Chapter 327

*Bright and colorful.

Don't be lazy, better to farm: plant vegetables in the field. Going up the mountain to cut firewood?

It's easy to get into the school gate, and Bryan and ran Hua finish the school guard in a few words.

In school, there seems to be no change; Again, it seems. Everything changed with the passage of time.

No change. It's this place. Teaching building, small garden, and those tall lilacs.

the wind blew. Lilac, it seems more and more rich.

Under the flowers, he drove me to school. Take me home; I have been kidnapped. What's more, he was desperate to save himself.

That kind of moment, I seem to be the happiest.

All the way is his memory. He. It's been a long way with me

How to let you meet me.

In my most beautiful moment,

For this.

I have been praying in front of Buddha for 500 years,

Pray for Buddha, let's get married.

Buddha turned me into a tree,

Growing by the way you must pass,

In my most beautiful moment. I met you.

It's not that I turn into a tree, but that you turn into a breeze, which blows to my heart day and night. It's the music of you and me.

The wind, all pervasive, I, there will be no place to escape.

Looking back, where is your shadow? Looking at me, I gradually walk through the wind and rain and grow up

The wind blows your eyelids; Can you still see my missing for you?

Rain wet your face; Can you still remember my attachment to you?

Flowers are blooming along the road, no one can match me.

Who will draw the curtain for me when the stars are all over the window?

Time flies across the string, who sleeps alone?

Midnight street lights dim, I linger in the street

Kite flying across the sky, who holds that piece of broken line?

Who will take me hand in hand and walk to the beautiful temple... Is there a love affair waiting for thousands of years?

Sad and beautiful

Ah, I'm not a singer, I'm not a poet, I can't produce that beautiful melody.

Let's just listen.

I turned my head slightly and happened to look into ran Hua's eyes.

I suddenly want to ask:

"Do you know all the things that happened to me at school? Are you involved? "

I always feel that he has something to do with me. Maybe that's why I feel uncomfortable with him?

He always gives me a kind of strange feeling, which makes me feel a little distant; It seems that he is not only kissing me downstairs in my house, or those inexplicable "pursuits."

Well, it's a kind of doubt I can't understand. I can't trust him.

In the bright sunshine, ran Hua's face, which had made a mistake, became more and more embarrassed, red and white.

Maybe, no one thought that the little girl who was chased, beaten and killed all day that day could grow a little longer now, right?

What does ran Hua mean?

He used to be an accomplice, but now he's back?

Or

I don't have much interest in defectors.

If he doesn't know as well as Liao Liang, then we can be friends.

If you wanted to hurt me at the beginning, now, I'm sorry, I'm afraid.

It's a warm day. Suddenly it's colder. Ming Feng and Brian don't speak.

Mingfeng is sometimes between the outsider and my bodyguard, and pays attention to the occasion; Brian wants to feel my mood.

When I came to school, of course, I didn't come to the point of returning home in rich clothes. However, there are some things that I can't help but think about and want to understand.

Some heart knot, will be with us for a lifetime.

Ran Hua hesitated all the time, so we left at will.

*Many students on the field are in physical education; In the northeast corner, the library has been officially completed. There are many flowers, willows and trees everywhere. There is even a small fountain, which is a bit more spiritual out of thin air.

We're sitting in the shade of trees on one side of the hill slope. Well, it's probably the soil dug out when digging the foundation. It's a bit of artistic conception to pile up a hill so casually.

The mountain is surrounded by flowers and trees, with a few paths in the middle and stone tables and chairs beside the road.

"Yes..."

Ran Hua finally opened her mouth to answer me. Her deep sigh was like the desolate wind, which made the willow branches shake and the rose wither.

Yes, the word is a little heavy.

Every time I was in danger, I had his share. It had nothing to do with right or wrong, it had nothing to do with... Just one word was enough.

The library is right in front of you. It's specially designed by Yu Shi. It's very bold and avant-garde. It's simple and reveals the charm that can't be ignored. In fact, the whole shape is a big open book.

It's said that on one side is the library and reading room; On the other side, there are electronic reading rooms.

From time to time, the blue glass flows down and falls on the top of the second floor. There is a delicate garden with a fountain in the middle and fish and shrimp inside.

What a beautiful library he built for me.

The total investment is 30 million yuan, which I overheard.

