be in the hospital soon, it's going to be OK, it's going to be ok..."

Fu Yunqian contacted the doctor on the road. As soon as Bentley stopped, the doctor and nurse who were pushing the sickbed met at the door and helped Zhou Yumeng to the delivery bed.

After the doctor gave Zhou Yumeng an examination, he immediately made a decision: "no, the maternal amniotic fluid is insufficient, the fetal position is too high, and she can't get down. She will be sent to the operating room immediately and have a broken abdomen!"

Zhou Yumeng always wanted to have a natural birth. As soon as he heard that he was going to have a caesarean section, he trembled even more. He held Tang Xiaoyan's hand tightly and couldn't help himself: "Xiaoyan, what should I do? I'm so afraid. Will it be ok?"

"No, no!" Tang Xiaoyan leaned down, ran with the delivery bed, and comforted her in a low voice, "Yumeng, don't be nervous, it will be OK. We'll wait for you outside. Chen Mo will come right away. Be strong, Yumeng, it will be OK!"

A woman gave birth in the middle of the night, her husband is not around, or she never thought of cesarean section, now Zhou Yumeng, really no master, but now the situation is urgent, amniotic fluid flow less and less, doctors are urging: "Yumeng, you be strong, think about the child, in an hour you will meet, Chen Mo will see the child as soon as you come back, Yumeng Come on

With the love of returning the child and Chen Mo, Zhou Yumeng, who is soaked with sweat, is pushed into the operating room.

It was Li Sufang, director of Obstetrics and Gynecology, who came to perform the operation in person.

Of course, it was Fu Yunqian who called the people's Congress in the middle of the night through the back door.

But it also makes people feel at ease for no reason.

All the operation consents were signed by Fu Yunqian, and Tang Xiaoyan couldn't even get hold of them.

Watch the door of the operating room close slowly. Tang Xiaoyan really didn't know that it was so terrible to have a baby temporarily. In fact, the people around her were more nervous and scared than the pregnant women.

At that time, when she was born Jinyan, her grandmother was with her.

But when she went to the delivery bed, she was the only one.

In that humble small hospital, she was in pain. Although she gave birth prematurely, there was still pain relief. In the end, she cried and asked the doctor to give her an autopsy. It was so painful

What did the doctor say? It's like saying: "I'd better have such a small child by myself. I'm sure I can have it In your case Not suitable for caesarean section More patience The entrance of the palace was opened immediately... "

The memory surged in like a tide. The suffocation of pain and despair wrapped her deeply. Zhou Yumeng's cry seemed to evoke the pain in her soul. Her body was like chaff, shaking violently.

Fu Yunqian found something wrong for the first time. When she squatted down slowly, she was already in her arms: "little banquet!" His heart trembled. Tears of fear rolled from the corner of Tang Xiaoyan's eyes and fell on his heart. Then her eyes turned and fainted in his arms.

This is the first time that Fu Yunqian has faced up to the source of her fear.

Tang Xiaoyan was awakened by the doctor's urgent pinch. It was a little painful, but when he woke up, his mood was not as violent as before. The wound in the middle of his palm was also treated. Fu Yunqian sat on the opposite chair.

She is still a little modest. If it wasn't for Zhou Yumeng's caesarean section, Fu Yunqian would not have let the doctor wake her up in this way.

He took a glass of water from the nearby water dispenser and handed it to her: "thank you." She reached for it, but he didn't move. It seemed that she was determined to feed her. She pursed her lips and drank a few mouthfuls from her glass.

His clothes were still wet with sweat, and his spirit was still in a trance. However, after looking at the time, he jumped out of bed immediately: "let's go and have a look at the rain. We should come out soon."

He is quick. When she jumps down, he reaches out his hand and catches her steadily with the other hand. She is stunned. She finds that his palm is wet with sweat. It seems that there are fine beads of sweat on his forehead and nose. His face is slightly pale. It seems that she is not less frightened than her. Is it because of his sudden fainting?

She seems to understand.

Instead of pushing him away, he turned to hold his hand: "you think too much. I'm scared by the rain. It's too dangerous. Let's go."

He didn't speak, but this time, holding her waist action so hard, he was afraid, still lost, also in remorse, deep guilt.

Tang Xiaoyan comforted him in the operating room: "it's not as serious as you think, and Jinyan is not good now. Don't think about it any more."

He put her head on his heart, for a long time, did not get his response, she quietly raised her eyes, found that his dark eyes are not instant fall on his body, and the deep pupil bottom, with a lot of unknown emotions, she blushed, stretched out her hand to cover his eyes: "hate, you don't look at me like this."

He took her hand and put it in his palm. At this time, Zhou Yumeng's parents, Chen Mo's parents, all heard the news and rushed to the operating room. Suddenly, the operating room became lively, which seemed to dilute the sadness between Fu Yunqian and Tang Xiaoyan.An hour later, the door of the operating room opened.

