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"But, I lost too much blood and I was born in the wrong place. Even if you managed to survive, it would be hard for you to have a stillborn child. If you fail to give birth to one, it will be even more harmful to you. After seeing it, he asked someone before deciding on it. Ke Er, don't be sad … If you want to cry, cry. It's my fault, and I'll make it up. "Ke Er …"

Yin Yijie's words disturbed my crying mood.

"Make up"?

I look up and grab him by the collar and look at him, straight into his eyes, which are dead, no, I shake my head, no...

"This is my baby. You have no right to decide. Give the baby back to me, I'll take him away, don't disturb you, don't disturb you … It is I who deserve to die, to stay here and hope. "It's me, it's me …"

"Ke Er, don't be like this …"

Yin Yijie hugged me tightly, pressing my head against the hoarse voice of Hades.

No, let go of me … Let me go!

I don't want you to pretend to be a good person now. I don't want you to be a good person.

After the incident, there was no need.

"Let me go, let me go! "Let me go …"

Once warm embrace, in having a baby, I wish he could hug me, but, no, not even once.

Now that the baby is gone, why are you still hugging me?

I don't want him. I don't want a man like that, a man I never know where the danger comes from, not even a baby.

No.

Don't hold me, I want the baby, I don't want...

"Don't move, Ke Er …" "The wound will split open …"

Yin Yijie used his iron arm very well, hugging me tightly without letting go.

Kick, not let go; Kick, not lift right leg; Bite, I bite...

It hurt! His leg was hurting! His stomach hurt.

He did not let go. His fingers were bleeding and he did not let go.

Was he going to pretend to be a Christian?

Right slap on the face and pass me the left cheek?

Ha, the baby is no longer here.

Do you think I don't remember that his body is made of gold and blood?

You can use a meat-grinder to... Baby...

There was no way out of his imprisonment.

Unable to get out of his grasp, I fell into his arms and cried.

How much pain, how much pain, how much...

Yin Yijie didn't say anything, he just hugged me tightly. It hurt so much that he wanted to use this pain to tell me that I was still alive.

Me, I'm alive, but what about my baby?

Calm down, let the tears flow, cry, is there any use?

It's useless, so why aren't you crying? I don't know.

I don't know.

This was a world without reason.

There was no justice!

"Ke Er …"

Yin Yijie's voice was low, almost to a whisper, on my forehead.

"Is that her? Was it intentional? "

I asked.

I'm responsible for not protecting the baby, but that doesn't mean anyone else is taking advantage of the situation.

"Yes." I will take care of this matter. Give me some time, believe me. "

Yin Yijie wiped my tears slowly and kissed my hair, as if he was mumbling to himself.

After a while, he muttered,

"Baby... Half a kilogram, very healthy … "I really like it …"

Tears, finally like a sluiced flood, poured out, I swear:

"I will never, ever be able to leave her! And her father! "

"Yes." I'll do it. Yes. Give me some time. I'll make them pay back the hardships Ke Er endured. "

Yin Yijie's hoarse voice, with a sour tone that I had never known before, ravaged my wounds to a complete mess.

Tears ran down my face, and the waves were strong. I was tired.

Yin Yijie's chest was a little stiff and cold, but it felt quite comfortable to lean on.

Thinking about the baby, me and his baby, I don't know, a lot of things I don't know.

Right now, all he wanted was to cry to his heart's content, or to have no thoughts at all. Tears fell down his face like beads with their strings cut, and he couldn't stop falling …

"Dong Dong …"

There was a knock on the door.

When the door opened, Doctor Bai came over with the medicine and shook his head.

"The wound is very heavy …" "This way …"

Yin Yijie didn't say anything as he kissed my forehead and carefully put me on the bed.

Leaning against the headboard, soft and powerless …

It was only then that I realized that the injury this time was really quite severe. Fan Kui had instigated seven to eight people, and they were pressing down on me until my bones were about to shatter.

The loss of blood in my stomach wasn't too much, so it didn't cause too much bleeding. But since I've been running away so often in the past, my position was very bad. Now that I'm starting labor, I'm pretty much the same as a sedan.

Heartbreak is one of the most powerful.

The wounds on my body, the knife in my right hand, stabbed into my thigh, almost completely, probably borrowing the pressure on my back.

His right knee was originally going to kneel down and prop up his body and stomach. Unexpectedly, it was pushed down by someone, the kneecap stuck at the edge of the stairs and almost broke.

My right leg was in a cast, the ligament in my upper leg was broken, and at the same time I was in a sitting position.

"Although your injuries are quite severe, you'll be able to recover completely after recuperating for a period of time. There won't be any repercussions."

Dr. White examined the wound on my leg and sighed. "Don't move again. It's best not to repeat the damage to my ligaments and joints."

"The damage to the uterus is not too great, and you can fully recover. Don't worry."

Dr. White was standing beside me, but he seemed to be talking to Yin Yijie.

Judging from the tone, in the eyes of the doctor, I'm probably not seriously injured.

I didn't move, I didn't move.

Looking at the doctor, I fell silent.

"You really don't want to come over to my side? I can only come by the next day. "

The doctor shrugged and consulted with Yin Yijie.

Yin Yijie didn't say anything. He waited until Bai Shaojie had left before sitting on the side of my bed. He fed me some medicine and explained carefully:

"Ke Er, give me some time to bear with it." I'll take care of those things. On the side of the school, the comfort has been taken care of. Don't be upset, okay? School... Later... We'll arrange it again. "

I opened my mouth mechanically as I drank the medicine that helped to cure the illness.

After finishing the medicine, Yin Yijie brought me the red dates lotus seed soup, carefully feeding it to me.

