v3 Chapter 753: The first time! (first, second, more!)

According to the views of the monks and Gyatso, the just-matched matchup was clearly a strong dialogue between a pseudo-big audience and a half-step senior audience, but in the end it became a tangled twist of two street gangsters. The two monks who watched the play with the seeds of mineral water in their hands felt a little regret.

It’s like going into a movie theater. I was looking forward to seeing a Hollywood pop-up movie. The movie version of "Country Love" appeared on the screen.

When I returned to the house, the monk saw that Haimeimei was thrown on the tile floor. The solution was still sitting on the sofa. The little guy and the auspicious should go back to the bedroom, while Su Bai was a floor-to-ceiling window standing outside the living room. On the side, there is the vine.

In the house, there is no feeling of winning and returning, and there is no atmosphere of fighting and fighting each other. The monks themselves feel that the rhythm of this day is really dull and a bit ugly. If Su Bai is a prisoner, he and Gyatso In fact, it is the passerby A and passerby B in the cage next door. Every day, when the camera is aimed at Su Bai, they are shouting two words like “Hungry” and “Let me out”. .

However, there is something in the heart of the monk who feels vaguely. This punishable story world seems to be a little too deliberate for Su Bai, or it is a bit made.

Broadcasting obviously does not use "death" as the final punishment, but in a "reform" way. Perhaps, in the broadcast, a su-white that completely cuts off the past can inspire a weather similar to that of the **** body of the year. Let's go. Broadcasting rarely uses its own power to intervene in the real world, but in the case of **** bodies, the radio is really deliberate.

In the real world, there is only a five-minute story world length, so that the blood corpse perfectly avoids the death of his wife "Ye Zi", and when he returns to complete the mission, he sees the dead wife.

Deliberate, full of deliberate, but in fact, the actions of the later blood corpses are enough to explain his excellence, but even the broadcast did not expect that the blood of the corpse is all in the end, but all of them are used in revenge. Even for revenge, the media was forced to force the sneaked blood corpse into the world of the story and use it as a fertilizer for reuse.

But this is really worth playing.

I remember that in Su Bai’s morning talk, he said that he is now a gatekeeper in the coffin of the place where he is lying. This is actually equivalent to half a civil servant position. From here, it seems that it is also broadcast. The strategy has begun to change a bit.

The monk knows that his thinking can only be confined to today, because tomorrow, he will re-zero into a "stupid white sweet", so all his current thinking is a useless work, but the significance of people higher than other animals lies in People like to do things that are meaningless and are willing to pay a lot of money for this. For example, the so-called "artwork", its additional attributes can neither be eaten nor worn, but it is the tireless pursuit of human beings.

First, there was a man and a woman, and now there are lychees. If the three people are getting stronger and stronger and begin to threaten the structure of the broadcast, then according to normal logic, Su Bai, who has a direct opposite relationship with these three people, is undoubtedly A good investment target.

It seems that this is indeed the truth.

All of this depends on the height that the man and the woman and the lychee can now get. If the broadcaster feels that it is about to shake and threaten itself, then according to the qualification of the broadcast, it will naturally prepare subconsciously, such as Deliberately cultivate some people out, but there is another problem here. That is, why do people who think that it is deliberately cultivated will really listen to his words and become a loyal fan of its broadcast?

After all, the blood of the corpse is not far from the car.

Haimeimei's mouth is closed one by one, it seems very confused. It looks like it is sucking too much poison and product at once. In fact, it is almost the same. As the walking of the lychee in the real world, he has done a lot of things. I have used the mask more than once. Every time I use that mask, it is a pain for him. First of all, his self-consciousness will be slowly faded out in use, just like being forced. A new personality has been put into his mind, and his own personality that belongs to himself will naturally be suppressed and eroded. In addition, his own power will be drawn out. This is also the strength of Haimeimei has been difficult to improve. the reason.

To know that Su Bai just entered the world of paper people, Haimeimei is much stronger than Su Bai. Even if Su Bai’s strength is improving, Haimei is not eating dry food. His strength has been standing still. There are even some retrogressions, the reason is here.

