Chapter 2227

No, no.

Impossible, absolutely impossible.

She shook her head while thinking, brainwashing herself over and over again, but Fang Ya's text message kept echoing in her mind.

"Enen, your attitude towards your brother is becoming more and more abnormal now, didn't you notice it at all?"

"For example, his every move will affect your heart, and even a text message he sent can make you scream with joy. Do you think this is a normal reaction?"

"You care too much about him, beyond brother and sister, and also in learning. Why did others not make you change, but he made you change? Why do you want him to look at you with admiration? Why do you have to let him think highly of you?"

"You haven't thought about it carefully, what is the reason behind this? Don't you keep trying to catch up with his footsteps? Then why are you catching up with his footsteps? Isn't it because, Make yourself good enough to be worthy of him?"

She didn't know if she was led astray by Fang Ya, or there was a problem with her own thinking. She began to think about what Fang Ya said, yes, why? Why did Gu Nancheng's sentence that you look the best made her so excited that she lost control?

Why do you feel so sweet in your heart, as sweet as eating sugar? No, that feeling is obviously sweeter than eating sugar! !

In fact, it's not just one person who praises her for being good-looking. There are many people who praise her for being good-looking. She can't count, but when others praise her, she is just happy. Only Gu Nancheng gives her the most special feeling. As for the special To what extent, she herself can hardly say.

Also, Fang Ya is indeed right. I am working so hard in my studies now, but I just want to follow in Gu Nancheng's footsteps. I don't want others to praise Gu Nancheng when they mention her and Gu Nancheng in the future. She is a scumbag, she doesn't want to embarrass Gu Nancheng, but also wants Gu Nancheng to think highly of her.

Why is the strongest thought in my heart not to make my parents happy, not to make my parents look up to her, not to be the pride of my parents, but Gu Nancheng? Why does everything about me seem to be occupied by the three words Gu Nancheng?

Why did she not worry so much when Gu Nancheng was sick before, but yesterday she panicked like something, kept crying, and stayed by his side all night, even if she fell asleep in his room, it was all because Worried about not going back to your room?

What the hell is changing quietly? Why does she feel that Gu Nancheng has more and more influence on her? In the past, she just enjoyed Gu Nancheng's doting on her, caring for her, and devotion to her unscrupulously, but now , her mind changed, and she began to care more and more about each other's feelings.

She was afraid that Gu Nancheng would not like her if she continued to be arrogant and indulgent. She was even afraid that Gu Nancheng would find her annoying, and would make a girlfriend when she grew up, and then marry and have children as a matter of course, leave this house, and leave herself alone. No matter, she ran to him before and asked him if it was possible not to get married?

How could she ask such a question? Everyone gets married when they grow up, it's not normal, why is she afraid? Why do you think that after Gu Nancheng gets married, she will be alone, so she won't get married? She is married and has a significant other to accompany her, so she won't be alone, isn't she? Why are you afraid?

Only then did she realize why she was afraid, because she thought that Gu Nancheng would marry a wife, but she never thought that one day in the future, she would marry someone herself. This is terrible, the wife is terrible.

Enen, what's the matter with you? She asked herself what was wrong, but even she didn't know the answer, but she thought of herself some time ago, when she and Gu Nancheng got closer, her heart was always pounding and her face was hot horrible.

She couldn't understand her own changes, and she was terrified by repeated abnormalities, so she hurriedly posted her situation on the Internet, hoping that Du Niang and netizens could give her answers, so she anonymously posted her Abnormally unreserved confession.

Those comments that she thought were messy at the time, now all surfaced in front of her eyes, "May I ask, is the host trying to fall in love?"

"That's right, this is obviously a state of being in love. Girls are all like this."

"Ah, I didn't expect to be stuffed with dog food in a disguised form as soon as I came up. Being single is so helpless."

After she replied that Gu Nancheng was her elder brother, but forgot to add that she was not her own, the comment section exploded, "Hold the grass, the host doesn't have a brother-in-law complex, does he?"

"It must be, to be blushing at my brother, hey, it's scary!!"

"Pervert, landlord, I suspect that you have a psychological problem, or else you should go to see a psychiatrist, get treated as soon as possible!!"

"May the landlord recover soon, Amitabha."

Netizens say this, and now even her closest good sisters say the same. Could it be that the authorities are fascinated, and the bystanders know that she has feelings for Gu Nancheng that she shouldn't have? ?

