C370 make a mess

Of course, this kind of subconscious mind is not known to a person, because a person will feel that he should have done so after such a situation occurred, and will stubbornly believe that this is the natural thing to do

The only effective way is now.

That was all I felt at the time, and I thought death was the way out. I hate that man. He made me feel extremely dirty. He made me feel that man was extremely dirty. "

Wang Xiaodan's tone was not agitated, but rather slow and heavy as she spoke these words. However, when these words entered Ma Yingjie's ears, he felt an even more painful feeling than the pain. It was not a blade …

The pain from the stroke was indescribable by Ma Yingjie. It was painful but also painful. It was probably the feeling Ma Yingjie had when he heard Wang Xiaodan's words.

Why do beautiful women get messed up by men? Why?

Ma Yingjie suddenly hated himself for saying such words from the bottom of his heart. If he knew about Wang Xiaodan's past, would he care? Would he feel insulted? He had always thought that

A woman as pure as a fairy actually had a 'dirty' behind her back that he did not know? Was this "dirty" Wang Xiaodan's fault?

Yes, Wang Xiaodan liked Freud. This man was the master of dreams, and no one didn't like dreams because the world of dreams had beauty. When there is no dream, how many people are not looking for themselves

What about the humiliation? For example, the King of Yue … and the Han Xin from when he was fighting with Chu and Han … he hoped to torture himself in such a way that it would make him want to ruin himself, and thus arouse the desire from the depths of his heart …

The idea of success.

Now, while Wang Xiaodan was destroying herself in her own way, she was also fighting against the instinct of death that she once had. If she was just a normal girl, if she didn't walk into the official scene …

Perhaps on her journey in the future, she would slowly grow into a calm, even ordinary housewife. Yet, she had to walk through the official field, and walked into the world of the jungle, where men were the dominant force …

It was no wonder that she didn't cower when she knew that Li Jinglin had thoughts of taking over her. Instead, she was still drinking with other women on the table. It turned out that underneath her outer appearance, she was really hiding Ma Yingjie.

A world without understanding, and the terrible consequence was revenge, almost cruel and inhuman.

History had always been like this: the victor was the king, and the loser was the bandit. But history never belonged to women, any more than government ever belonged to women.

That night, Ma Yingjie quietly watched Wang Xiaodan. He wanted to say a lot of things to Wang Xiaodan, but he couldn't find any words that he should or shouldn't say. He knew Wang Xiaodan was one of them

Any woman with a story was not simple, but why would Wang Xiaodan have feelings for him? Or did Wang Xiaodan treat him as a target for revenge and experimentation?

Ma Yingjie wanted to know what Wang Xiaodan's true feelings were like. Therefore, he didn't interrupt Wang Xiaodan's words, allowing her to talk about the darkness that belonged to her alone.

But that night had tempted her. That teacher called Situ Yongxin had tempted her. In the end, her life had changed. Everything had changed. She had an excellent grade as a graduate student In law

She had always dreamed of being a university teacher or a lawyer, and she liked lawyers.

She studied day and night. She gave up all the activities of her university life that belonged to a girl. She worked even harder than she did in high school. She could only study like this so that she could get close to it …

His own ideal, for a rural child, reading, is the only way into the ideal country.

That teacher called Situ Yongxin, the man who was twenty years older than her, he had destroyed all of her dreams. What kind of man was that? Wang Xiaodan could even describe him before, and she described him with a moving and moving voice …

He, now, could not. All she knew was that it had been a nightmare, a nightmare that had sent her from heaven to hell.

Situ Yongxin was very handsome. Although he was a bit old, he was still handsome. Wang Xiaodan had to admit this. There was no other way. When God wanted someone to be a devil, he had to dress him up beautifully.

He had to put more color on his body, otherwise, he wouldn't be able to confuse everyone. Wang Xiaodan still didn't know if she had fallen for Situ Yongxin, or if Situ Yongxin had fallen for her first. In any case

In that batch of girls, there were quite a few who secretly liked this Taoist beast in clothes. Before that night came, Wang Xiaodan was still innocent. To be honest, she had never slept with a man before …

I've never slept in the same bed before. He pulled his hand over and accepted the kiss, but he was unable to break through the last line of defense for a long time. Her woman's first time was during that night. No, she didn't call for a sacrifice. To be more accurate, she should have offered a gift that night …

It was being robbed.

