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Jia Jia was rendered speechless by the question. She had to admit that he was extremely outstanding, the best lover, and the most suitable husband candidate.

But she couldn't, couldn't.

When he held Jia Jia once again, "Jia Jia, look at me."

"If you want to say who is unworthy, then it is because I am unworthy of you. You are so pure, so beautiful, and I am far from what you think I am."

Of course, his cold and merciless side would not show itself in front of Jia Jia. Of course, his gentleness was only directed at Jia Jia.

"No." Jia Jia shook off his hand, then turned his back on him.

Ever since she was chased out of that house by the papa, she had never been cared for by anyone else. She always had that desire to be loved, that desire to be cared for, and that desire to have someone by her side to give her warmth.

And he turned up at that crucial moment. It would be a lie to say that he felt nothing for him.

However, she had long been humiliated by Chu Yi Han, and her body was no longer clean.

Although this was a new era, very few people cared about it. It would be fine if the other party was just an ordinary person.

However, when she faced him, she would feel inferior. She was originally an illegitimate child, and now that she had lost her innocence, how could she accept him without any reservations?

And did he really care about her past? Do you really not care?

"I understand." Shi Yu felt his heart ache looking at her back. Such a beautiful girl, yet she stayed in that place and lived her life.

But he wouldn't, because he loved her and was willing to take her for anything.

"You don't understand." Jia Jia turned around and said emotionally, "You don't understand."

"Do you know that I'm no longer innocent? I'm not as pure as you think. For my own benefit, I even took the initiative to seduce men. My body has long since lost its purity. Do you understand?"

Jia Jia practically roared. Not bad, when she first left Chu Yi Han, wasn't it to seduce Chu Yi Han with her body?

He had once submitted to Chu Yi Han in order to not be punished, and all of this was a nightmare that troubled her.

When she finished speaking, she noticed that the man in front of her had changed.

The gentleness in Shi Yu's eyes had disappeared, and what replaced it was disbelief, and even a hurt look.

Jia Jia's heart felt as if it had been viciously struck by a foreign object. She knew that no man would care about it, unless that man didn't love his.

"Sorry, I want to be quiet for a while." It was only after a long time that Shi Yu finally spat out two words, turned around and left in large strides.

In his heart, she was as pure as a piece of white paper. Even though she was born in the mud, he still firmly believed that she could come out untainted.

That pure look of hers made him always think that she was beautiful, so beautiful that no man had ever visited her beauty.

Had he imagined her too well to accept the truth behind the beauty?

Shi Yu's mind was in a mess. He needed to calm down and digest the words that he couldn't accept.

At the same time Shi Yu left, Jia Jia began to shed tears.

Her tears were not tears because of Shi Yu's departure, but because of her hatred towards him.

Chu Yi Han had destroyed everything she had, even his best friend.

Could it be that she was destined to be lonely? It was one thing for her to not have any friends since she was young, but it was another to lose them quickly as well.

She wiped her eyes vigorously, then strode away from this sorrowful place.

At most, he would just go back to his previous loneliness, wouldn't he just come back like this after twenty years?

Only now did he remember that his attitude just now had hurt Jia Jia. Such a weak girl, willing to speak her mind.

To confess his past to him was to trust him, to love him, and instead of feeling sorry for her, he left her alone.

At this moment, he felt that he was such a bastard, to actually hurt the woman he loved so badly.

Without any hesitation, he immediately rushed out the door and chased after them.

That night, Jia Jia called a taxi and returned to his company. Just as he got off the car, he saw the familiar Rolls-Royce sports car parked in front of his company's entrance.

Shi Yu leaned on the door of the car, watching her closely.

Jia Jia stood by the side of the road, not knowing if he should move forward or retreat.

After what happened today, she found that she didn't know how to face him.

But she was never the type of person to avoid questions, so she slowly walked in front of Shi Yu.

"Why are you here?" she asked softly, looking down to see a cigarette butt at his feet. It was obvious he had been here for a long, long time.

"After you left, I chased after you all the way here, but I didn't see any trace of you." Shi Yu was still smoking, his frown allowing others to see that he had something on his mind.

"Why didn't you call me?" Jia Jia felt a wave of guilt. She did not return after leaving the hotel.

Instead, she wandered aimlessly through the streets until it was dark before she returned.

"I think you need to be alone." Shi Yu was always so considerate.

Jia Jia smiled apologetically: "Sorry for making you wait."

Then, the two of them stared at one another speechlessly.

Shi Yu had prepared many things to say to her before meeting Jia Jia, but it was unknown where he could start from when they first met.

In the end, it was Jia Jia who spoke first, "Have you come to bid farewell to me?" He wouldn't be accepting her, but was he here to sever all ties with her? At least, that was what Jia Jia thought.

"I'm sorry, that's not what I meant." Shi Yu threw away the cigarette in his hand, stepped forward and reached for Jia Jia's hand.

Jia Jia subconsciously dodged, lowering his head and no longer looked at him.

"Jia Jia, we need to have a good talk." Shi Yu definitely could not let the two of them end it here.

"No need, you have your difficulties, I understand." Jia Jia turned around and immediately went back to the company.

He grabbed her arm. "You have to talk to me." he ordered.

It was the first time he displayed such an overbearing attitude in front of Jia Jia, a domineering attitude that others could not reject.

"I don't think we need to talk." Jia Jia insisted on his own thoughts.

"I insist." Shi Yu also became stubborn and refused to give in.

After getting on the carriage, Shi Yu brought her to the beach. The two of them got off the carriage and strolled along the beach, yet they both remained silent …

"Jia Jia." Shi Yu stopped his steps and locked onto her petite figure.

"En!" Jia Jia lowered his head and did not look at her.

"I'm very sorry about what happened today. I don't mean to say that I dislike you. It's just that I can't accept such a beautiful girl like you being taken advantage of before me …"