The face of Jie's face is uncertain. In the past, the monk said something to himself. Obviously, it is not like the monk has the same kind of mood as the two masters of Gyatso. He is a self for himself. Clones and all this is just a punishable story for the design of Su Bai alone is still not open.

In the morning, I am still a new high-level audience who feels good about myself. As a result, I suddenly find myself a clone, and most people are hard to accept directly.

However, it is one thing to be inseparable, but from a rational point of view, this seems irrefutable, because although he has not stayed in the house, he can feel it outside, even through His own "God" to see, he is a master of illusion after all, his own spiritual cultivation is not to be suspicious, the power shown by Su Bai and the madness of Jaime Mechelis really prove that the monk has just been to himself. The words are not empty.

"Hey." Jie sighed, he was originally watching the show, but found that he is the background of the stage, this feeling, really not very good.

Su Bai is still lying outside the floor-to-ceiling window. It seems that he did not intend to come over to interrogate Haimeimei, who has become a "dead fish". The monk has gone. If he can, the monk is willing to help Su Bai to search for the soul of Haimeimei, even if it is possible. The same level of Soul Soul risk coefficient is very high, but the monk does not matter, anyway, he is a clone, there will be a new self tomorrow, this stinking skin and this life, do not need to be white.

But when the monk approached, he saw that Su Bai reached out and took a young leaf and placed it on the front of the eye. This plant monk remembered that it was planted with the brain flower as a fertilizer, and now he has grown vines.

After a short while, Su Bai sent the leaves into his mouth. Then, Su Bai’s body began to tremble. The terrible corrosiveness was madly eroding Su Bai’s internal organs, just like there were countless sharp knives in his body. Cracked.

The monk's face was slightly twitching. As a victor, Su Bai was self-mutilating at this time. Looking at the situation where he was squatting on the ground, the monk really had nothing to say.

But what you should do seems to be done, so as not to waste.

There is no need to wait for Su Bai’s reply. The monk went directly to Haimeimei’s front. He first started the blessing of the house in the house and gestured to Gyatso to help him protect the law.

Jie Yu saw that the monk was ready to do something, and stood up from the sofa to get ready to see the excitement.

On the other hand, Su Bai slowly recovered calm after the pain of the beginning. The whole person squatted down in the yard. The three-month self-mutilation training on the desert island made Su Bai understand the truth. Sometimes physical pain can temporarily cover up the pain from the soul, but according to mainstream values, this is a cowardly behavior. Of course, most people who say such words are standing and talking without backache.

Turning over and facing the sky, the sky at this time has begun to sag, and Su Bai's abdomen position has melted a big hole, and there are many holes in the arms, thighs and even the face.

At this time, Su Bai, his body is not the body of the senior audience, even if he became a senior listener in the future, he also used the scutellaria with the leaves to eat together at the suggestion of Gyatso, which formed a pharmacological hedge, but At this time, it is dry.

The feeling of pain is a temporary lapse, but the body has also become ruined.

Over the head, Su Bai saw that I was next to the window sill. The little guy was looking at himself with his hands on the glass. The little guy’s face was full of tears and distress. A pair of small meat hands kept slaping the glass window, he wanted to go out. He wants to come to Dad here, but the auspicious side of the side is unmoved. In fact, the auspicious mood is also very bad now, and it can even be said to be very contradictory.

When Su Bai talked with the monk Gyatso, they did not avoid auspiciousness. Although at this time, the auspicious did not experience the pain of the lychee-like slap in the face of the lychee, but the auspicious thing to understand.

Therefore, Auspicious can understand the pain of Su Bai, and understand the pain of Su Bai. After all, it is a cat who has followed blood and lychee. It is not so strange to some things in the story world and incredible.

After the great pain, it seems that even the soul has stopped a little. The cry of the little guy should be deliberately shielded by auspiciousness. Because the auspiciousness is clear, Su Bai needs quiet now, and the little guy’s cry is very It may be that Su Bai will have the opposite effect at this time, and even increase the disgust and resentment of Su Bai.

Hands raised slowly and slowly, and a drop of rain fell on Su Bai’s face with a little coolness. Then, with a breeze of moisture,

It’s going to rain soon.

