Chapter 4500：

She finally made up her mind. She was afraid that when she faced Lin Xilu alone, under his gentleness, she would not be able to hold on to this determination.

Lin Xilu felt like he was being strangled by a knife, and felt a severe pain.

How desperate it is to force An Siqing, who has always been gentle and sensible, not even give him a chance to enter.

Raising his hand to pull her hand, An Siqing hid him for a while and hid directly behind the door.

Lin Xilu's hand hanging in the air stiffened, and he endured the tingling pain in his heart, "Siqing, come home with me."

Seeing the sadness on his face and listening to the forbearance in his voice, An Siqing felt more pain in her heart than him.

However, she knew better that Lin Xilu couldn't leave his mother alone.

She couldn't get him to drive away Mother Lin and be accused of unfilial piety.

The quarrel between her and Mother Lin has become like this, and if she goes back with Lin Xilu, Mother Lin will only get worse towards her.

It was one set in front of Linxi Road, and another set when Linxi Road was away.

She can't let Lin Xilu abandon her parents, nor can she get along well with her.

Even more can't stand her contempt and insult to her family.

And the most important reason, she has never told anyone.

In fact, Mother Lin has always disliked her, apart from feeling that she is not worthy of Linxi Road and can't help them Lin Family, there is another reason, that is the child.

Having been married to Lin Xilu for so long, her stomach hasn't moved a little until now.

Lin Xilu is the only child of the Lin family. Lin's mother eagerly hugs her grandson. At the beginning, she urged her several times intentionally or unintentionally.

After there was no movement, Mother Lin's attitude towards her became worse and worse.

Later, she also carried Lin Xilu privately and forcibly took her to the hospital for examination.

After the examination, the doctor told them that An Siqing had injured her body because of a miscarriage and had not been recuperating in recent years. Therefore, her chances of getting pregnant in the future were very low.

Back then, the child belonged to Linxi Road after all, and neither of them had mentioned this to Linxi Road in tacit understanding.

However, since then, as long as Lin Xilu is not there, Lin's mother has become more and more ridiculed, and even insulting her.

She understood Mother Lin's intention to do this. She was afraid that she would annoy Lin Xilu if she took the initiative to drive her away, so she used this method to force her to leave on her own initiative.

However, she was reluctant to leave Linxi Road.

Therefore, for so many years, facing Lin's cynicism, verbal insults have been silently endured.

It was just that the older sister happened to be there that day, and Mother Lin did not mention the child.

If it were put on weekdays, Lin Mu would say it even harder.

She couldn't tell her sister and mother about this kind of thing.

Moreover, her sister and mother had always been guilty about her miscarriage back then. Guilt did not protect her well and did not take good care of her.

She didn't want to say it to make them feel more guilty and feel sad with her.

She also went to various famous doctors for treatment in private, and they still have no children for so many years.

Very often, seeing Lin Xilu looking at other children on the street, showing that kind of gentle gaze, she was full of guilt, but she had nothing to do.

Either her status cannot bring financial benefits to the Lin family, or she cannot give the grandson she wants.

These contradictions will always exist as long as she returns to Lin's house.