She has a love for Gu Nancheng that goes beyond brother and sister, man and woman? ?

boom! !

After this idea was derived, Enen felt a thunderbolt, her eyes turned black, she almost couldn't sit still, and fainted.

How is it possible, how can I have thoughts about Gu Nancheng? But it seemed that all the evidence was in front of her. She didn't want to admit it, but she had to admit that she really liked Gu Nancheng, not because her younger sister liked her brother, but because she had reached puberty and her heart began to sprout! !

She has taken physiology class and knows that girls will have this step sooner or later. It is normal to be attracted to the opposite sex, but why is it not someone else, but Gu Nancheng? ?

Well, he has to admit that Gu Nancheng is so outstanding that no one in the whole school can compare with him. It is normal to be attracted, but it is normal for others to be attracted. Can she be normal?

Gu Nancheng is her elder brother, even if he is not related by blood, he even has a household registration in the Gu family. Since he came to the Gu family, he has the same surname as them. People outside think that Gu Nancheng is the son of his parents.

And mom and dad really treat Gu Nancheng as her own son, and Gu Nancheng loves her as her own sister, so Gu Nancheng exists like her own brother, there is absolutely nothing wrong with this, but she actually treats her My brother has evil thoughts! !

Hold the grass, Gu Nuoen, what are the melon seeds in your head? If you let other students know, then it's okay? And Mom, Dad, and Gu Nancheng, if they knew her little thoughts, oh my god, she wouldn't dare to think about it any further, she wished she could just die on the spot.

It's a pity that if she thinks about it again, she can still live well. She really can't accept it. She actually had such a thought, and she dared not let anyone know. She was slumped on the desk, unable to take care of anything. Nothing, just paralyzed until the bell rang for the end of get out of class.

It was supposed to be the last class, and when the bell rang, school ended. Everyone began to pack their schoolbags and left the classroom one after another. Many people greeted her before leaving, "Enen, goodbye!!"

In the past, when her classmates greeted her, she would smile and wave to them, saying sweetly, "Goodbye."

But now, she didn't have that thought, let alone waved her hands weakly, she didn't even bother to say goodbye, and she took a long time to pack up the textbooks. The students were almost finished, so she packed up and put the schoolbag on her back.

Fang Ya was waiting for her. Seeing her expression, she understood everything, "Thinking about it the whole class?"

"Otherwise?" Enen replied lazily, "You have already said that, can I not want to?"

"What do you think?" Fang Ya asked curiously, she didn't fully know this.

Taking a ten thousand step back, even if she knew, she still hoped to hear Enen say it herself, to confirm whether her thoughts were right.

Anyway, she thinks she is right. After all, she has watched countless idol dramas and love novels. Since the TV dramas and books are the same, how could there be a mistake? Now, Fang Ya is confident in herself.

What do you think? Enen carried her schoolbag, drooping her eyelids, and said weakly, "Yaya, I'm finished, I'm completely finished."

"You say, what should I do, how can I have such an idea?"

Enen really can't figure it out, who is wrong? Why is it Gu Nancheng?

What does this make her do? She would rather just grab someone to like, it won't be so uncomfortable, even if the other person is mediocre, at least it won't be as painful and painful as it is now.

isn't it? Now how should she face her own heart, how should she face her parents, and how should she face Gu Nancheng? It's better to let her die for a hundred times, God, open your eyes and see clearly, don't bring such tricks.

"It's not that serious, it's just that I like it..."

"Okay, okay!!" Enen was afraid that she would mention Gu Nancheng, and she was even more afraid that she would mention that the two were not related by blood, which would make a big fuss if someone cared about her, so she interrupted her directly, "Yaya, don't tell me That's it, let's divert this topic, shall we?"

Fang Ya wanted to say something, but at this moment, a classmate walked into the classroom and shouted, "Fang Ya, the teacher asked you to go to the office."

"Okay, I got it, I'll be here right away." Fang Ya replied, patted En En's shoulder, left a sentence of "Take care", and went to the teacher's office with her schoolbag on her back.

Take care, take care ass, it's all her fault, if Fang Ya didn't say it, she wouldn't know this, and wouldn't be so uncomfortable, she is still careless, Gu Nuoen is stupid in this respect, not dizzy now Gu Nuoen's brain was swollen and his thoughts were confused.

But the instigator did well this time. He patted his butt and left a word of caution before slipping away, leaving her alone to bear everything, the wrong feelings that shouldn't be there! !

