Chapter 185 - What's so special about me

"Was that on purpose?" Diana asked.

"Let get you clean up before we talk more." Ethan said with a sly smile, making Diana hit his chest playfully and pouted her lips as he picked her up and headed toward the bathroom.

It's now he realizes they were in her room. "I'm not taking a shower in your room, let's head to mine." he said, making Diana rolled her eyes.

"We just screwed in my room."

"where did you learn to use such words?"

"Just because I'm 26 and haven't been screwed doesn't make me innocent HELLO!"

She trained at a camp, where they use those sort of words everyday. It has become a slang and doesn't mean much.

Ethan laugh hard at her reply, "what can I say? I think I'm gonna go crazy with the rate you're making my heart pound."

'I love that last sentence!' Diana screamed in her head.

"You don't look tired anymore." Ethan teased.

"I am, but can manage another go."

Ethan. "....."

Somehow, both felt closer and free. They exchange naughty talks and laugh out loud, and during all this; Ethan made sure their body didn't break contact for more than 5 minute before reaching for her again.

He put on his trousers and picked her up again. He covered her body with a piece of fabric and left for his room. He still refused to bath in hers.

Diana admitted within herself that he's strong headed, once he meant something; he will make sure it remains so.

They took a shower together and took the initiative to roam their hands on each others body, shared kisses and made naughty demands.

They went through another make out session like there won't be another day, except today. It didn't lead to sex, since Ethan assume she might get hurt if it goes on too much, but was more pleasuring and almost sex-like.

After leaving the bathroom, with her in his arms, still making naughty remarks with each other and both laughing happily; they head towards his bed and he set her down.

He had on his boxers, while Diana was putting on his shirt. Well, both find their naked idea not so good after their make out in the bathroom.

The more they stare at each other's body, the more they want another round to happen, which of course is a bad idea for now.

Her stomach grumbled and Ethan knew it was time to feed her. Based on their earlier decision, they headed to the kitchen and didn't have to tell Sarah to excuse, before she ran away at their shameless appearance.

Even Diana who is over possessive didn't question but laugh. They both treated the woman like a parent figure.

Diana wrapped her arm around his waist all through his cooking, while they shared quick kisses after she roamed her hand on his chest too much.

They both eat after and returned to his room, where he laid flat on the bed and have herbon top of him, her head on his chest while his hands wrapped around her waist.

"I love you so much!" he broke the silence and Diana smiled. "You should sleep." he added, stroking her back.

"Not yet."

"You're very strong darling."

"Why haven't you dated till now?" Diana began voicing her curiosity.

"Because I don't believe love existed till I met you."

"What's so special about me? I'm not even pretty, but you're so handsome."

Ethan smiled at her word, "beauty isn't everything and also, in my eyes; you're beautiful, more worthy to look at than most claimed perfect woman who let their look got in their head."

"Savage!"

"You can't imagine darling, be happy with how you're created. Their are people who wish they could match up with your look, just as how you want to be more beautiful.

It's a cycle that never ends, so don't stress over it. Those who really care for you wouldn't mind your appearance.

Also, those who reason like a human being should, because I don't understand what's there to dislike in a person because of their look.

As long as their character is good, I'm cool. And you're beautiful Diana, once ugly though…"

"You!" Diana who was already getting emotional over his analysis suddenly raise her head and glared at him.

"You were silent and I wanted to confirm if you were sleeping already," seeing her relaxed her glare, "was that what you expect me to say?" he added.

Diana reach up and bit his lips playfully, while both chuckled, "how dare you say that!"

"I don't lie."

"You said I'm beautiful and still claim I'm ugly, one of those two is a lie, so cut the crap about not being a liar, you big bad liar." Diana pouted her lips, while her hand roam his hair.

"I like your reaction when I call you that. It's where our relationship started and those response got my interest piqued."

"Really?"

"Hmm. I started craving those expressions you give when I tease you, which of course, you my darling took seriously. I want to keep seeing it and before I knew it, I started observing something on you that I don't usually care about and you slowly got me. How I ended up this crazy about you is best known to our creator." Ethan cut the story short as Diana's eyes were getting watery already.

A lot of things made sense to Diana now. It's not her face he loved, which means she didn't have to care much about appearance.

She took a deep sigh as he wiped her tears and hug her body to his, more tightly. "What about you?" he asked.

Diana smile. "I'm not sure, but I think the first time I find myself think much about you is when you visited my place. When you left; a knock came in and my heart raced.

I anticipated to see you and felt disappointed when my sister came in. I wanted the person who came to be you and didn't wish to see another person's face at that moment.

Perhaps it's where it started, because I don't give a damn about men to the extent of feeling disappointed. I usually curse and rolled my eyes, but that day; it affected my mood." Diana said. She has thought about this as well and it's the only logic reason to when she started caring.

"I'm glad I came that day then." He said with a smile.

"How did you learn all the, you know sex stuff and all?" Diana asked what she's been so curious about while in her room. He hasn't dated before and doesn't have interest in woman and also, he's a busy man.

Ethan was caught off guard by her question. He smirked at her and giggled, "darling, you don't question how a baby realize food shouldn't go into the nose but the mouth."

Diana. "...."