Zhou Leping has kept herself in the house these days. She doesn't go out or let anyone in. Her meals are all delivered by Qian Qian himself. Qian Qian delivers breakfast in the morning. When she goes back at noon, the morning meal is still at the door. If she goes back in the morning, the lunch doesn't move.

She was so worried that she could not help knocking on the door and calling her, "Miss Zhou, are you ok? I don't think you've eaten. Your health matters. Why don't you open the door and let me in? "

"No, I'm fine. Please leave the meal at the door. I'll eat it in a moment. It's hard for you."

Qian Qian wanted to say something more, but she didn't know what she was doing in the room and was afraid of disturbing her. After thinking about it, she swallowed it back. When she left, she turned back step by step. When she went out, she bumped into Zhao Deng with a worried face. Zhao Deng helped her and asked why, she began to sigh again.

"Miss Zhou, it's been a day. I haven't eaten a bite of the food I gave her."

"No food? Why? "

"I don't know. You're not at home these two days. She's locked up in her room and I don't know what she's doing. I wanted to go in and see her, but I didn't dare to go in because I was worried about disturbing her. Wang Ye... Miss Zhou won't be upset because she said she was a guilty minister, will she?"

"No, Zixi is not that fragile." Zhao and Deng comforted her to go back to rest first, and then turned to see Zhou Leping.

The dinner at the door was very cold. He sighed, raised his hand and knocked on the door. His voice was relaxed and happy. "Miss Zhou, what are you doing? I came in

"What are you doing here?" Zhou Leping rolled up the paper on the table, put it under the bed, and went to open the door for him, "what's up so late?"

Zhao Deng looked around the room and said with a smile, "of course, something happened. Qian Qian said you haven't eaten all day and are very worried, so I came to see what mysterious things you are doing in the room this day?"

"What can I do?" She went to the bed to lie down, pillow arm looking at the roof, "the king's bed is really comfortable, I haven't had a good sleep for a long time, rarely idle, sleep forgot to eat."

"It's like when you were in the state of Qi, Zhu GuanLiang didn't give you sleep."

Zhou Leping's face suddenly turned red and he pretended to yawn to cover up the past.

"Can it be the same? This is home. Can sleeping in one's own home be the same as sleeping in another's?"

"When you were in the state of Qi, you lived in Zhu GuanLiang's house, eating and living together. Did you..."

The words need not be too clear. When the meaning arrived, Zhou Leping gave him a white look. Although he was calm, he could not hide his face and sold her completely.

Shocked, Zhao and Deng moved to a stool and sat beside her? So... Did you volunteer or did he force you? "

"I can't say that..." she coughed awkwardly, "yes... I was drunk at that time, and when I woke up..."

Zhao Deng took a breath, "although I don't think Zhu GuanLiang won't eat the meat to his mouth, I never thought..."

Zhou Leping was even more embarrassed. He wished he could find a crack in the ground right away.

"Zhu GuanLiang is our enemy. I should hate him very much, but..." Zhao Deng scratched his hair irritably. "I really can't hate him. If it wasn't for him, I might not have children until now. No matter what his purpose is, he saved you. Alas, although he shouldn't think so, I really don't think he is hateful."

Zhou Leping also had the same entanglement in his heart. When he was around her, Zhu GuanLiang didn't do anything to hurt her or against Zhao state. Maybe it was because Zhao state hadn't started a war with Qi state at that time, and she didn't have time to do so. But she didn't hate him so much.

Even

Even now she is still thinking of him.

I don't know what happened to his leg. He said that he would compete with Zhao Shiqian one-on-one. He was lame and didn't know how the two were fighting.

What makes her feel more sad is that what she decided to do at the beginning hesitated at the moment.

Suddenly back to Zhao, suddenly without him, suddenly feel how not used to.

Zhao Deng rubbed his knee and continued to ask, "you've been together for so long. Do you like him?"

Zhou Leping wanted to turn a big white eye again, but she couldn't react. After listening to him, she was really in the same place. She never thought about this question, and she didn't know how to answer it.

"I don't know."

"Why don't you know?" Zhao Deng changed another way to ask, "do you still like brother Huang?"

This time, she didn't hesitate and shook her head. "From the moment I left the capital, he and I were destined to be monarchs and ministers in our life. Maybe I still had some expectations for him when he just came back, but after such a long time, we had to die."

"Have you ever liked brother Huang? What's your feeling when you like brother Huang? What's your feeling about Zhu GuanLiang? Don't you know if you like him by comparison? "

"How does that compare? It's not the same person. " Zhou Leping sat up and pushed him out. "It's late. Your highness, please come back. I'm going to have a rest."“ Let me ask you another question. Do you miss him now? Would you like to wish him a happy birthday? " Zhou Leping pushed him to the door, "you are not a woman, how so many problems, oh, this time, I want to sleep, I will eat a good meal, you don't worry, go back quickly, go back." After she retreated Zhao Deng, she closed the door, leaned on the door and inhaled deeply, covering her chest with her hand. In the silent night, she heard the heart beating sound of "Dong Dong Dong" on her chest, like a drum, heavy and sick“ Zhu GuanLiang... "She went back to the bed, lay back, and murmured," you just gave me the medicine. " Otherwise, how could her heart beat so fast, or how could she... Miss him so much. Zhou Leping took out the paper that she had been writing and drawing for two days from the bottom of the bed, put it on her chest and gently stroked it, "I have never done anything sorry in my life, but I really want to be sorry for you this time. Anyway, you know me and I will do it, but you can rest assured that I will make it up to you if I do something sorry for you." She thought she had time to arrange everything, but she didn't expect that Zhao Shiqian would come back so soon. The third day after she returned to the capital, Zhao Shiqian also came back. Zhao Deng was called into the palace. She guessed that she couldn't get out because she would be implicated if she stayed in King Rui's residence. As soon as Zhao Deng left, she left Rui's residence. The streets of the capital are still as busy as ever. She wanders aimlessly and doesn't know where to go.