The hole in the body is getting bigger and bigger, and the self-recovery ability of the blood family seems to be unable to catch up with the corrosive corrosion of the residue for the time being, but Su Bai does not care at all, because death is not the end here, but another boring start, when death When the end point is lost, then death does not have any deterrent.

Su Bai suddenly thought of Xu Fugui, and did not know how the goods were now. He had been lying in the coffin for 20 years. When he went out, he should go to see his wife and children, maybe even grandchildren.

After thinking of Xu Fugui, Su Bai naturally thought of the place of the testimony. The world of punitive stories of "one day prisoner" is actually very easy to go out. He only needs to bow his head and accept the transformation from the radio. In fact, Su White prefers this, because this repetition, especially one day after another, is a huge pain and torture, but I don’t know why, there seems to be a little bit of persistence in my heart.

Su Bai can't find where the insistence is, but he just can't open it. Is it the last point? Or is it trivial or even ridiculous self-esteem?

This kind of persistence does not seem to be for the little guys, because I am watching the little guys now, even if the little guys cry so badly there, but my heart is not fluctuating, really numb, really disgusted.

This kind of persistence should not be the self of the past. Because of its own past, it seems that in addition to suffering or suffering, in childhood, in youth, it seems that there is really not much to be worth insisting on. Su Bai is not a three-step one. A pilgrim believer, he is a selfish person, a person who pays more attention to his own feelings. Therefore, in the last day, the monk saw that Su Bai seemed to be deliberately abandoning himself, and therefore could not help but remind him.

So, what is your own insistence......... What is it?

If it is for someone else, such as Gyatso, such as a monk, they have just swallowed a corrosive leaf in the perspective of Su Bai, and when they temporarily gain a moment of clearness through the huge physical pain, they are likely to take this opportunity to desperately To think about how to break the way to save yourself, but Su Bai took the time he had exchanged with great pain and went to think.

It is extravagant and wasteful, just like a person struggling to build a city model, but only for the last fire to see the city burned.

I thought of Xu Fugui, I thought of the land of the testimony, I thought of the jade of the country, and I also thought of the wishfulness there.

Subsequently,

Su Bai thought of the group of faceless lamp holders on the side of Huang Quan.

Su Bai remembers that when he saw the lamp holder for the first time, when a group of people explored the place of the testimony, the big guys were all around the time of research and observation, and their hands touched the embarrassment. The smell of killing and violent began to fill their minds, but in the end, fortunately, the mental state of their bones was stimulated to open, and they forced themselves to return to calm. They were not turned into a walking dead that only knew killing.

Su Bai’s eyes suddenly flashed a touch of enlightenment. This is to punish the world of the story. The radio station is watching everything in the sky. It should expect that I will completely collapse and become what he wants.

But it seems that there is still a possibility.

It is like when it is in the land of the testimony, or the annihilation of self-consciousness becomes the walking dead that only knows the killing, or it excites the violentness in the depths of one's heart and enters that state.

But Su Bai now feels that even if he is ill, it will not help, because the people who are now targeting you, from Lychee and Haimeimei, have already turned to broadcasting.

You want to find a radio table, but first you have to find where the table is, even if you hold a Xuanyuan artifact in your hand, but your situation is still a sword.

quickly,

The Qingming time gained by the pain of the leaves began to end, and the pressure and pain of the soul came again. The feeling of disgust from the heart swarmed like a tsunami.

This is a feeling of suffocation and a feeling of powerlessness.

Su Bai reached out his hand subconsciously.

Despair, disgust, disappointment, sorrow, and all kinds of negative emotions will almost drown him.

this moment,

So similar, familiar,

As if he had just left the mother, he was washed directly under the bathroom faucet by Su Yuhang.

As if placed in a petri dish, looking at the picture padding memory,

Just like when shooting a family portrait, a piece of paper on his head is quietly squatting in a corner of the photo.

Su Bai is looking at the three pictures of himself,

But Su Bai suddenly had a feeling,

That is the self in those three pictures, they seem to be looking at themselves now!

When you have just left the mother and are put under the tap to rinse your body with cold water, when you are like a tool and a part is filled alone, when you are being forced to suppress it in the body like a zombie In the corner of a family portrait of someone else’s family,

When you are helpless, when you are afraid, when you are sad, when you can’t resist at all and can’t be yourself,

At that time, what was my heart thinking?

