C292 The uniform told her

"The information you mentioned is very precious. It's best if you don't get involved when capturing people. It's too dangerous. " When superior officer heard this, he thought for a moment, then spoke out.

"Alright." Su Nuanzheng replied. Since she had already done it, she would become a competent Undercover police.

"Do you have any other requests?" superior officer asked worriedly.

"I need to send Zhao Chengcheng away as soon as possible." Su Nuanzheng hesitated for a moment, then opened his mouth and replied.

"Alright, find a chance. I'll arrange for people to come and pick you up." superior officer readily agreed.

"Thank you." Su Nuanzheng said sincerely.

"Hehe, you said you wanted me to give you three months. I didn't expect you to get so much information in just three months." superior officer laughed as he praised.

Su Nuanzheng thought for a while, then opened his mouth to reply, "I still need a month."

"Sure, be careful." The superior officer warned.

"Then I'll reel in first." Su Nuanzheng forced out a smile, and then said.

"Wait." superior officer suddenly called out to her.

"What?" Su Nuanzheng was startled, and asked curiously. She seemed to have said everything that should have been said, there shouldn't be anything left out, right?

"Xiaosu, did I tell you that I was also a spy?" superior officer smiled and asked.

"Huh?" Su Nuanzheng opened his eyes wide, showing that he was shocked. She knew that to have such a high position in the police force, to have such a profound ability, to be able to plan everything so precisely, to be able to train all kinds of outstanding policemen, superior officer must definitely be an extraordinary person, and must definitely have had some special experience. But she never thought that her special experience would actually be acting as a spy.

"You've collected all the information I've thought of about your situation. I also guessed why you haven't contacted me for so long, I know your wavering, your hesitation, and your pain. Endure. From the moment we put on our uniforms, we are destined to let down some people, no matter what they do to us, but they are harmful to the people of the Party. So, our uniforms always tell us that I can take it with a clear conscience. " Her every word was sonorous and forceful, resounding and resonating. Although she was speaking while smiling, she was actually feeling sad when she heard Su Nuanzheng's words.

The bitterness in a spy's heart was something only they themselves knew, right?

Su Nuanzheng suddenly thought of a movie he had seen a long time ago — "The Boundless Way". It was indeed a movie he should have seen before.

In the end, the Undercover police died, and the evil people of the underworld died.

This result couldn't be said to be very sad, it could only be said to be very realistic. At that time, when Su Nuanzheng finished reading, he couldn't say what she felt. She only knew that it was contrary to what she had thought before, that there would be good returns and evil rewards. It was a righteous thing, but she might not have a good ending.

Su Nuanzheng replied numbly, "I know."

Immediately after, the line above closed, but Su Nuanzheng's heart was unable to calm down for a long time.

Every word that came from the superior officer made her heart feel as though it had been stabbed by a knife.

So it turns out that the reason her superiors were so smart, it was as if she could read the minds of others. Being able to understand every part of her history, every moment of her situation, it was all because she had also been a Undercover police.

Hehe, so she was only repeating the same path as her boss.

One day, would she also become like the superior officer, commanding another new spy to tell her what to do?

She felt that she couldn't take it anymore. This path was too painful. If she were to see another person walk her own path, she would definitely die from the heartache as she watched another person walk her own path.

"Our uniforms always tell us I can take it with a clear conscience."

The words of the superior officer had been echoing in Su Nuanzheng's ears the entire time.

She didn't know, she didn't know, if she could have a clear conscience. Maybe it was because she wasn't wearing a uniform yet?

Thinking about it, she rarely wore a police uniform.

When they were at the police academy, the instructor had told them that they weren't worthy of the uniform, so the uniform was only used as a substitute.

Although the color and texture were the same, there were no epaulettes, no police insignia.

After that, she became a spy and didn't get a chance to wear police uniform. However, the police uniform had long since disappeared without a trace. On her. She thought she deserved the uniform because she did what a cop should do.

So she knew that even if she was wearing plain clothes, it was essentially the same as a police uniform.

superior officer was truly worthy of being her boss. She knew her state of mind at every stage, she knew her wavering, her hesitation, and her pain. Maybe she had the same experience as her, and maybe she also fell in love with her quest partner.

Yeah, no man in the world is really reliable.

That was why they could bear the sacrifices that an ordinary woman would make to them, but not to them, the Undercover police.

Because Undercover police was not an ordinary woman, their sacrifice was ten or a hundred times what they had paid. Thus, when asking for an equal price, they would not tolerate the slightest bit of sand.

"Mom, what's wrong?" Seeing that Su Nuanzheng had been sitting there in a daze ever since he hung up the phone, Zhao Chengcheng asked curiously.

"Have you taken them all?" Su Nuanzheng forced out a smile and asked Zhao Chengcheng.