Such a heavy share of love, he did not also try to get revenge

In contrast, I don't care about ran Hua any more; And, some silent, I don't know what to say.

On top of the sky, the clouds are rolling and the clouds are comfortable, presenting a big play of liberalism; Under the curtain of heaven, the wind rises and falls, dancing a song at will, short youth; Among them, the passage of time, singing the eternal song of separation and separation

I really miss him. What can I do?

He, overbearing occupied all my memory.

Maybe, at the most important stage of my growth, he invaded me bravely, regardless of my will, so it's like this now.

Like this library, from the beginning, it's just a cup, isn't it?

When the baby is beside the cornerstone behind me

Baby, it's been three years. I don't know if Yin Yijie has

Three years, he has not buried the baby

Well, forget it, I don't believe in the people who live in peace, nor do I believe in reincarnation and Yin Yang.

He has taken good care of the baby and left it as his only sustenance to motivate himself

He's the baby's father, I didn't

I don't know. Thinking of my baby, I don't know what to do. Maybe

Taking Brian by the arm, I said:

"Go and see Mr. Zhou. I want to go. You say... I'm... "

At this moment, I suddenly want to go down alone

A person's road, perhaps simple, I don't have to worry about many right and wrong, also don't have to worry about someone hurt me.

I don't want to think about it. I can't think about it.

When the baby is broken in this time, I am confused, do not know how to do, never had the desolation.

His love, just like the library, stands here; His wounds, like the body of a baby in a gold coffin and a silver coffin, are so real and shocking.

Love is still there, injury is also there, I don't know what kind of scale to build to measure them well

"What happened in the past, I'll go back and tell my brother, don't be sad."

Brian put his arm around my shoulder and said nothing more.

In the teaching and research section, Zhou Qingyun has no class and is correcting the test paper.

Once every three years, she brought a third year of senior high school with a few strands of white hair on her head. Maybe she forgot when she baked oil.

Good spirit, oh, of course, I'm just one of her many students, ah... No other meaning, anyway, he looks good, I'm relieved.

"Miss Zhou, makeup Keren and I have come back to see you."

Ran Hua rushed forward to say hello.

My general identity has not been made public. As a student who was expelled from the school, it probably insults the face of the teacher. Look, other teachers in the teaching and research section don't like me very much.

Of course, you remember my face clearly enough. I don't know if it's lucky or unfortunate.

"Oh... Ran Hua, junior? Grow much higher, study well? Are you here with me today? "

Mr. Zhou stood up and grabbed me, but all he asked was ran Hua, ah.

I'll wait.

"Internship, makeup Keren said to come back to see, I just came over."

Ran Hua's mouth was much better than before.

After two people exchanged greetings, Mr. Zhou turned to see me and said:

"Ran Hua came to see me several times and said you were OK. Well, I look good. When I grow up, I feel calm and relaxed. OK, OK, I'll be fine... "

I laugh. Mr. Zhou has always been good to me

"Thank you for the teacher's concern. The students are not promising. They are also implicated and lose face."

"Is Mr. Zhou free? Let's have lunch together at noon, and I want to ask for advice from the teacher. "

This word, I don't know where jumped out, probably a while ago the company always came, a lot of that is what I said, sweat!

Zhou Qingyun patted me on the shoulder and shook his head

"Don't say that. It's the teacher who is not good and does things thoughtlessly, which makes you suffer. But things are over. We should always look forward. As long as the future is good, it is more important than anything. Young man, it doesn't matter if you have a bit of hardship and a little bit of tiredness. It's ok if you live a clear life. Two years ago, the teacher still blamed himself for letting you lose your child, which must have hurt your heart. Later on, I thought, "you are still young. If you find a suitable one in a few years, you will have everything."

Looking at Zhou Qingyun, my heart, gradually put down, eyes a little astringent.

In fact, I've been worried about her legs. As soon as I came in, I've been looking at them. Others may not know why, but I know; I believe Zhou Qingyun knows it, or anyone with a clear eye knows it.

Although the baby has a little relationship with her, it is really small; She even blamed herself.

Her words are very clear and deep.

I don't have to say anything to apologize. The teacher understands.

As long as the future is good, the past is really in the past.

We live in the future, not in the past.

I think she must have guessed my heart knot.

It can also be a mistake. After all, most of my past is terrible.

But I still, thank you very much.