"Alas..." She sighed heavily, and left the classroom with her schoolbag on her back. Her mood was extremely bad, and her feet felt like a heavy weight. Every step she took, she seemed to use all her strength.

Obviously before, she was still happy about Gu Nancheng's words, but now her mood has fallen to the bottom. This variable is so big that even she can't accept it.

Not far away, Jiang Anqi looked at this scene thoughtfully.

Ever since she felt that Enen and Gu Nancheng's relationship was beyond that of brother and sister, she was always observing secretly, hoping to find some clues, or catch some clues about each other. In short, she just didn't want Enen to have an easy time.

She is too jealous of Enen, why can she have everything she can't have in her life, and she doesn't need anything, just have it so easily, she is not convinced, if she can't get it, she would rather destroy it, and it is bound to be Don't let Enen get it.

It's better to be broken than to be whole. It's not easy for herself, but Enen shouldn't think about it. Her thoughts are so simple and direct.

She believes that as long as she is willing to stare at it, as long as she doesn't give up, there will be gains, and the emperor pays off those who wait and see. This sentence is very good, isn't it? ?

However, Enen didn't know that Jiang Anqi had been staring at her. She didn't know it before, and she doesn't know it now. She walked forward on her own. Today, she walked very hard. After walking out of the school gate, Tang Guoer was already sitting in the car, waiting for a long time not far from the school gate.

Seeing Enen walking by from a distance, she got out of the car and opened the car door for Enen, and then drove towards home after Enen sat on it. Enen was sitting in the car, her whole body slumped on the leather seat , without saying a word.

Tang Guoer found it strange that En En was always alive and kicking after school, why is she so weak today, even her mother didn't even shout or say a word, she couldn't help worrying about her daughter, "En En, what's wrong with you, are you sick? "

She thought, Nancheng was sick, could it have infected her? Or slept on the bedside last night, without a quilt, and caught a cold? That's not right, the temperature was high last night, and the air conditioner was not turned on in the room, so it shouldn't be so, and when she left in the morning, she also went out happily, she didn't look like she was sick.

Sure enough, En En replied, "No..."

That's strange, I didn't have much mood to go out in the morning and the mood to go home after school plummeted, forming the most stark contrast, "Why don't you look sick when you're not sick? Did something happen to you?"

Enen was also afraid that she would be found out by her mother if she was thinking like this, so she could only find a reason to perfunctory, "It's nothing, it's just that I didn't eat at noon, and I'm so hungry that I have no energy?"

"Why don't you eat?" Tang Guoer thought that many little girls are becoming stinky now, and they have lost weight after imitating adults, and she was afraid that Enen would follow suit, "Enen, let me tell you, you are now growing up, but Qian Don’t be like some little girls who don’t eat to lose weight, resulting in malnutrition and not growing tall.”

In fact, Enen's stature is enough, but it is always better to grow a little taller.

"I didn't lose weight like others, but today's lunch is not good, and I have no appetite."

"If it doesn't taste good, you have to eat some, how can you just be hungry like this."

"mom!!"

Seeing that her always well-behaved daughter looked a little impatient, Tang Guoer stopped nagging her mother-in-law and mother-in-law, "Okay, okay, let's go back and eat more to make up for it!! It's delicious in the kitchen!! "

"En." After Enen replied, she didn't speak again, but lay there, closed her eyes and rested.

It's so uncomfortable, tormented by this kind of emotion every moment, it's too tormented, what's the difference between it and hell?

But what can she do, even if it is hell, she has to endure it, she thinks, she will survive it.

Soon, the car drove back to the old house.

The procedure seems to be the same every day when I get home, wash my hands and eat first, and then talk about other things.

After all, after school every day, it is already around six o'clock.

Enen put down her schoolbag, washed her hands and stepped into the restaurant with Tang Guoer.

At the main seat, Gu Yebai was already sitting there, waiting for them while flipping through the newspaper.

Hearing the sound, Gu Yebai raised his eyes slightly, "Hey, what's wrong with my baby today, why is he so unhappy?"

"No." It was Tang Guo'er who spoke, "Enen thinks that the lunch at noon today is not to my appetite, so I didn't eat much. I am so hungry now that I have no strength."

"I'll let the kitchen serve the food right away." Aunt Lin hurried to the kitchen, "You can't starve Miss."

Enen sat on the dining chair, and in order to prevent the clever father from seeing the clue, he couldn't help pulling himself together, and called out, "Dad."

