Chapter 138 - You're being selfish right now

Warning: mature content.

Both laid naked beside each other, breathing in and out, with Nathan's arm around her. "Are you ready to talk now?" He asked.

Seeing her remained silent, as she already know where he's driving at. "You just want to f*ck me and pretend like it didn't happen?" He asked.

"I'm cool with it." Aroma replied.

"I'm not! I've seen you as a sister all my life. You expect me to f*ck you and not find a good meaning to back it up?" He openly speak his mind.

"I don't want to cage you down with sex. You have a heavy responsibility on your shoulder." She replied.

Nathan expression darkened immediately. "You didn't think about that before sleeping with me?" He asked.

"You didn't stop me when you could have." Aroma replied, also feeling pissed a little but still watching the tone she used.

"You messed with my head Tiffany. You messed with my morality. You disturbed my sleep!" Nathan said, raising his voice a little.

Aroma eyes widened. She couldn't believe her ears. She sat up and look at his face clearly, "I said I'm cool with it if it's just sex. Don't feel burdened by it." She said. Refusing to dissuade herself with the true meaning behind his words.

Looking at her bare breasts in front of him with his bite marks all over her cleavage; he bit down on his lower lip and sat up to match her height. "Don't pretend you don't understand me. I'm not burdened by the sex. I'm saying you moved my heart. I don't regret f*cking you and I want to keep doing so."

Reaching up his left hand; he took one of her breasts in his hand and squeezed it, making the nipple shot out and slammed his mouth on it.

"Hmmm." She gulped and let out a soft moan, her breathing getting heavier as his lips touched it and his teeth grazed it lightly.

He raised his head and looked into her eyes that was getting lustful by each seconds and released her breast, " wanna keep sucking on this."

Both still staring into each others eyes, he reached his hand to her crazilly screwed p*ssy and thrust a finger in it at once, "ohh!" A soft moan escaped her lips. "I want my d*ck to only have access in there." He added and slowly removed his hand.

"What are you doing?" Aroma asked as tears welled up in her eyes. She didn't think she will ever hear those types of words from him. "You fell for me?" she asked.

He leaned closer and bit on her already sore lips, earning a grunt from her. "I want you." He said and get her laying on her back on the bed once again and didn't beat around the bush with foreplay.

He pushed his still hard crotch inside her and began thrusting himself inside her fast. Both moaned in pleasure and finally stopped after a while.

With his crotch still inside her; he laid on top of her, both breathing heavily. "I want you to take responsibility." He said.

"Be my woman." he added.

"You mean this?" She asked.

"Give up on this occupation and let's be together after that bastard is down." He said.

He now understood Ethan's feeling after Aroma got into his heart. He was really in support of Ethan's relationship now and couldn't wait to get Shane and his men out of the way and let his brother be happy, because he now understands a lot of things. Things that has made him feel like Ethan is a fool.

He couldn't believe he will be willing to let go of Aroma's skill, just because of feeling.

He narrowed his eyes as he got shoved aside by Aroma. She got up immediately, climb down from the bed and saw her ripped clothes before taking a deep sigh.

She reached for his shirt and was putting it on when Nathan who still couldn't understand her sudden reaction stood up and stood in front of her. "What's wrong with you?" he asked.

"I'm not interested." she said.

"In what?" Nathan asked.

"In f*cking you, being your woman and all."

"What did you just say?" He asked, looking at her with a confused expression.

Looking up into his eyes, with hers laced with tears, "If it will cost me my work, then I don't want to have anything with you. Let's leave it the way it was before." She said.

"You said you love me and can't give it up to be with me?" He asked, this time without a hint of authority like before.

"You're being selfish right now, you know that?"

"How so? I'm giving in to what you want. You said you love me right?" He said, raising her chin to look into her frosty gaze.

"What I want? Fine! I don't want it anymore." she said.

"I also want it. I want you now." He corrected himself.

"I love my work and I wouldn't mind considering if you're willing to give up your position too." She blurted.

"I can't." he replied flatly.

"Then I can't too. Let's forget this ever happened. I told you I'm content with only sex. As long as we are in this line of work; it's the only thing we can do anyway. It will only be sex, sex and only sex!" She said and left for her room with his shirt on, leaving him dumbfounded and rooted on the spot.

His heart is in turmoil. "What's her problem." he muttered softly. He thought she will jump with joy if he proposed that, since she claimed she loved him, but she only did the opposite.

Getting inside her room; Aroma trashed everything on her dresser in annoyance. She should be happy that he finally returned her feelings, but can't believe he will selfishly wanted her to stop her job. The line she grow up into.

The only thing she knows and make her feel like a person, "she will rather block her heart from feeling than letting it go."