Chapter 190 - For The Rest Of My Life

"Who is Wilson?" Raymond still waiting for her answer and Luna stops his chest from getting closer to her. "He's your cabin's housekeeper. And by the way, why are you here?"

Raymond leans back his body and sits at the edge of the bed. Sighing, "You didn't open the gift box I gave to you?" He asked and glance at her for a moment.

Luna scrunches her eyebrow, "Why does it matter now? You still gonna marry her and we're over, remember?" Luna also sits up on the bed and fix her nightgown. While she was fixing her nightgown suddenly she remembers something, "Wait! If you're here, then.."

"We're not over yet, Luna." Raymond stands up and turns to looks at her on the bed. "I thought you would know when you open that box but why didn't you…" He squinted his eyes and exhales exasperatedly, "Use your head? Don't you wonder why you never called by the court to dissolve our marriage? And why did I send Jay instead of my lawyer?"

Luna gasps. She looks at him with disbelieve. Yes, she forgot about it! It's been so long and she forgot the simple procedure of getting a divorce and here she thought everything between them is settled! And he tricks her!

"Raymond, you promised me!" Luna fanning her face that's turn hot from the anger.

"I know! And I give you what you want. A divorce paper but you did not mention the whole procedure. And, I never promise you that I will not chase you again. I never promise you that I will not conquer your heart again. Never in my life that I want to lose you again, Luna. Not this time."

Swallow hard, Luna rubs her face a few times, "Listen, Raymond..I don't love you anymore. Don't you get it?"

Raymond grits his teeth and grabs her hand roughly. "You're lying Luna. Stop showing me that face. I know you still love me." His voice is deep and it somehow makes Luna shudder a bit.

Luna tries to yank her hand but the grip is so firm and she can't even move it. "Let go, Raymond. Stop this and return back to your life." She urges him and it's only driving him mad. He takes out a cuff inside his pocket and tied up both of her hands at the headboard.

"What are you doing, Raymond?!" Luna wriggles her body and suddenly her feet were grabbed by Raymond and he ties it too making she unable to move.

Sighing, she stares at the ceiling blankly. "What you do you want, Raymond?" She asked. Feeling there's no use even if she tries to struggle, Raymond will not let her go and they are now at the mountain where there's no one would help her right now. So the only thing she can do is to 'cooperate' with this man.

Raymond sits at the side on the bed, caressing her face. "I just want you." He said softly and Luna moves her face to another side.

"Fine, you can have sex with me If that what you mean and let me go after that."

Clenching his fist, Raymond try to hold his urge to yelled at her. That's not what he wants, all he wants is her. Not just her body.

"I don't want to have sex with you...yet. But I can make you say that you still love me. Stop drive me out from your heart when you knew that you still love me." He stands up and went to her feet.

Lift up her right feet and he starts to showering a soft kiss on her feet to her thigh which then Luna tries her hardest to not moaned at his kissing. 'Fight Luna! Don't let your voice out.'

"You know, Luna.." Raymond stops kissing and slips his hand under her nightgown, caressing her thigh and up to her waist, gripping on her lace panties waistband. "I've been a saint for five years." He roughly pulls her panties down to her thigh and Luna gasp a bit.

She bit her bottom lips when the familiar feeling that she felt a few years ago arouse again and fill her with the intoxicating thought.

"It's really really hard for me to resist you.." He leans down and shifts his body to the between of her legs. "Because.." He touched her fold and press it with his finger. "Only you can make me this hard."

Luna squeezes her thigh to the side and tries to hold Raymond to not moving his finger any deeper. "Stop it, Raymond.." She holds her voice to not sounded so lusting right now. She barely can't hold herself from moaning.

Chuckles, he moves his finger back to her waist. "I will stop, only after you tell me your true feelings." He crawls on her body and lifts up her nightgown to her chest. He pecked on her skin from her belly button up to her chest.

Luna's body flinched each time he pecks a soft kiss on her skin and it's only triggered her more. "Raymond.." She gasps when he squeezes her breast and suck her nipples softly. "Umph.." She bit her bottom lips and her eyes fluttered a bit.

Looking at her, Raymond hides his cheeky smile and move to her neck, whisper to her ear, "Say it, Luna.." He bit on her earlobe and a moan escapes from her mouth.

Chuckles, Raymond pinch her chin gently to make her look at him. Her teary eyes caught Raymond's attention as he then kisses at each of her eyelids. "Why're you crying?"

Luna avert her eyes to the side when Raymond asked her. "You..you force me like this.." And Raymond releases his hand from her jaw and caresses her cheek instead.

Sighing, he says, "I didn't mean to hurt you, I just want you to admit your feeling to me. You may don't know this, but I've been holding my feelings for five years, Luna." His voice sounds like he was hurt.

Luna averts her eyes back to the man, staring at his majestic grey eyes, like looking for truth in his word. They both staring at each other's eyes before Raymond said again.

"The day that I supposed to meet you..is the day where I want to convey my feeling for you. You've long wanted to hear this word, aren't you?" He bumps his forehead to hers, "So listen well, I want to tell you that I love you. I want to be with you for the rest of my life. I want you to be my one and only in this lifetime and the next if there's any."

Hearing his confession, Luna shut her eyes and her tears roll down, "It's too late.." With a hoarse voice, she said.

"I know…but, please...I beg you, give me one more chance." He also tears up a little. He really doesn't want to let her go again. If having her means he will lose everything, he rather leaves everything behind him and be with her.

"I.." Luna stops her sentence and when Raymond moves his face to her side, sniffles, she also tears up. "I can't live with a person who killed my parents even though I love you so much, Raymond." She hopes it could make him clear. It's not she really hates him, but because he is her parent's killer son, she can't stay with him.

"Let's get your family justice then. I'll throw everything for you, but please…don't leave me again."

Sniffles, Luna slowly shut her eyes. "Will you stay at my side for whatever happens? They are your family we're talking about, Raymond." He tightly hugs her body and nods his head while still hiding his face.

"I promise you," He kisses her cheek and wipe his tears, "Cross my heart if I ever lie to you. Kill me instantly if I ever going back from my word."

Chuckles, Luna smile at him, "Then, release me now.." She averts her eyes to the headboard and Raymond kisses her collarbone, whispered, "I want to hear it one more time."

Luna rolled her eyes before she says, "I love you, Raymond. Now, please..release me and we have to go to sleep. I really am tired and sleepy. And you make me cry and how did you get these-" Raymond seal her lips from talking and slip his tongue inside her mouth.

Luna arched her back and Raymond slowly unties her hand before she set her hands around his shoulder.

'I can't sleep yet, am I?'

The wind howling so calming along with the night bug singing around the woods, filling with the creaking and moaning sound from the cabin house.

'The ship is now sailing~ through the narrow stream~'