Chapter 115

Chapter 115



Quest: Helpline

Primary Objective Locate Sae.

Secondary Objective ???

Personal Objective Remain unidentified by other Users.

Threat Level: Low

EXP GAIN (S)

Time Limit: ???

Reward: ???

The quest objective was so vague it was almost nonexistent. To the point that I wondered if the nonspecific nature was some sort of mind game. The objective simply called for locating the target, alive or dead, and the rest of the text gave nothing away. Contrasting this quest with Jinnys, there was no allusion to a positive outcomeimplied or otherwise.

It could just be coincidence. But if the system was self-aware and malicious, keeping the description limited following the deceptive bundle of horseshit that was Light In the Darkness would be a decent method for catching my eye.

If anything, it felt like Id made the right call, waiting until after the transposition to read it. I was in a better headspace now than I had been at the time, though I was still obsessing over every little detail in the text.

Even though it was cryptic, there were a few things that stood out. It explicitly stated the threat level was low. From my experience, if a quest was either complex or exceedingly difficult, the system would typically tag it with a ??? threat level. Granted, low didnt always mean easymy early quest in the hospital could have easily proved fatal if it went wrong. But it probably meant that this wouldnt be a complex quest. The fact it wasnt a chain supported that theory in tandem.

If I wasnt wheelchair bound, I might feel better about the possibility of having to retake the trial.

On some level, I knew what I was really doing. I was distracting myself. From the very real possibility that Sae was gone.

Any doubt remaining in my mind had evaporated once the transposition started. Whatever was happening, it wasnt about correcting or fixing us, as the Overseer implied. It was a meat-grinder, pushing us headfirst through motorized blades, intending to use whatever survived the process to some unknown purpose.

And I held little hope for a meat grinders mercy.

Rice Cake? Our driver shoved the open mouth of a cylindrical plastic bag towards me, and wiggled it, so the wrinkled plastic seemed to wave. I took the opportunity to study Kinsleys henchman, Steinbeck. That was how hed introduced himself, last name and nothing else. He was sporting a military crewcut, black cargo pants, and a gray t-shirt that seemed vastly uncomfortable with the bulging shoulder muscles that rippled as he moved, threatening to shred the shirt at any given moment.

No.

Cap? He twisted his arm to aim the bag at Kinsley, wiggling it again, all-the-while never looking away from the road.

Later. Save me a few. Kinsley shook her head. She looked similarly stressed, though likely for different reasons. Her eyes were glazed over, and she was navigating system screens furiously, probably messaging. Updated from novelbIn.(c)om

Ten-four. Steinbeck feigned a lazy, two-finger salute and returned his attention to the road. I didnt like involving outsiders in something this personal. Not to mention, it was the one timeline discrepancy that could still trip me up. Wed fed him a line about my friends being overdue after telling me about the Trial, that theyd disappeared before the transposition started, and I wanted to check on them after. It still felt like an unnecessary risk, but Kinsley either trusted the man or had enough leverage on him to vouch for his short-term loyalty. Considering how she handled me, there was a good chance of a contract being involved.

Problem? I muttered under my breath to Kinsley.

Negotiating with other merchants for market access.

Up ahead was the ornate door. And twenty feet from it, was the slab of cement Jinny had died on. Just like before, there wasnt a single trace of her. My jaw tightened. The suits were thorough. Theyd erased any evidence. For all but a small handful of people, it would be as if shed never existed in the first place.

Gotta be, I agreed, reaching down towards the wheels. Ill take it from here, Steinbeck.

You sure?

Yeah. Just going to open the door and call in after them. I wont go in.

Steinbeck studied the door, then looked back at me. And if you open the door and some monster decides to give you a columbian necktie before I can cross the distance?

Then you can tell the Guild Leader I refused your help out of stubbornness.

Unsurprisingly, Steinbeck wouldnt to go back to the entrance of the tunnel. But he agreed to stand thirty yards back, and placed a pair of earbuds in his ears of his own volition. He must have raised the volume significantly because I could hear snippets of something orchestral and bombastic.

There was a hollow emptiness in my chest as I grabbed the handle of the door. Some part of me expected to find her there immediately, lying dead on the floor, worked over by monsters and whatever else the trial had repopulated with.

Bracing myself, I threw the door open, finding nothing. Unless the format had changed, I knew the initial room opened up after a length of hallway. The hallway was still gray and mottled with chitin material. Beyond the hallway, I could see just enough of the first room to pick out the reflection of green torches on dark water. Something scurried away just out of sight, leaving ripples in the dark water.

The trial hadnt changed much. It was impossible to say if that was a good thing or a bad one for a person whod retreated inside.

Sae. Its Matt. Came back for you, like I promised. My voice echoed off the walls back towards me. I turned one ear toward the hallway, listening intently.

No answer. Just the smallest ripple in the water.

I kept talking. You, uh, missed some things. Nick is still alive. The suits took him, left me in the tunnel. I regained consciousness just in time for the transposition. It was a hard day. Harder than any I can remember. We lost some people.

What was I doing? It was painfully obvious that Sae wasnt there. Either dead or just gone. I grabbed the handrims and prepared to leave. Then, unbidden, the words began to flow again.

You, uh, want to hear a joke? I chuckled, putting a hand on my forehead. This probably wont surprise you, but Im a loner. Always have been. Its easiest for me to operate that way. So, going into the transposition solo should have been a return to form. Me, on my own, trying to contribute as much as I could. I leaned my head back and looked at the ceiling. Only this time, things got really dark. And desperate. And painful. I had to make some decisions that are gonna stick with me for the rest of my life. Andhere comes the jokeall I could think about, during the worst moments, was how much I missed having all of you at my side. People willing to share the burden. Friends I could rely onmaybe for the first time ever. I know its stupid. Outside of Nick, I didnt know you or Jinny long enough to call you that. But the more I consider it, the more likely it seems that we were headed that way. My voice cracked at the end, sounding pathetic as it echoed off the walls.

Before the suits ruined everything.

I crossed my arms over my aching gut and leaned forward in the chair. I keep thinking about stupid shit. Like the four of us training. Running dungeons together and eating barbecue or pizza at Nicks after. Trivia nights. Maybe that makes me an idiot, I dont know.

Its hard to say how long I waited for an answer. Seconds, minutes, all blended as I accepted the reality.

Sae was never coming back.

Ill be out of commission for a few more days. But when Im back on my feet, Ill get a group together to run the trial for a more thorough search. I know that its pointless, that youre probably gone. But that doesnt matter. I have to know for sure.

I wiped my face and spun the wheelchair around slowly, cursing myself for the weakness Id shown, even if no one had been there to see it. The pain I was feeling was a result of my foolishness. My hubris in believing that things could be different. Ignoring my carefully curated rules and allowing my mental armor to soften.

Never again, Matt

Im still here.

The voice that emanated from the doorway and interrupted me mid-thought was faint, barely more than a whisper. Before I could turn back, Sae whispered again, more fervent than before.

Dont look.