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"Viyan, go and see the child. He, he might not be able to make it."

Ji Weiyang's pupils suddenly widened. It was the first time that such a terrified and helpless expression had appeared on his face. However, he was still sitting there with an extraordinarily calm demeanor. He very slowly put down Zhan Yan's hand, stuck her body out and lightly kissed Zhan Yan on the forehead. It was just that he struggled to kiss her through the thick oxygen mask.

"Vayon!" Ji Ting urged her.

Ji Weiyang's gaze swept across her body as he walked out of the Intensive Care Unit in a neither hurried nor slow manner. He took off his blue aseptic clothes at the door.

"Why are you speaking so loudly, don't disturb Yan Yan to rest." After he finished speaking, he calmly sat on the chair outside the ICU.

Ji Ting was getting anxious. She grabbed Ji Weiyang and walked towards the NICU, "Weiyang, quickly go and see the child. Maybe it's the last time …" Halfway through Ji Ting's words, he was choked with sobs.

"If he wants to die, then let him die. I don't even want to see him, he better disappear right now."

Ji Weiyang's words were extremely ruthless, there was not even a trace of warmth, as if the person who was about to suffocate to death was not his flesh and blood, but a stranger.

Ji Ting cried until her eyes were swollen, she had a gentle personality and almost never lost her temper, but this was the first time she got angry, "Ji Weiyang, are you crazy?! He's dying, and you won't even see him for the last time? She is very beautiful, and looks very much like Zhan Yan. However, ever since he was born, you have not even glanced at him once. Why would there be such a heartless father like you in this world? "

"If you want to die, go die. I can't care about him. I only want my face. I only want my face to wake up. I don't care about other unrelated people or unrelated things." His gaze was fixated on Zhan Yan who was in the custody room, and she treated Ji Ting, who was at the side, as air.

Ji Ting looked at him, suddenly enlightened, and his anger grew even higher, "Ji Weiyang, let me tell you, the one who harmed Zhan Yan is Lu Anqi, and not an innocent child. Lu Anqi was already dead, and she was getting punished. But, whether Zhan Yan could wake up or not, would all depend on her. What's wrong with children, he doesn't even have the right to live, he hasn't even had the chance to open her eyes and look at this world … "

Ji Ting could not speak further. She hurriedly turned around and left, running towards the NICU. Maybe she could still have time to see that pitiful child again.

Looking at Ji Ting's figure that was gradually moving further and further away, Ji Weiyang bent his back and buried his face between his palms, his shoulders violently shaking. With a hoarse voice, he muttered: "Xiao Yang …"

Scenes kept playing in his mind, like a movie in a movie theater.

On the balcony in the morning, he hugged Zhan Yan. Zhan Yan told him that the baby had moved, and that was Xiao Yang's first movement.

He was used to kissing the baby in Zhan Yan's stomach every night when he came back.

He liked to stick close to Zhan Yan's stomach and listen to Xiao Yang rolling around inside.

He had always been looking forward to Xiao Yang's birth. He and Zhan Yan had personally arranged the nursery for the baby, and he had always fantasized about his appearance, with his small nose, small eyes, small mouth, like's. He looked forward to him being carried in his arms, and he wanted to personally help him take the first step. However, all of these turned into bubbles in an instant.

He could not keep Xiao Yang here, or perhaps, he could not keep Zhan Yan here either.

Ji Weiyang's palm was pressed up against the thick and ice-cold window. Separated by space and distance, he tried to touch Zhan Yan's face.

"Yan Yan, Xiao Yang, he might be about to leave. If you still refuse to wake up, you won't even be able to see him one last time." Ji Weiyang's voice was choked with sobs as his eyes turned red. He continued to mutter to himself, "Actually, it's fine if we don't see him, why should we look at a corpse that has lost its breath? The relationship between parents and children must be determined by fate. He is the same as Little Yan, we have no fate with him, so we can only let him go. "

Ji Weiyang's eyes stung. She had not slept at all for the past few days, and before the water had even started to drip, she had already lost a large amount of weight, and was extremely haggard. He was even mumbling incoherently, calling for her to wake up like a madman. However, Zhan Yan was still as quiet as ever in the ICU. Everything inside the glass window seemed to be still, only the data on the screen was constantly pulsing, like a silent movie.

"Yan Yan, you must be very tired, right? Don't worry, then go to sleep, if you are afraid that the baby will be lonely, and want to go accompany him, I won't stop you, but, you must wait for me, I will accompany you very quickly, we will have a family of three, no, a family of four, you, me, Xiao Yan and Xiao Yang, we will live happily in heaven, okay?"