It wasn't the usual pampering, but rather a repressed caution.

I frowned. Tears fell into the lotus seed soup one by one. I opened my mouth and ate.

"Listen to me. Don't get too angry in Yuezi. As long as he's good, then he's fine. How many things can he do in the future? "

Before he could finish, his hands trembled...

A small spoonful of lotus seed, most likely sprinkled on the quilt.

I did not move, but listened and watched.

He grabbed a towel from the bathroom and came out to clean me.

Go on, feed me.

I opened my mouth and ate slowly. I asked him,

"Does she have to kill me? Is there something else I've offended her about? "

I don't know, subtly, always feel Fan Yizhi treated me a special kind of anger, seems not all because Yin Yijie is good to me.

Yin Yijie wiped my mouth, thought for a while and slowly said:

"Hmm, let me tell you, be on your guard." I heard that her father was very fond of your mother. Her mother had a quarrel once when her father hit her mother and just happened to knock a child out and never have a child again. "Her mother gave birth to three daughters, but she had no sons. The one she beat up just so happened to be her son …"

Yin Yijie's eyes turned red as he turned around and took the cherry plum to wash.

I suddenly understood.

If you count Dad, I know.

His mind was instantly incomparably clear and chaotic.

"AHH!" My head is going to split!

"My mother, to think that she has such a glorious history. Heh heh, heh …" My mother stole her mother's man;

I 'stole' her man. No wonder she was so angry that she didn't give up until she was dead.

My poor son, to have repaid such an old and foolish debt, wrongdoer!

What crime did my son commit?!

Staring into Yin Yijie's eyes, I asked,

"What story are you and my father? Why did everyone want to plot against me? Did everyone want to step on me and eat my flesh and drink my blood? I want to know. "

Yin Yijie stared at me blankly. He raised his hand and hesitated for a while before picking up a tissue. He moved it close to my face and wiped it gently without saying anything.

I remember.

I don't know, but it was five or six.

"Why didn't you tell me?" I asked.

Yin Yijie stopped and stared fixedly at me with his deep eyes. He lowered his head, sucked in a deep breath and calmly said:

"Take care of yourself. Leave the rest to me, will you? "

Yin Yijie continued:

"I know your situation and your feelings. I'll do my best. You just have to take care of yourself. Your dad... "Don't worry."

When the sour Yang Mei was fed to his mouth, the bitterness seeped into his heart.

There was a hint of sweetness in it, but he was not in the mood to taste it.

This Scene...

I don't know how the earth moved, Yin Yijie just disappeared after saying it disappeared. Now, it's been a few days, and I've been in the hospital for more than half a day, staying by my side.

We didn't talk much and just sat there quietly. Or maybe he took care of me and did the same thing.

At first I didn't know, because I hadn't served patients in this condition.

Looking at how natural he looked, he even had to give me a bath every day.

Me, it's like a prune in my mouth.

I don't know if our love is still there.

But I don't want to.

Our love, like mother and father, may turn out to be a poison.

At least, I won't talk about love until I can.

When I woke up in the middle of the night and saw the baby lying in a pool of blood, I was scared.

I swear, if I don't have the ability to protect my love, if I don't have the ability to protect my baby, perhaps it would be better not to do it in the first place.

Without the baby's legs, without knowing his existence, maybe I won't be so lost.

How happy the poor are, the downtrodden.

I didn't get into any high places, but I lost my best baby.

So I started, and changed.

However, looking at Yin Yijie's depressed face and the grey color in his eyes, I … Let me enjoy it again.

His doting was truly very comfortable.

Although it was cold, there was also a kind of warmth within the cold.

Especially since he can see through me at any time and take good care of me. There's no reason for me to reject him, much less have the courage to do so.

Even if they had roses and thorns, how many people would be willing to do so?

He's probably the only one in the world who really loved me, right?

I got one, didn't I?

Satisfied, Chang Le.

Her stomach was recovering quickly, perhaps due to the help of her baby. Although her leg was stuck on the stairs and suffered some serious injuries, her upper body was fine.

I leaned against the headboard, a thick pile of newspapers in front of me.

"Costumes can cause unexpected injuries. Yin Yijie calmly faces it. Charity secret manual: True Love is Priceless."

Oh, so high profile, I, became his charity target again, it seems charity is really a good sham.

But why do I feel like it?

If the baby was still there, I had no doubt that we would be the happiest family.

Unfortunately, the baby was gone.

There was no wind in the room, so it was hard to send a message.

There was a trace of warmth between his eyebrows. Yin Yijie would always carefully kiss my forehead.

Yes, without the baby, we don't know if love is still there.

Thus, he retreated to defend the third line of defense. I didn't think that there was a need to exterminate him. Thus, kissing my forehead and keeping it, became the standard ritual for the ones who recently met to bid farewell and console me.

I slowly blinked my eyes. There was nothing for me to do every day, so I kept thinking about it. It seemed that I was being a bit slow.

Yin Yijie washed the fresh strawberries and stirred a milkshake for me.

He sat on the edge of the bed and began to wash my feet.

"Actually, no need."

I didn't move, but I didn't think it was necessary.

There are a lot of women in the hospital, we all know that.

Nurse Lai had taken care of me before, no worse than he had taken care of me.

Yin Yi didn't even raise his head, carefully lifting my legs up and wiping them clean.

By the middle of April, the weather was already getting hot and sweaty. Naturally, there was also quite a bit of sweat.

Yin Yijie wiped it three times.

Or perhaps it was just as Yu Hu Bing had said: he was a stubborn man.

Once you decide what you want to do, you'll do it.