No matter how unbearable it is, it's all gone. Now it's still in our hands. That's the truth.

I said:

"Thank you, Mr. Zhou. Er... Your leg, any questions? I've never come here, and I have no face... "

Ah, today I was even slower and vomited blood!

It can be said that I write like a little romance, but it can't be said that I am slow!

Too much!

At least you want to see the mood of Yin Yijie who was in heat for ten thousand years. I'll get him out as soon as possible. There will be less violence. But in terms of work, I really want to write! Sorry!

Zhou Qingyun took me to sit down, shook his head and said with a smile:

"It's all right. Don't worry about it. At that time, someone called an ambulance... Later, I figured out that it was the same for you to treat while striking, eh. It's not a good feeling, but he must bear more pressure in his heart than you, because you are a pure victim, and he is not... Let go of everything that should be put down, and live a life easily. Simple is more difficult and important than anything. "

Ah, Zhou Qingyun guessed it right. Then when I was in prison, she guessed three points.

After all, we all understand, don't we?

I don't know if she is Yan Yijie's lobbyist, but her words are very reasonable, even my experience is deeper than her, but I can't summarize it.

His sufferings, I know best, he and baby said those words, with words of blood and tears to describe, not too much.

He expressed it in a relaxed and unrestrained way, but he could not cover up his inner pain.

I didn't fall in love with killing my father. I can't understand.

Yes, we sometimes understand it, but according to our own conjecture, we feel it; In fact, I haven't experienced it. How can I understand it?

I know. At this moment, I understand.

Regardless of the future, regardless of the outcome, as long as he loves, I love; He doesn't love me anymore. I'll let it go.

If I still love, I will not be in pain; If you don't love, there's no need for pain.

It's not easy to fall in love. Why should we put this humble and fragile love on the cliff and let it endure the storm?

Isn't his love for me deep?

Don't I get much?

Don't be discontented with thinking only about bad things, and there are many good things. We should learn to be objective, fair and rational.

Or, we should not use gains and losses to measure, worrying about gains and losses, is the beginning of harm.

Is it enough to see his love, his efforts and I love him too?

I think so. After the rain, I laugh

"Thank you, Mr. Zhou. You know more than us. Always thought, I'm very sensible, ah... Mr. Zhou, don't you really accompany us for a chat at noon? Now... I want to hear from you more than ever before. "

Other people in the teaching and research section had already withdrawn, and Jie was guarding at the door as a tiger.

Zhou Qingyun patted my hand and shook his head

"If you don't show up, there must be some inconvenience. There are plenty of opportunities after dinner. Isn't it the same to have a chat now? Grow up, more sensible, no longer so extreme, lonely, so good. When you grow up, you need to learn to be calm, reserved and introverted. You need to have fighting spirit, but you can't just do things on the surface. In the past, it was a last resort to kill people, but after some time, I will understand when I grow up. More time to think, plan before you move, think about the people around you, the people who love you, the people who care about you... "

"Well."

I nodded and accepted.

I used to be a little lonely, and everyone ignored me, and I couldn't manage you; Extreme is where it comes from.

Having studied psychology and philosophy, I can understand the meaning of Zhou Qingyun's words.

Mental health, can be healthy and upward, sustainable development.

I took out an envelope, which a Guo had prepared for me in the morning. I had my little heart in the morning.

I quietly handed it to Zhou Qingyun and said to her sincerely:

"Mr. Zhou, I'm having a good time now. This is the student's filial piety to the teacher."

Zhou Qingyun didn't look at it, so he gave it back to me and refused

"No, teachers don't want anything. You are young and have a lot to do. As long as you grow up, happy, the teacher will be satisfied

I blushed a little. Fortunately, in the past two years, it's still a little low.

I gave it to her again and said firmly, "Mr. Zhou, I have more. Quietly told teacher Zhou, I earn enough to spend their own, but also spent more than it. Respect teachers, it should be. I came in a hurry and didn't care to bring anything. I had to trouble Mr. Zhou to buy it by himself. What's more, Mr. Zhou has shouldered a lot for me over the years. I'm sorry to be a student. " We all know the faces of several teachers just now. Oh, my reputation is really bad. It's been three years and it's disgusting. Only Zhou Qingyun, as always, treats me. In a vulgar way, she does not insult the teacher's parents. Zhou Qingyun still has to refuse. She probably doesn't feel like accepting it.