"Yes." Zhao Chengcheng nodded his head obediently. He secretly raised his head to glance at Su Nuanzheng, but he actually wanted to tell Su Nuanzheng that she had an ugly smile on her face, which made him very afraid.

After that, Su Nuanzheng no longer spoke, and unknowingly, sank into his own thoughts. Zhao Chengcheng was worried that Su Nuanzheng had been blown outside for too long. He was not in good health, so he pushed her back to her room.

After returning to his room, Su Nuanzheng did not say anything. She wanted Zhao Chengcheng to go out and play, so she sat on the side of the bed and looked outside dumbly.

Right now, her favorite thing was to sit here and watch the scenery downstairs.

The wheelchair was very comfortable, and its height was just right for the scenery. In fact, Su Nuanzheng felt that his legs were almost healed enough to walk. However, she still liked to sit in a wheelchair, because it would make Xiao Yiran feel more guilty and be able to make her more clear about her current identity.

Until Xiao Yiran returned, Su Nuanzheng was still sitting by the window. He was always helpless towards Su Nuanzheng who did not know what to do. Everyday, she did not speak, nor did she smile. Xiao Yiran even had a feeling that Su Nuanzheng was about to leave him.

Xiao Yiran felt more and more insecure. He decided that he would do his best to stay near the villa every day. He could not allow Su Nuanzheng to leave him forever just because he was unaware.

He sighed, then slowly walked to the side of the window. He bent down to stand next to Su Nuanzheng's head, and hoped to be at the same height as her, with the same field of vision. That way, he might be able to guess what Su Nuanzheng was thinking about in his heart.

"Nuan Nuan, when did you stop tormenting yourself and me?"

Xiao Yiran whispered into Su Nuanzheng's ear.

However, Su Nuanzheng still did not move, as if he did not hear anything. Xiao Yiran almost thought that he did not say anything just now.

In the evening, the two of them ate dinner together. Fortunately, Su Nuanzheng would be eating dinner on time by now, and although he didn't eat much, it wasn't too little. Basic maintenance of the body.

After the meal, Su Nuanzheng walked over to the bedside. Xiao Yiran knew that she was tired.

Thus, without waiting for Su Nuanzheng to speak, he walked over of his own accord and helped Su Nuanzheng to get onto the bed. He then covered her with a blanket.

He thought Su Nuanzheng just wanted to rest for a bit, but didn't think that Su Nuanzheng would actually fall asleep so quickly.

Xiao Yiran sat on the side of Su Nuanzheng's bed for a while, then took out his computer and went to work on the sofa.

The sky gradually darkened, Xiao Yiran was too lazy to bother with all this nonsense, so he turned off the computer and went to sleep. He felt that being with Su Nuanzheng was the happiest thing that he had ever done. He moved, what he needed now was to get along peacefully with Su Nuanzheng. What power and status? What fame and power? They were long out of his consideration.

He almost didn't care about his responsibilities or his mission.

If someone had told him four years ago that he would one day be willing to do anything for a woman, he would only be able to get her to smile. Then he must have thought the man was crazy.

But now, he finally understood why the ancients had the story of how they toyed with the great dukes at the beacons. It turned out that he had truly fallen in love with them.

But that Bao Si, are you as cold-hearted as my Nuan Nuan?

At night, Xiao Yiran had a dream.

He was sure it was a dream, because he would never be so happy in reality.

They sat side by side under the bench in the park, watching the sun set in the west. Then, in the distance, their son and daughter, together with their grandchildren, came to call them home for dinner.

Just how blissful was that scene? He was holding Nuan Nuan's hand just like that, and she was smiling just like that.

Xiao Yiran thought, even if he died, he would be satisfied.

That night, he slept very unsteadily. He had many dreams, and all of them were connected to one another. There was pain, happiness, sadness, and pain, but all of them were related to Su Nuanzheng. The reason he was sure these were all dreams was because the images were so nonsensical.

It was as if Su Nuanzheng had pointed a gun at him and killed him with one shot.

It was as if Su Nuanzheng was staring at him, screaming in pain that he had killed her child.

It was as if he just sat there in a daze, watching Su Nuanzheng suffer and not caring about anything, even to the point of not saying a word.

It was as if he was looking at Su Nuanzheng holding onto his pants and begging him bitterly, but he only looked at her indifferently in the end.

These dreams are ridiculous.

Just as Xiao Yiran was meditating on these strange dreams, she suddenly opened her eyes and got off the bed. He sat on the bed, then quietly walked to the coffee table beside Xiao Yiran and picked up the computer on the coffee table. Then, he sat back on the bed and leaned on the bed once again.

Su Nuanzheng muted the computer and then pressed the start button. It seemed that she had overestimated him after all. This was because after walking a few steps, when he returned, Su Nuanzheng felt that his feet were already stained with blood.