Zhou's mother, Chen's mother, surrounded all of a sudden. Chen's mother's goal is naturally to have children. Zhou's mother's goal is to lie on the delivery bed and be wrapped up in Zhou Yumeng. At a glance, tears fall down: "Yumeng."

The doctor said, "I have a beautiful daughter."

Zhou Yumeng had just undergone a caesarean section, and his anesthetic had not been withdrawn. He was very weak. He wanted to comfort his mother, but she was as angry as a gossamer. Chen's mother also responded and said to Zhou Yumeng, "child, it's hard for you."

The doctor sent the child back to the delivery room with his family. The child was held in his arms by director Li, and there was a little blood on his head. The child who had just been taken out of the amniotic fluid was snow-white, completely different from the time when Fu Jinyan was born.

Tang Xiaoyan looked at it and felt dull and painful. The preterm child was thin and small, and his whole body was red. Before he could even give his mother a look, he was carried away and put into the incubator

Now, back in the ward, everyone revolves around the child, all faces are happy, Tang Xiaoyan throat a warm, voice slightly trembling: "can I hold the child?"

In a daze, Zhou's mother took the child over, but she was still worried and asked: "be careful..."

Tang Xiaoyan nodded and carefully picked up the child.

It was already midnight when I left the hospital.

Chen Mo flew back from other places and was so excited that he couldn't help himself. The surprise of being a father in an instant is something Fu Yunqian has never experienced.

Tang Xiaoyan and he looked at each other, heart, the same flash of regret.

Sweat wet clothes although dry, but a cold wind, chilly, in her Zhanzhan flashing eyes, he said: "this is good, I don't want to let you have a second."

He didn't want to experience the nervous fear and despair of seeing her sent in.

Because do not want to bear the loss, so would rather not at the beginning.

Tang Xiaoyan responded and teased him: "you think too much. In fact, it's not so terrible. It's all over, and you don't have to blame yourself. But in this way, do we owe the seniors a lot? "

Fu Yunqian did not speak, Tang Xiaoyan knew: "I know you don't want to admit that senior is not that kind of person, but it's time to say thank you to him."

"How do you know I didn't say it?" He snorted coldly.

"Yes? What did you say? " Obviously not believing.

Then the mobile phone on the shelving board suddenly rings, Tang Xiaoyan's heart jumps, afraid of something, a restless atmosphere suddenly envelops her.

***

"wrong number." Fu Yunqian took off the earphone and ended the call. In the middle of the night, there were some boring fraud calls. He glanced at Tang Xiaoyan's still pale face. "You're too nervous. Close your eyes and relax. You'll be home soon."

He also drove the sound box in the car. The soothing music immediately surrounded the car. She forced herself to close her eyes and fell asleep.

But she did not sleep comfort, not long, she had a nightmare.

Those pictures that had been forgotten all of a sudden became so vivid and vivid, as if they had happened yesterday: "ah..."

Fu Yunqian made a sudden brake, and the car had already stopped in the parking space.

The Tang banquet was full of cold sweat. A straightener sat up from the back of her chair and looked at the dark and familiar environment around her. Her heart was still pumping, but she soon calmed down.

Because the man next to her, looking at her eyes gentle and self reproach.

"I'm fine, really. Don't worry." She gave him a smile and controlled the beating frequency. Her drooping eyelashes were like two black butterfly wings, reflecting her ivory skin. Her long black hair was scattered on her shoulders, with pitiful softness and strength.

Fu Yunqian was particularly silent that night.

They went upstairs. Took a bath, then went to bed together, hugged and fell asleep.

In the dark, although I can't see his face and the expression on his face, his warm and slightly short breath sprayed on her snow-white neck, some itching and some micro thorns. His big bony palm tightly clasped her waist, making her unable to move in his arms. It was a kind of strength that seemed to integrate her into the bone marrow. Solid and heavy.

As the saying goes, every day has a thought and every night has a dream.

There are two kinds of psychological interpretation of dreams. One is the self-protection mechanism initiated by the brain. Because of too much fear, it often resists the emergence of two completely different reactions. In other words, the so-called dream is completely opposite to the reality, that is because of the inability to resist the reality, so choose the dream to escape.

The other is the reflection of the most real inner world. Even if you are yourself, you can be cheated. You think that you have put everything down, see through everything, and are no longer afraid to move forward. In fact, it's all the illusion of your self deception. The real inner world's vulnerability and fear can only be shown in your sleep.

She was clearly in the latter category just now.

Aware that the strength of the waist has been tightened again and again, she simply put her hand on his thin narrow waist. A pair of black and white eyes looked closely at his smooth jaw: "Fu Yunqian, let's have a chat."He put his hand into her nightdress, and stroked her smooth and delicate back and forth with a big dry and powerful palm. When she came to her waist, she felt itchy. She couldn't help laughing and pressed his hand: "don't make noise, let's talk about business."