After days of torture, Ji Weiyang's mind was already in a state of collapse. He did not dare to force anything and he was about to lose all hope. If he couldn't keep Zhan Yan or the child, he would leave with them. Only, Ji Weiyang had never thought of himself as a good person. He had done many wrong things, could someone like him really go to heaven? Perhaps, he would descend to the eighteenth level of hell.

Another day and night had passed. This was already the seventh day since Zhan Yan fainted, but she still did not have any signs of waking up. The doctor said that since it had dragged on for too long, the situation would become worse and worse.

The hospital had already notified their families of the critical situation and asked for their opinion. If they really couldn't wake up, would it be like this? Would it be better to pull out the tube and let the patient leave peacefully.

When the notice of death was passed onto them, Lu Ruping fainted on the spot. Everyone thought that Ji Weiyang would go crazy, but he still showed an unusual expression of calmness.

Yes, he was already prepared for the worst. What else was unacceptable?

"Weiyang, you make your decision, you are Zhan Yan's husband, no matter what decision you make, we will not object." Wei Jingnian passed the notice of death into Ji Weiyang's hands, just that both of his hands were trembling uncontrollably.

In just seven days, he had gained a lot of silver hair on his temples. From hope to despair, such a blow was almost fatal. Because Zhan Yan's body had always been stable ever since she was pregnant, the entire family thought that she would definitely be safe. When Wei Jingnian went fishing with his old comrade and comrade, they were still boasting about how he was going to be a grandfather. He was extremely happy as he waited for his grandson to say something. He didn't expect that this would be the result.

After Wei Jingnian left, Ji Weiyang sat alone outside the Intensive Care Unit room, his hands tightly holding onto the letter. The paper had become extremely wrinkled, making it difficult for him to make such a decision.

However, he knew that he couldn't allow Zhan Yan to live her life by medical equipment forever. Living in such a life without dignity, he might as well be completely free from it.

He held the pen and signed his name at the very end with a tremble. If Zhan Yan really couldn't hold on anymore, he would let her die a peaceful death.

With such a huge incident with the Ji Family, Ji Bocheng was not in the mood to bother about matters regarding the troops. He stayed in the hospital, and after his boss Ji Weixin woke up, he found out that it was because of him that caused Zhan Yan and his mother to have an accident.

Outside the ICU, Ji Weixin saw him lying lifelessly inside. He let out a heavy sigh, "Weiyang, I'm sorry."

"Big brother, it's not your fault, so why are you saying such words? No one would have thought that such an accident would occur. Perhaps, it's fate. " Ji Weiyang smiled bitterly. He looked haggard, and when he walked forward, he was swaying a little.

Ji Weixin was really afraid that Zhan Yan would not wake up, so he fell down first instead.

"Don't worry, she'll definitely wake up. You can't bear to part with her, and she can't bear to leave you as well."

"Ji Weiyang nodded his head, and laughed weakly. "Big brother, you haven't recovered yet. Go back to the ward and rest. I will guard Yan Yan and this place by myself."

Ji Weixin was unable to say anything else. His arm heavily patted his shoulder as though he was comforting him.

Ji Weiyang shook his hand, then said, "Big bro, about your accident, it's better to tell Du Xiaomo, this is your chance, if she knows you're injured, she'll definitely come back to your side."

Ji Weixin was stunned for a moment, then silently shook his head: "I do not want to hurt her anymore, even if she returns to my side, I will not be able to give her and her child a complete home, it would be better to let her go, as long as I can see her happy, I will be happy too."

He limped down the aisle.

Ji Weiyang sat paralyzed on his chair. He had a feeling that maybe what Ji Weixin said was right, if he was willing to let go back then and give Zhan Yan freedom, how could things have developed to where they were today. He loved her, but his love had always been selfish. He wanted Zhan Yan to be happy, but this happiness could only be given to him.

Time, would never stop for someone. On the eighth day, Zhan Yan still had not woken up. The longer time dragged on, the greater the despair in her heart.

Ji Weiyang had already prepared for the worst.

Since the incident with Zhan Yan, this was the first time he had talked to Ji Bocheng on her own accord.

Ji Weiyang personally lit a cigarette for his father, "Father, Sis said that you have been feeling very high blood pressure these past few days, so it is useless for you to rest early and stay here."

Ji Bocheng flicked the ash off his cigarette, then threw the words back, "You know it's useless to stand guard here, so why don't you go rest? You've been holding on for seven days, and I don't think you'll be able to hold on much longer. If you get tired, just lie down and rest. "

Ji Weiyang laughed bitterly, he did not want to argue. At that moment, he did not want to waste any more time arguing with his father. He was Zhan Yan's husband, it was a matter of course for him to protect Zhan Yan, but Ji Bocheng didn't have the responsibility to. Moreover, the old man's condition hadn't been too good recently, so her Ji Family couldn't fall one more time.

