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Muqingzi has not been out of the city, so he has been staying in the small hotel. During the period, I also thought about whether to hide or not, and finally let it go.

Because it seems different from last time, no one looks for her.

He went to the sanatorium again. This time, he should give in. He would not fight against the old lady any more, and he would marry someone satisfied with the old lady. In the end, it must be this result, muqingzi can think of it.

She should be unable to change, in the end can let himself think about some. Try not to think about him any more, watch those messy TV in the daytime, go out at night and hide in the crowd. They don't ride or drive by themselves. They measure the city by their own legs.

I don't know how long I can stay here. After Quan Jinchen gets married again, she may be able to leave.

I don't want to embarrass him. I know that it's hard for him to be caught between the two sides, but she has no way to do it. She can only do it like this.

Her attitude is really negative because she is not confident. I don't know how to get recognition, no family, no status, and the past, how can the old lady admit her identity, just like a joke.

These days, I don't miss him at all. I miss him very much. Fortunately, she has a strong ability of self-control, also has a strong ability of patience, forced to control themselves is not so uncomfortable.

Walking on the streets of this city, you can see Quan's logo everywhere. It used to be so intimate, but now it seems that we need to draw a clear line between them. Fortunately, she didn't completely lose herself in her feelings. It's not that she can't live without losing anyone. This is the best way.

Mu Qingzi sighed and walked into a pub by the side of the road. Now she is not so worried. She can go wherever she wants. No one will take her back anyway.

You can also drink whatever you want. It doesn't matter if you are drunk. Anyway, she is an ordinary person now, and she has no worries about anything.

No husband, no children, just yourself.

Mu Qingzi came in and ordered a glass of liquor. He leaned against the window and drank it alone. He didn't know what his future would be like? I can't imagine in my heart that if there is no accident, I will die alone.

This is not a pessimistic statement, but a very practical one.

Once had the best, she would not accept others. I'm afraid everyone I meet in the future will have the shadow of Jin Chen. She may have lost the ability to love.

Wine down the throat, stimulate the feeling spread, just a little bit alive. Sometimes she can't help thinking about the meaning of life and why she wants to live. What's the point of living.

I didn't think of it before, but I can't understand it now. But the taste of this wine is really good, and soon this generation will be finished. Mu Qingzi ordered another cup. People coming and going outside the window were like her food and wine.

Slowly people some dizzy, mu Qingzi feel can't drink, drink down she will pour. She can't be so headstrong. Now she has only herself. No one can rely on her. When she is drunk, no one will pick her up.

It's not so pitiful. It's no wonder that she ran out by herself, but she felt a lot of pain in her heart.

So when you fall in love, you must be satisfied with your family, otherwise there will be many problems later. But she won't fall in love, have a daughter, and have no younger relatives. Her experience can't be passed on to anyone, it can only be hidden in her heart.

Muqingzi still walked back. She felt as if she had gone far. In fact, it was not far away. It was just near the hotel.

Now the steps are floating, and people walk forward wobbly. Someone could smell the alcohol all over her. Automatically give her to get out of the way, afraid to hit her. However, there are still some people who are not clean in mind. They always look at her and want to take the opportunity to attack her.

Others may have to worry about whether they are in danger. Mu Qingzi only needs to worry about whether others are in danger. Even if she is drunk, she is not afraid of anyone.

But walking, suddenly hit into a hug. Mu Qingzi looked up in a daze and saw that he was a man who was a little familiar. But she was not very familiar with it. It was not good to be held like this, so she broke away from her arms.

Ji Bai reached out to help her stand and asked, "how can I drink so much wine?"

"I was in a bad mood, so I had a few more drinks. What are you doing here? " Mu Qingzi didn't know who the man was, so he talked with him vaguely.

"I just came out to have a look. Are you alone?"

Mu Qingzi nodded, "yes, I am alone. I'm drinking outside alone. Good luck. I met you here. Do you want to go out for another drink? "

Ji Bai saw that people were confused now. She dared to have another drink and said, "another day, now I'll send you back. Where do you live?"

"I live in I'll stay, go on, go to the end, then turn right, go to the end, turn left, and you can see my hotel. "Mu Qingzi says vaguely, Ji Bai sees that her state seems to be very bad, so he helps her move forward according to what she says. On the way, muqingzi also chatted with him casually, "it seems that I haven't seen you for a long time. Where have I been?"

"I've been abroad for some time. I've been gathering outside for inspiration. But it doesn't seem to work. There's no inspiration now. "

"Inspiration?" Mu Qingzi didn't know what he meant. He tilted his head and looked at him a few times. He felt that this face was more and more familiar. If he realized something, he said, "I know. You're Ji Bai, right?"

Ji Bai is also very speechless, actually so long to recognize himself. And the girl was so kind-hearted that she let him walk with her for such a long time without recognizing anyone.

But she was not afraid of anything. After all, she had the ability to be lawless.

"Yes, I'm Ji Bai. I haven't seen you for a long time. Are you ok? "

Mu Qing son's head is not sober thinking of his question, half a day did not come to an answer, do not know how to answer. Finally, he said, "it doesn't seem very good, but it doesn't matter. The bad days will pass, and soon they will be better. "

"What's the matter? What's the matter? "

Ji Bai now also feels that there is something wrong with her. She is here alone. She is still in a daze. Quan Jinchen should not allow her to do so, but Quan Jinchen seems to ignore her. What's wrong with their relationship? stand a good chance.