Chapter 54 - IDIOT

Hannah arrived at the company. People were shocked by her strange walking style. She's the type that walk with pose and carry herself like she owned everyone, her head and shoulder high and all, but this time, she was looking at the floor, walking at a slow pace, with her back hunched a little.

She felt like everyone knew what had happened to her and couldn't help but feel ashamed of herself, she's scared about Ethan finding out and losing the chance to be with him.

She has been practicing on how to keep a straight face like it didn't happen, until Ethan contact her that he's back. She felt her soul left her and her fairly built confidence collapsed.

Getting inside Ethan's office. She saw Ethan with a big frown on his face, it didn't affect his look though, it made her gulped instead; as he look good no matter what. But still, the fact that his face looks sullen is something to worry about  now, and not his beauty.

'Could it be that he knew?' She asked herself and felt her body quivered at the thought. Well, she was feeling important when Ethan didn't even realize her presence in the office.

He felt pissed, he knew his feeling hasn't gotten to the stage why he should feel this way, but the fact that it ended like that is annoying. He felt pissed that a girl that should be living a simple life, even if they didn't get together ended up in such a dangerous place.

He knew that if Nathan was right about the man after Diana, then being under Nathan is best but the thought of Diana training to be a killer is something dreadful.

"Sir?"

He wondered how she's going to pull through. He recalled their previous encounter and how Diana gaze never quiver, how bold and fearless she was.

"Sir"

He had no idea if it was those things that made him not mind her facial features at all, but then recall the changes in her at Nathan's place, she looks so different and drained.

"E-e sir?"

He couldn't help but wish she could return to her former self. If not for the fact that she will be trained to get assassination missions, he might not really mind her grooming to be strong if it will make her be as brave as she was before, but….

"Sir?" Hanna called loudly this time.

"Get out!!!" Ethan screamed.

Hannah body trembled as she hurried out of his office.

"Hannah.." Ethan called, but she was gone. "F*ck!" he cursed, he recalled he was the one who requested for her presence to feed him on the necessities during his absence. His head is going through an emotional roller coaster.

He brushed back his hair with his palm, feeling frustrated and stood up. He walked toward the bedroom in his office to lay down and meditate, he's finding it hard to think straight.

Hannah was in tears as she rushed toward her office. Apparently she's still thinking too highly of herself, "He knew, oh my god!" She said as she stopped at her office entrance and went in. Getting to her seat, her mind drifted to Ethan growl and felt a shiver travel down her spine.

"That's why he seemed so different, he always thank me and talked about the details of the documents I sorted in his absence, now he just growled at me." She muttered to herself and took a deep breath. Since things have come to this stage, she told herself that she knew what to do, she refuses to lose Ethan, not after all her patients all this while. She wondered how Ethan find out so quickly, she needed to keep him.

She summoned the courage and left the company premises, after a while, she returned with Ethan favourite coffee and hand it to one of the secretaries to go and deliver it to him as per usual.

Naturally; If Ethan hadn't sent her out, they will be in between documents discussions right now, while he sips his coffee.

The secretary who had no idea of what's going on took it from her, she was already planning to go and prepare one for Ethan, but since Hannah has done it first, she took it and heads toward Ethan's office.

Hannah went to her office with her heart beating fast, she need to do this, he will have no choice but to take responsibility after they had sex.

Getting inside Ethan's office, the girl couldn't find him, she deduct that he might be in his room and head over. She knocked and Ethan opened after a while. They knew he never joked with his daily coffee, it's more like a habit; which is why she didn't just left and came knocking.

Ethan thought it was Hanna and wanted to apologize, but on seeing one of his secretaries delivering coffee, he took it from her, thanked her and dispose of it inside the trash bin, and went to sleep. He's not in the mood to take anything, he couldn't even bring himself to eat much.

He needs to sort out his feelings first and regain his concentration.

"It should have taken its effect by now," Hannah thought as the girl replied to her that Ethan got the coffee when she asked.

She slowly went toward his office, not seeing him in his seat, she felt excited but still a little bit nervous, she didn't know what put her up to this, but her goal made her strengthen her heart, she needs to make Ethan hers.

Without knocking, she entered his room and saw him sleeping on his bed, looking breathtaking, her adrenaline rush as she imagined how she's gonna carry out her plan.

Ethan felt the movement of someone opening his door without knocking, but decided to know what the person is upto.

He felt a hand opening the button of his shirt and wondered if he's dreaming or someone really had the gut to be doing this. Hanna swallowed hard as his fair tone skin slowly reveal itself, then suddenly frozen when Ethan grabbed her hands, "what do you think you're doing?" He asked, his eyes flashing with annoyance.

'Oh! No!' Hannah exclaimed inwardly.