"Dad, let Big Sis send you back later. You are the pillar of Ji Family, how can you fall down?"

Ji Bocheng laughed, and lightly patted the back of Ji Weiyang's hand with his palm, "I'm old, my Ji Family, I'll have to rely on you guys to support me in the future."

Ji Weiyang smiled. Since young, in his son's eyes, the image of a father was tall and lofty, unstoppable. And as time flowed by, as he grew up, his father had already become an old man in his last years.

Ji Weiyang had also fantasized about being Xiao Yang's father who would become the pride of his son, but the heavens did not give him the chance to take back what was most precious to him.

"Big Brother will definitely be able to support his Ji Family, don't worry."

Back then, your grandfather handed over the Ji's Group to you, so that you could bear the responsibility of Ji Family. This family was supported by you brothers, and although Baelin went abroad again, after a few years, when the limelight has passed, he will still come back, and as long as you all have blood of Ji Family on your bodies, you will be considered a part of Ji Family. As long as you shoulder the responsibility and honor of the clan, no one will be able to escape.

Ji Bocheng's voice sounded a little old. He had raised three sons, and each of them were his pride.

Back then, he had asked for his son's opinion on the marriage between Ji Weixin and Su Ying. He said that he liked his, and that's why he married his. It's only been a few years, but he's already raised a woman outside, and even had an illegitimate child. There were indeed many things that were wrong with Su Ying, but marriage was managed by two people, it definitely wasn't one person's fault.

Ol 'Three had been obedient since he was young, but the road of love had been extremely difficult. One was that he owed something, and the other was that he could not bear to let go. Zhan Yan was indeed a good girl, gentle and kind, but she was just too kind, which was why she made herself look so scarred.

Actually, he could have abandoned this child. As a father, he had become softhearted after Ji Weiyang had done all this for her. Although it was a pity to have no children, the two of them were able to stay together until they were old. They were also very happy. Their lives were not nearly as good as they wished, so where in this world were they not lacking in life?

Fourth, after leaving for so many years and not wanting this family anymore, he finally caught someone to marry. There were so many good girls in the world who didn't want this person, but they still fell in love with their sister-in-law. Now, they had no choice but to let him go and let him heal his wounds outside.

"You may not want to hear the rest of what I'm going to say, Viyan, but you don't have to be prepared for it. Zhan Yan's current situation was not optimistic, and perhaps, she would never be able to wake up again. As the old saying goes, once a hundred years pass, only a few out of seventy will live. Everyone has to face death or death, we are no exception. At that time, when your mother suddenly passed away, I also suffered for a long time. After all, we had lived together for such a long time. But the reality is cruel, and we have to face it. When I think about how I will go down to accompany her in a hundred years, and how she will always be waiting for me, my heart is at ease. "

Ji Bocheng had said so much that Ji Weiyang had been quietly listening without uttering a single word.

He should not have fallen in love with Angel on the spur of the moment, and even more so, should not have had a relationship with her. He knew clearly that his mother and Lu Ruping were as incompatible as fire and water, if he had taken into account his mother's feelings at that time, he should have extinguished the flame of love in time, and then, the two families would not have met again. Lu Ruping would not come knocking on her door, and her mother would not die.

And now, he couldn't be filial to his father either, because he had already made up his mind to accompany Zhan Yan and her child. Whether they lived or died, his family must never be separated from each other ever again. He couldn't be a good son, but he wanted to be a good father and a good husband.

His father had three sons. Without him, his eldest brother and fourth elder brother would have died for him. But for Zhan Yan and the child, it was only him.

You are blaming me, but I was doing it for your own good. Under the eyes of everyone present, before Lu Anqi could cause any harm to Zhan Yan, you had already shot him. Ji Bocheng said sincerely and sincerely.

"I understand." Ji Weiyang nodded heavily. Actually, he had always understood that his father was right. He wasn't a police officer, he wasn't qualified to shoot. If he had fired a gun, he would have been unable to escape the crime of murder under the watchful eyes of the crowd. But sometimes, knowing that he was in the wrong, he had no choice but to do it.

"Father, I'm sorry. All these years, I have indeed made you worry about me. I have done too many willful things, I should not have secretly fallen in love with Lu Anqi, and I should not have married Zhan Yan alone. I took the initiative to understand the business of Ji Family underworld, and caused my Ji's to suffer a great loss, so I should not have made you sad."

Dad, I'm sorry, I can't accompany you any longer.

Ji Weiyang pressed his face into the center of Ji Bocheng's palm, and a scalding tear silently fell.