That night, the instructor Situ Yongxin brought her and a girl in her class named Jiang Min to go out and socialize with them. Situ Yongxin had many social gatherings like this. In addition to teaching them, he also had many social duties. Wang Xiao

Dan liked it, and so did the future she imagined. He taught at the university and then worked as a social worker, both learning and increasing his income. He was also respected. That night, they were all together …

After the drinks, the judge and the two lawyers invited the tutor. The two lawyers were both prominent figures in the legal profession. It was only that night that Wang Xiaodan found out that judges and lawyers were not the same people

Enemy, but a friend, is a brother, is a table to drink a drink in bed with the kind of girl. Lawyers can only get a big name and keep taking cases if they become buddies with the judge. Formerly King

Dan's understanding is wrong and biased, at least not in accordance with China's national conditions. Her eyes widened that night. Jiang Min drank quite a bit as well. He was so drunk that he couldn't even stand up, and he finally couldn't stand anymore …

He wouldn't let the judge carry him to the car. Later on, Wang Xiaodan found out that it was not because she and Jiang Min did not have enough alcohol, but because of the alcohol.

Crazy stuff, it was said, often hidden in the bags of prominent men like judges and mentors.

That night the tutor took her to a five-star hotel.

That night, in a daze, she gave away her first. The tutor later said that she was the one who took the initiative. She was very crazy and hugged him the moment she entered the room. She had taken off all his clothes. Edge

She cried out in excitement, shouting things she could never say, and she stripped herself of her clothes and gave them to him naked.

When the instructor said this, his face was filled with grievance, as if he was forced to do so and he was very innocent.

Wang Xiaodan remembered nothing. That's right, she had written down a pool of blood on the bed sheet.

That pool of blood should be a woman's luxury.

Some women take their first time seriously and believe that once they are taken away by a man, that man will be responsible to her for life. This kind of traditional woman is not loved by men, but this kind of woman …

Still a majority. Most men liked the other type of woman. This kind of woman had loose pants, so it didn't matter how many times they had to give it to her the first time. They just gave it to her and left. They didn't care about it at all, nor did they want you to bear the burden …

Stupid things like that. In this day and age, who would be responsible for anyone? The word 'responsible' had long since become an antique. Besides, it was just a bed, why would he be in charge of it?

Wang Xiaodan did not expect her teacher to be in charge. She did not think of anything. In those days, Wang Xiaodan's mind was in a mess. It was as if someone had hollowed out her, leaving her in a vast expanse of whiteness. She did not know how to face her mentor

How to face the self behind you. She wanted to cry, but she couldn't. She wanted to laugh, but tears came to her eyes. Finally, one day, she decided to find her mentor. She couldn't afford to be so disorderly. She had to find out …

He himself had to get a clear understanding of his teacher. The instructor received her in his own office. When Wang Xiaodan went in, the girl called Jiang Min was also there. The instructor sent Jiang Min away, saying that he had something to discuss with Wang Xiaodan. Wang Xiaodan

He did not think much and did not even look at Jiang Min's face. She sat down, thinking of the things she had thought of these days, but she could not say them. Staring at the tutor with a blank expression, he thought that the tutor had better speak first. What can he say to her?!

So that she could come out of her confusion. The tutor did not say anything, but the tutor gave her a dry look. Wang Xiaodan burst into tears. "Why isn't the teacher talking to her? What should he say?"

Ah, was there not a word of consolation?

Then the tutor came over and put his hand on her shoulder. Wang Xiaodan wanted to dodge, but she did not. It was as if she could not. The instructor's hands were a little hot and trembling. Wang Xiaodan was trembling as well.

One after another, they trembled. Then she looked up at her mentor. This man was indeed old, but he was still full of vigor, still … The teacher suddenly hugged her and said, "Wang Xiaodan, I want you." Wang Xiao

Dan instinctively struggled to free himself, but the instructor's hands were too strong for her to struggle with. The instructor pressed her down and stripped her of her clothes on a simple wooden table …

She took out her two beautiful breasts and stuffed them into her mouth …

Wang Xiaodan originally wanted to ask her teacher something, but in the end, she came back with a confused look on her face. This time, she seemed to feel something, but at the same time, she didn't. Her body became stiff, yet her heart felt like a myriad of horses …

The ants were crawling and biting until she wanted to cry out and tear something apart. Then she gripped the chair with both hands, afraid that if she let go, she would fall into hell.

After the teacher finished, he said to her very straightforwardly, "Wang Xiaodan, you don't have to bear the burden. I know what to do, so don't worry, in the future, no one will make things difficult for you.

"Oh right, if you want, you can continue to read my blog. With me here, everything will go smoothly for you."

It's that simple? Just for that?

Wang Xiaodan was completely confused.

This kind of day lasted for about three months. In these three months, Wang Xiaodan was in a muddle. She had no idea what had happened in her life and what changes would need her to face three months later.

He couldn't stop vomiting. He was so disgusted that he couldn't eat anymore. She asked Jiang Min, what's wrong? Jiang Min looked at her strangely and chuckled: "I slept too much, I'll find out after going to the hospital to check.

"

Wang Xiaodan had gone to the hospital, and when she came out, she was completely different. She was pregnant.