C275 Just like two worlds

There's a piece of wasteland behind the jail. Detainees can't come here, but I'm an exception.

In the wasteland, there were three newly opened graves.

The grave was not high, and the monolith inscriptions were irregular.

The white snow was mottled, revealing a miserable appearance.

The Jiejie and I stand here. In order to pay homage to them, we are seven years old. May they be reincarnated long ago, find a good family, and find a good kind …

Today was the Winter Solstice.

Except for the three dogs I killed, and the baby.

I didn't even meet him. I don't know if he will recognize me in his next life or not.

Maybe it was better not to know him.

After all, I was ashamed of him.

I gave him his life, but I couldn't keep it up. I didn't give him a chance to be born into this world.

God above: I stumbled all the way, heartless, and thought I was unworthy of anyone; but I owed these three dogs, and my baby.

There are no regrets, no tears; there is only a silent sigh, a helplessness, there is nothing I can do about it …

A jug of wine to comfort the dead: "Go far away, but do not look back. When you see each other in the future, apologize again."

"It's over. Don't be sad."

Behind me, that pure and honest voice accompanied me for a long time before finally speaking.

I nodded.

Everything will pass as the days go by.

The good bad sweet bitter sour astringent, all will pass.

"I just overheard a sentence. Are you leaving?"

the guard asked me.

I turned and looked at him, confused.

For ten months, even from the day I was taken to the police station, I got April next year.

"The director and the others seem to be talking about the news that came from the department." Your lawyer has applied for parole and will probably be out soon. "

The guard looked at me, uncertain and reluctant.

My eyes widened with curiosity.

"Your lawyer" was a wonderful word.

If he wants me to come in, he wants me to come in. If he wants me to come out, he can let me out. Very powerful!

I wonder if he's done with what he said, that I'm always messing up his plans …

Oh, didn't I kill someone here and disrupt his plans again? Hah, interesting. I have nothing to do with it. Are you going to imprison me in a different way? Interesting.

"Why?" I asked.

The prison guard shrugged, pointed at Jiejie and said:

"I'm not too sure, but it's nothing more than a good performance or something …"

"Good performance"? Oh, what a wonderful word, I like it!

Killing people and dogs, I did well.

If I knew earlier, I would have killed Fan Yinchun this early on.

Although he didn't really hate this place, but speaking of liking it, he was reluctant to do so.

The less clean air, the less friendly prisoners, the less natural surroundings, or even the feeling of it, could not make me say I liked it.

All I can say is, I don't hate, I don't feel bad, I don't feel bad.

Patience and liking were vastly different.

After collecting the cups, I asked:

"What's the situation outside? Lady Fan didn't react at all? "

There was no place to ask, so I had to ask him.

After all, this prison guard was not bad at all.

The male guard scratched his head and said:

"With you here, Lady Fan can't possibly rush in with a group of people. She's not putting us in her eyes at all. As for after you go out, I don't know. When he heard that counsel, Yong He was very powerful and that she was legally conflicted, she would definitely not be able to handle him. But unfortunately … Yin Yijie is gone, I even bought some shares of the Yin family. It fell into a complete mess. "

Well, I looked at him as if he were only a few years older than me.

I said,

"How about this? Why don't you buy more and cover it for a few years? Well, as far as I know, he... He was not a coward, and he was very filial. The things left behind by his parents would definitely not be allowed to end up like this. Perhaps, a few years later, you will be rich! "If you lose, then come find me."

The male guard continued to scratch his head, looked at me, and said suspiciously:

"No, that's my wife, Ben. If I take them all out, what will I do in the future? It's not like you don't know, we're … "The money on it is too much, we don't have any …"

Well, I'm not sure, but...

"You don't trust me?"

"That's still not …"

The male prison guard was confused as he looked at the snow falling from the sky.

Wife Ben, what if I lose? What if I take it out to do such a shady business?

Who knew, who could give him an answer?

There are some things no one can give you an answer to.

They had to make their own decisions and bear the consequences.

Although the words of the male prison guard weren't accurate, after thinking about it from the beginning to the end, there should be some possibilities. I simply packed my things, sweat, and a bunch of books.

There aren't many clothes, I... He was speechless.

Who can go to jail and make a lot of luggage? I broke another record.

It was delivered in a sparse manner, with only a few days left. With this savings, a small peddler was filled to the brim.

No doubt, I am more respectable than the guards, and the quality of my clothes is always better than theirs.

Facing a cabinet of items, I had one thought: I, with my own hands, want to earn something that belongs to me.

No matter how good a gift is, I won't take it with me.

If it remained where it was supposed to stay, what could it do?

Everyone had their own position in each item. Once it was used, its value would be greatly reduced.

For example, a train going to the river, a cotton-padded jacket going to summer...

Since I didn't have anything to take with me, I naturally didn't need to pack up. I saved myself the time to prepare and continued to study.

After a semester of studying, everyone in the school was preparing for the final exam.

As for me, I was preparing for my own "exam". I wanted to come to the exam where I had studied a set of test papers and give it a try myself.

This way, it would not be too old-fashioned or too casual, and would more or less comply with some of the customs.

Everything passed in such a tranquil and serene manner until that day when snow covered the sky …

A little after New Year's Day, the mood of the year arrived, and the director of the prison sent a formal notice: In view of my good performance, the prison guards and others unanimously guaranteed that they would leave 85 days in advance, after my lawyer had submitted their parole to the court.

This!

Holding the notice, I just thought that this world was really interesting.

Interesting! How interesting!

Let's go, to the end of the tunnel.

There was no meaning to it.

Without sufficient strength, he could only be manipulated by others. This was nothing new.

Quietly accepting the arrangements of fate, then striving with all my might, perhaps one day, suddenly looking back, realizing that there is no one to control me.

The feeling of not being the same as you and not being the same was definitely two different feelings, and it was definitely something worth looking forward to.

The Captain even sent me a leather case, with half of it covered in clothes and about half of it was books.

Why does carrying a schoolbag feel like a vacation home?

Err, look in the mirror, white lips red, hair shiny...

It seemed to be very comforting. It wasn't a bad thing to be forced to take a long vacation.

Yes or no, changing the theoretical foundation would result in a huge difference. I have already touched upon its threshold.

"Jiejie, go play with uncle."

I kindly coaxed the Jiejie away, in the past few days, it was the hardest thing to deal with.

I don't know what's going on, but the Jiejie seems to be able to understand it. It has been biting my pants and following me everywhere, even going to the toilet and guarding the door.

These two days, he didn't play with anyone and wasn't in the mood at all.

If you can't trick the delicious, if you can't trick the fun, it's useless to hit it. This …

All the tricks failed, even my words.

"Zhuang Keren..."

How many people did Captain bring?

He even received a huge favor from a few unused items that he gave to them.

Ignoring the sight of the Jiejie, everyone was a little …

Outside the door, Jiejie was blocking the door. The supposed separation, suddenly, felt a little sad.

"My aunt has an empty house in the city that she was going to rent. "No, you go and deal with it for a few days. It doesn't matter if you rent it or not, you have to settle down first."

Liu sir spoke very seriously, probably only after some effort did he manage to say it.

Because we always knew that Lady Fan wouldn't let me go.

Ah, no one could fool Lady Fan with that kind of news.

"No need, I'll think of a way myself. The world is vast …"