Chapter 249

The look in Xu's eyes when she saw her father was rather flat. The tenderness of the past is gone. She changed, as if she had no desire. Sometimes, they forget to eat,

sometimes, they say strange things.

At that time, Meijuan discussed with Liu Xuemei whether to take Xu Jiaren to the psychiatrist. Now their family is very rich. It seems that it is not a problem to spend money to see a doctor.

"Miss Xu, this bunch of flowers is for you." When Lu Shengsen met Xu AKI, his attitude was as warm as ever. Liu Xuemei likes Lu Shengsen from the bottom of her heart.

Day after day to send flowers, day by day to take time to accompany and take care of their daughter. I don't know how many times stronger it is than that Leng lie. If you see Leng lie next time, she will spit him to death.

I have pity on my daughter. I have ruined my daughter. Now think about it, it's my own fault. If I didn't gamble and owe money, my family would not be in a mess now. It's hard to buy a thousand gold. I knew it.

"Daughter, take this flower. There are always good men. In this world, there are still many good men. Don't lose heart. "

"Auntie." Mei Juan frowned, "don't say anything."

Yes, how can we say something?

Recalling the pain again and again, mentioning those things, that person, who is good for?

Mei Juan just asked Xu to accept the flowers from Lu Shengsen. Lu Shengsen doesn't care. Anyway, it's a pleasure to watch this woman closely every day.

"Miss Xu, when can I enter your heart. When you're ready, let me know. "

"Lu Shengsen, go away. I don't want to see you." Xu said in a low voice and came out on her own. Even if it just makes people say that the water is very cold, I feel very sad. However, it seems that I can't cry, all the tears are clean, where are the tears?

How she hoped that when she woke up, she would find that before she went back, at that time, she was still her original self. She didn't know anything about Leng lie, Cheng Xiyu, or the children of a rich family.

Although life is hard, it can still help each other with Mo lingche. If time could come again It's just that time won't come back. She wanted to die like this, and her children were left by Leng lie bag. She was in a state of being encircled. There's no time for sadness, no time for pain, no time for hysteria. It's like a ghost, living without any strength. Too tired It's so tiring to be alive.

When his father recovered, he chose to die. Only when you die can you be free. Every day before I go to bed, I think about how to die. Ha ha, people, it's too tired to live. I'm really tired

As if she were a ghost, she left. Mei Juan frowned and said sorry to Lu Shengsen. Then she ran after her.

"Lady, wait for me." Mei Juan catches up, but Miss Xu walks very fast.

Leng lie came back drunk again and sat beside the child. Leng lie's smile made people feel very sad. Everyone in the company knows about Xu Jiaren. Many things have happened since Xu's secretary left the company. Some newspapers that are not afraid of death report to us. It's just, it's all about entertainment.

We are all dubious, and the employees in the company can feel it. It's true. Because their president is always out of shape when he is working, and he comes to the company with his children. Although there are special people to take care of the children, it's very strange.

Children should be taken care of by their mothers. What about mothers? Presumably, Secretary Xu, as some tabloids said, really left Leng's home. When Leng lie took Xu to some banquets, many people were born of her. Even if it disappeared overnight, it suddenly came out that Leng lie was going to marry Cheng Xiyu, miss of the Cheng family.

Even Leng lie was shocked by the news.

In a hurry to drive back to find Cheng Xiyu, Lenglie directly threw the newspaper on the table: "Cheng Xiyu, what the hell are you doing?"

Cheng Xiyu began to smile, and her beautiful eyes were satisfied: "Oh, it's spread to you so quickly? You've come just in time. I've made sure of the wedding date. Then you'll be there. "

"You've changed." Leng lie doesn't allow anyone to play tricks behind his back. "When was your desire for control so strong? Cheng Xiyu, you have to be by my side, you can, I promise you. You're going to be at Leng's, and so are you. It's impossible to get married. "

"Why not get married? You forget, when you said you were going to marry me? Have you forgotten all about it? I'm just realizing your original wish. Am I wrong? You're telling me wrong now? "

She knows he has Xu Jiaren in his heart, but if she chooses her, she won't give up! I will never give up! In order to get back to him, she did everything, bloody things. Let her retreat by the way of Cheng Xiyu? Unless you die.Obsession is too deep, such a woman is actually terrible.