Su Bai’s eyes slowly became sharper.

He suddenly understood,

At that time, myself,

It should be thinking about it, one day later,

As long as I have the opportunity, as long as I have the possibility, even if it is just a negligible light,

I have to fight for everything,

Even if you only get the freedom to breathe for a while,

and also,

Do not hesitate!

Because I have experienced too much torture and depression, I will not allow myself to bow again and be wronged in the future.

This is the source of the violent factors in the depths of his own soul. It is the anger that his childhood has accumulated under the suppression of a man and a woman.

It is also the reason that I will have mental illness!

At this time, Su Bai felt that his only remaining illusion was shattered.

After knowing his own life, Su Bai’s feeling of broadcasting naturally brought some expectations, because he knew that what the man and woman did was contrary to the will of the broadcast. Therefore, Su Bai felt that the radio and himself were a front. In the future, the radio will also avenge itself.

But now, Su Bai seems to wake up completely. The man and the woman did squeeze and use themselves as chess pieces. Now, what is the difference between broadcasting behavior?

Do you actually have Stockholm syndrome?

Su Bai’s eyes began to be filled with a bit of grievances and hysteria, but this time the grievances far exceeded the rejection and resentment of the world in this story.

A familiar feeling is hitting Su Bai’s body and soul.

Because I have experienced hardship, I can really recognize myself.

At this time, the monk in the living room is searching for the soul of Haimeimei.

The soul of Haimeimei is very disordered. The process of searching for the soul is very unsatisfactory. After the end of the soul search, the look is wilting. In the face of Gyatso and the eyes of the enquiry, he can only shake his head helplessly. The monk does his best, but he has nothing to gain. Meimei's soul level is very high because of the lychee's entry into the Lord. In addition, Haimeimei itself is also a major spiritual strengthening. Therefore, it is really too difficult and difficult to read some information about him.

At this time, the three people in the living room seemed to have noticed something and looked out to the living room. There, Su Bai was still lying very decadent, seemingly no different from before.

Often, only those who are empty and extremely lonely will choose to use self-mutilation in this naive way to prove their existence, to enrich their sense of existence, they are mediocre, they are ordinary, they are a dust in society, their The existence or not, really has little effect, at most it can only affect your parents and relatives, so many people use this pain in the background to remind themselves: Ah, I am still alive.

And just now Su Bai actually used this method, it is indeed some low-end.

The corrosive nature of the leaves is actually the most terrible, not for the flesh, but for the soul.

At this time, its corrosiveness began to exert a real effect after a period of precipitation. Before the physical erosion, it was just an appetizer, but now it is a hard dish!

The pain of the soul is suddenly many times stronger than before. All kinds of entanglements and tears hit the nerve center of Su Bai again and again, and the exclusion and disgust of the world in this "day prisoner" story world suppressed the soul. Distorted, this is a torture of the soul, a soul torture that Su Bai never experienced.

However, Su Bai’s face became more and more calm. The last time he was at home, with the help of Lord Buddha, Su Bai swallowed the jaundice. In fact, in addition to the memory of the female corpse, there are still some characteristics left in the Soviet Union. White body, just failed to be detected, but now, because of the consumption of leaves again, the hidden attributes of jaundice are stimulated.

Su Bai’s consciousness began to distort and gradually split into three. In his mind, it seems that there are three other three.

The female corpse has stayed in the nose and hell, and even was found in Hell by Su Yuhang and Xu Fugui, which also means that the existence of the female corpse spanned several time periods, and when Su Bai was promoted to the senior audience, the gold came out. When the two characteristics are concentrated, the memory that has been covered and filled in the depths of Su Bai begins to wake up.

In the middle of it,

Su Bai found himself in a cold, damp bathroom.

"This child is too dirty, don't give it to me." The voice of the woman came.

"Oh, washing is clean."

The man grabbed a slap-up baby and walked to the pool, opened the faucet, and the cold water washed the baby's body. The baby made a harsh cry.

Suddenly, the man seemed to have sensed something and looked at his side.

This time, Su Bai, standing on the side of the man, seems to be unpredictable, but calmly confronted.

Yes,

Father and son, strictly speaking,

The first time!