"Yeah." Gu Yebai responded, "Aren't you usually not picky eaters, how did you pick them today?"

Enen's appetite is not bad, Gu Yebai is very clear about this, as long as it's not particularly unpalatable, she usually won't starve like this, and the school food has always been pretty good.

Those who can enter this school are those old guys who know best, how dare they neglect, even when it comes to food, they never dare to be sloppy in the slightest, for fear that some parents will come to their door, and they will not be able to bear the consequences rise.

"Even if you're not picky eaters, there are always accidents." Enen didn't want to mention this topic again, "Okay Dad, don't talk about it anymore, I'm hungry now, I just want to eat, I don't want to talk."

"Okay." Gu Yebai didn't intend to get to the bottom of it, it's normal for the little girl to be a little emotional, she didn't want to say, it would be boring if he pressed her again, "Then eat more later, don't starve my little princess. "

"Yeah!" Enen nodded.

Soon, all the dishes in the kitchen came up. The dishes were very rich, and at least half of them were En En's favorite food. But En En really didn't have an appetite after looking at it today. She wanted to ask Gu Nancheng, but she didn't dare to ask. The mood is extremely complicated.

And she, who has no appetite, can only suppress the desire not to eat at this time, and stuff the food into her mouth, otherwise, wouldn't her lie be self-defeating?

Gu Yebai put the thorny fish and shelled shrimp into her bowl, "Eat some meat, don't eat vegetables all the time, the nutrition will not be enough."

Has she been eating vegetables? If it wasn't for Gu Yebai's words, Enen wouldn't have noticed at all, she was only focused on completing the task, and she didn't pick up a single chopstick for her favorite dish.

Dad must have seen it, so he will serve her food. She has such a brain, when will she be smarter? Enen is very regretful, but she still showed a bright smile on Gu Yebai, "Thank you Dad .”

Then he continued to bury his head in cooking, forcing himself to cook two bowls of rice, and after eating a lot of food, he touched his chubby belly and said, "Mom and Dad, I'm done eating, you can continue eating, I'm going upstairs to study."

Just when she opened the chair and got up, Tang Guoer called her, "Enen, wait!!"

"What's the matter, Mom?"

"Nannan hasn't eaten yet. Since you finish eating first, serve it to her."

It can be said that Tang Guo'er spared no effort to create opportunities for Enen and Nancheng to get in touch. She didn't notice that Enen's body stiffened suddenly when she heard Nannan.

En En instinctively wanted to refuse, but she was afraid that her reaction would be too obvious. Mom was fine, but Dad was so smart, she was really scared.

She kept telling herself, Enen, you have to calm down, calm down, calm down again.

Absolutely don't let yourself show any flaws, otherwise, this family really doesn't know what you have made of it.

"Mom, brother hasn't had dinner yet?" Enen calmed down and said with a smile, "I thought Aunt Lin had delivered it early."

"Not yet." Tang Guoer said, "Hurry up and send it up, don't starve Nan Nan."

"Okay, okay." Enen took the tray handed over by Tang Guoer, "I'll send it to my brother right now."

After speaking, he seemed to leave happily.

Tang Guo'er thought she had eaten something and regained her strength. She didn't know that Enen was all pretending, let alone that she didn't want to send food to Nancheng at all. It's not that she didn't want to see Nancheng, but she didn't know yet. How to face Nancheng.

That's the brother she's been calling for many years. Now that the relationship between brother and sister has suddenly deteriorated, she really can't accept it for a while, let alone face Nancheng with a normal attitude. She feels ashamed, and Gu Nancheng treats her as a younger sister , She actually had an unreasonable thought, is she still human, isn't she? ?

When Enen's figure was completely out of sight, Gu Yebai said, "Honey, do you think Enen is weird today?"

"Why is it strange?" Tang Guoer thought that Gu Yebai looked weak before he said it, "Aren't you hungry before, but now you're refreshed after eating, what's so strange."

"That's not what I said."

"what is that?"

"Enen hasn't mentioned Nancheng since she entered the door." Gu Yebai stated the facts lightly, "According to her personality, it really shouldn't be. In normal times, she didn't see Nancheng at the dinner table, so she must be twittering." What's more, Nancheng's cold is not completely cured yet."

Gu Yebai didn't say anything, but Tang Guoer didn't feel it yet. As soon as he said it, Tang Guoer realized that Nancheng had a cold, and Enen's normal reaction should be to go home