Chapter 415

At noon of the winter solstice, he was sent to the palace. Until the evening, people from the Palace said that the little master would stay in the palace to take care of Mrs. Yu and would not come back.

Zhou Leping sighed dejectedly, thinking that it would be better to let the winter solstice stay in the palace for a period of time, but Zhu GuanLiang asked when he didn't see the winter solstice when he came back. The relationship between them now became a little delicate, strange and awkward. Zhou Leping didn't pay much attention to the answer, "sent to the palace." Because of headache, I want to fall back to bed. I'd better sleep all day and never wake up.

But Zhu GuanLiang changed his face, "sent to the palace?"

"Well," she said. She didn't want to argue. She took off her coat and sat on the bed. Her eyelids were fighting.

Zhu GuanLiang chased her to the bedside, holding her jaw in one hand to force her to wake up, "who sent you to the palace?"

Zhou Leping woke up and frowned at him. "He has been crying, but he doesn't eat milk, and the nurse has nothing to do. I can't coax him well, so I want to send him to the palace to let Mrs. Yu have a look, but before I can get someone back, Mrs. Yu will send someone to take care of the winter solstice in the palace."

The imperial concubine finally entrusted the winter solstice to her for the sake of trust. Mrs. Yu wanted to keep the winter solstice around her for the sake of her grandson. She thought that she would pick up the winter solstice after she was hurt and couldn't see it. But she didn't expect that Zhu GuanLiang's reaction was so big. She was very aggressive.

"It's hard for me to enter the palace when I hurt my head. I'll go and get him back in two days when I get better." She opened the quilt and went in, lying on the bed, face turned to the wall, eyes closed, heart blocked uncomfortable.

"Before my elder brother left, he entrusted me to take care of my sister-in-law and the winter solstice. Now my sister-in-law is gone, and I have to take care of her at the winter solstice. He will be my child from now on."

Something rose from the bottom of her heart. She opened her eyes, pursed her lips and said, "I know."

A moment later, he said, "if you worry that I will do harm to this child, it's totally unnecessary. I won't be so mad that I can't get along with a child."

"That's not what I mean."

Zhou Leping turned to look at him, "you know what? I can't have children. "

She was not a doctor. She didn't know how long they had been together. But up to now, her stomach didn't move. At the beginning, Zhou Leping was still in a panic. He was afraid of what to do if she had one. As a result, her worry was totally superfluous.

She also looked up the medical books and tried to feel her own pulse. The number was not accurate, and she couldn't tell. She thought it was just a coincidence. Later, in Zhu GuanLiang's study, she found that he was also reading books in this field, looking for ways to treat infertility.

If you think about it carefully, it seems that he has never mentioned the child in front of her. It seems that he should have known for a long time. If you don't mention it, it should be to save face for her, so as to save each other's pain.

Zhou Leping also tacit understanding pretended not to know, has been pretending to now, originally nothing, but after all, it is not a small matter, heart planted seeds, sooner or later will take root and grow up, this gap is a lifetime.

After a long time, Zhu GuanLiang said, "I don't care if I have children."

Otherwise, I won't know and never say anything.

"Don't care now, what about the future?" She responded with unexpected calm, "you always need children to inherit the throne. The imperial family needs rich children. Now you don't think there is anything, but one day you will need them."

He frowned and asked, "what do you mean?"

"Zhao Shiqian said the same thing to me. At the beginning, he said he didn't mind my appearance, but later, he also told me that looking at my face at the beginning, I felt particularly sick and nauseous. You don't care. Can you really continue to care?"

Zhu GuanLiang sneered, "I am just as untrustworthy in your heart as Zhao Shiqian?"

"Don't you want a child of your own?" She turned her head to look at him and sighed softly, "the world's default value to women is to have children. Can you not care, Madam Yu? Do courtiers allow you to have no children? In a few years, when you see other people's children and grandchildren full, will you still be in the same mood as today? "

Since she realized that she could not bear children, this problem has been lingering in her mind, so during this period, she tried to be good to him as much as possible. She had never been addicted to anything before, but now she is addicted to his good. People will be nurtured. After getting used to a person's good, she will become more and more greedy and worry about gain and loss. This feeling is not good, In particular, she also soberly realized that she could not occupy his whole life alone. Every time she thought about it, it was like acupuncture through the heart, full of pain.

This kind of distrust makes Zhu GuanLiang feel sad. Until his promise is useless, Zhou Leping is sober. She is more sober than any other woman. If she can say this, she must have even thought of a way out. He just didn't expect that he would not get any trust from her.

Finally, he didn't know whether it was funny or angry. He grinned, dazed, pinched her face and asked, "have you thought that for a long time? What I hear you say is to find a way out for yourself, right? Where do you want to go then? "

Zhou Leping took away his hand. "I mean nothing else when I say this. I just want to tell you that I don't want to be unable to tolerate the winter solstice. You can raise him as your own child. I have no opinion, and I won't be bad to him."“ What about you? "“ I won't take care of my children, and I don't have the talent to be a mother, but I will try to be nice to him. If you can't wait, you can get him back early tomorrow morning. I'll go back to the palace and ask Mrs. Yu to apologize. " After a long silence, he bowed his head to kiss her. Zhou Leping hid behind and was tied by his neck. When he was satisfied with his success, he said, "the winter solstice is also my single blood, my eldest grandson. Even if I don't have any children, I don't have to worry about the single queen." But his wife may not think so. The next day when Zhu GuanLiang entered the palace to meet the winter solstice, Mrs. Yu asked Zhou Leping, "it's been a long time since you've been married. Why hasn't Zhou Leping's stomach moved so far?" Zhu GuanLiang wants to keep the cover up, but he can't keep the cover up. How long can he keep the cover up? a year? two years? Since we need to know sooner or later, we might as well say it all“ She can't have children. " A light word, as if this is nothing worth mentioning. Yu madam is dumb, after startle a way, "how... Why can't be born?" He said, "in her early years, she was poisoned. The business she used to do was to make a living. Her old injuries and long-term fatigue made her sick, and she didn't pay attention to medical treatment for a long time, so that's what she is now."