"You are in love with that woman! Do you remember your original oath? "

"You left first."

"Don't you know why I left? Am I willing to leave you? If I leave you willingly, why do I come back now? Haven't you seen all the evidence of what your father did? " Full of resentment, let Cheng Xiyu eyes resentment.

The sentence that you fell in love with that woman, constantly echoed in my mind, my heart was suffering, Leng lie could not give up. Heart is too painful, pain to do not know how to do, is the best for themselves.

He suddenly calmed down: "I won't marry you. If you don't want to stay with me, you can leave. I'm tired... "

"You just love that woman. Since you don't love me, why do you leave Miss Xu?"

"Because my father owes you." If your legs are not broken, I won't let Miss Xu leave me

Cheng Xiyu's face was full of tears, and his red eyes were full of hatred: "ha ha ha So you pity me Miss Cheng, when will it be someone else's turn to pity me? I didn't know I'd been this far. "

"I told the news to the media just to force you to marry me. People in the whole city know that you are going to get married. If you don't get married, you will go back. As a result, I still can't make you submit. Until now, you still don't admit that you fell in love with Xu Jiaren. You are so paranoid that you are like me It's worthy of childhood. They are so alike. "

"Do you want to live with me?"

"Shall I spend time with you? Why don't you ask yourself that? You should ask if you want to live with me. After you came back from the hospital with your baby, you didn't even look at me, nor let me into the room on the second floor. What do you think I am? Child I said, I will keep this child as my own, but what about you? You don't want me to be closer to the child. "

"Because I love you, I love you all the time. Even if this child is not my own, I can take care of him as a mother. You treat me like a poisonous snake, you treat me like a jackal, guarding against me. It makes me feel that you are not the cold one I know. "

Cheng Xiyu cried word by word, with heartbreak between the lines: "I want to live with you. Don't leave me behind."

Even though she knew that Leng lie didn't love herself, but Xu Jiaren, she never wanted to leave. Use all the strength, just get things, said to throw away to throw?

Even if you die, you don't want to throw away what you've worked so hard for.

"I'm very tired now. Don't bother about something. Marriage is impossible. If you want to be by my side, you can be by my side. That's all I can give you. This time it's your fault. Don't do these little moves next time. "

“……” Cheng Xiyu is silent.

Leng lie turns around and walks away. In the room on the second floor, he accidentally meets Xu Jiaren's suitcase. Looking at the suitcase, Leng lie was dull for a moment.

This suitcase

It seems that from beginning to end, Xu Jiaren only carried a suitcase. People with suitcases have no sense of home in their hearts.

Big hand covered the suitcase, Leng lie opened the contents of the suitcase. There are clothes, underwear, underwear and shoes in it. There is also a diary with a pen on it. In addition, there is a wallet.

Leng lie curiously picked up the notebook, suddenly very curious about what Xu Jiaren would write on it. You can't stop on the first page.

The more I look back, the more shivering Leng lie's heart is, and the hand holding the notebook trembles as well. This notebook records the beginning of Xu Jiaren's acquaintance with herself. After knowing him, her life fell into darkness. Closed eyes, recalled the original one by one, cold strong feel hard to breathe.

Xu recorded the happy, happy, sad and sad things that happened between them. Trickle font, above, there are tears. A drop of tears, in the above became a dazzling flower. I can't imagine how she felt when she wrote these words. She wrote them in tears. How should the heart ache? Especially in envelopes for kids.

Leng lie, an old man, said that he was not moved by the invitation, and he would not fall in love with Miss Xu. He hesitated like a fool.

He sat still, letting his tears run down. He missed every moment with Xu Jiaren, no matter which moment, it was so beautiful. It's just He chose to abandon her.

It hurts!

Leng lie suddenly took out a knife from the bed and stabbed him on his wrist. Oozing blood, a little bit to overflow. I don't know when alcohol can't paralyze my nerves. Only bleeding can paralyze one's nerves.

What kind of mood did she write down these diaries? He wanted to give her a hug. The days of suffering, always so men. Every moment, it seems that the heart is turning slightly, and all the blood is pouring into the heart. The more painful, the better. Only when the pain is too much, and only when the pain is too much to faint, can you feel that your heart won't hurt so much.Because, all the attention is on the body.