Chapter 1479

"Why do you think so?" Qin Yan said so.

Qin Qian shook his head sadly. "You don't have to lie to me or try to convince me that the person you love most is me Because all along, you think you have to be responsible for my life

Qin Yan wiped away the tears from the corner of his eyes. "Don't cry You can't cry at this time

Qin Qian sniffed and controlled his mood a little. Then he said seriously, "now, you know what I mean, don't you?"

Qin Yan looks at her. "No matter how I explain it, you won't believe that I've put down Anna long ago?"

"Yes." Qin Qian didn't forget Qin Yan's cover up for an Ran's injuring her father. The reason why she didn't say anything was that she didn't want to embarrass him.

However, she thought that Qin Yan didn't mean to cover up an ran. Just as she had thought before, it must be Anla who blackmailed him by telling her that an ran and his past love had threatened him, because he didn't want her to be hurt

But is there really no personal feeling behind the cover up?

She thought, it can't be without

He should know that if it is really good for her, it is to punish those who have done harm to her father

So, even if he sheltered Anna in order not to hurt her, it was just an excuse

Seeing that Qin Yan didn't speak, Qin Qian continued, "I don't want to delay your life any more Yan It was a mistake for us to be together from the beginning! Now that we are aware of this mistake, we should not let it continue! " "I can only say that it was a mistake at the beginning, but you and I, who will be wrong, have had a happy marriage for more than two years. Therefore, time has proved that we are suitable. We will not have any problems in getting along with each other. We don't need to change. We just need to continue to speak like this, and then we will go wrong.

"

There is nothing wrong with Qin Yan's words.

"I know what you mean." Qin Qian suddenly said so lightly.

Qin Yan looked at her without expression. "I'm very grateful for what you've done to me and my children for nearly three years." Qin Qian said to Qin Yan that his attitude was very sincere and serious. "The past three years should be the happiest time in my life. I think I will never forget the wonderful things I have with you, but

in the past three years, you should answer me honestly, are you as happy as I am?"

After a pause, Qin Qian continued, "I think the answer is no Because you are not happy at all when you try to give me a happy marriage and a warm family for your children... "

"It's just what you think --"

"if you say that, OK, I'll ask you If your parents didn't come to you because of their children, would you come to me? " Qin Qian interrupted Qin Yan and asked him. "I hope you will answer me honestly."

Qin Yan did not answer. "The answer is, No." Qin chuckled. "In fact, you know that our days together were just a mistake, so after I left you voluntarily, you didn't come to me, because you know that if we continue, the result will only delay you and my best years, because I won't get the feeling here, and you can't fall in love with me So when parents in law come to me, you can't escape the debt to me, and in the face of my deep love for you, you feel more and more owed to me Finally, you should not take me as your responsibility, because if you

give me up, you will never escape the condemnation of your conscience. "

Qin Yan was silent.

"Plus that we have a second child now, I'm more of a burden on your heart." Qin Qian said to Qin Yan.

Qin Yan still did not speak, did not refute, did not explain.

In Qin Qian's opinion, Qin Yan's silence is an indirect acquiescence. "Don't regard me as your duty any more." Putting up his smile, Qin Qian seriously said to Qin Yan, "I'm not your responsibility, and I don't want to be your responsibility, because the error is not your fault. If I wasn't deeply infatuated with you at that time, I also lost my rationality and tried to establish a love relationship with you in a short time, and our mistakes would not happen."

"Even if, as you say, I used to see you as a responsibility, it's a responsibility I have to take." Qin Yan replied. Qin Qian looked at him for a moment, then shook his head with a smile, but the smile was bitter. "But you know what? I would rather see you tell me the truth than you are responsible for me. Maybe at that moment I will hate you and blame you, but this pain will eventually pass, and finally I can see how you are really happy Do you know? Your happiness is what I really want to see. "

Qin Yan pursed his lips and looked directly at Qin Qian with a profound but incomprehensible nourishing spirit.

"To love a person is not to possess, but to see him live happily is what he wants most from the bottom of his heart." Qin Qian said.

Qin Yan did not open his mouth. He seemed to acquiesce in everything Qin Qian said.

Qin Yan's reaction is within Qin Qian's expectation. She smiles again, but turns her face away to prevent him from seeing the injury in her eyes. "If I know that your meeting with me was just a mistake, then when my parents in law come to me, I will never promise to be with you for two years. As early as the autistic condition of the child gets better, I will leave the Qin family." Qin Qian said, light tone, sounds like a fruitNo hesitation.

Qin Yan finally said, "so, what do you want to do?"

"End the mistake and start again. After all, you and I are young."

"End error?"

"Yes." Qin Qian turned back and adjusted his mood. "You have more responsible people, more caring people, more compensation people. You should go back to her."

"Do you really think so?" Qin Yan's eyes were gloomy. "Yes, it's my sincere thought." Qin Qian said to Qin Yan, "we shouldn't be tied together because of a mistake. This has bound you and me As I said just now, we are still young. In the future, I may meet someone better than you Therefore, you should not delay my life because I don't want to waste my time on someone who doesn't love me. "

Qin Yan didn't respond, but looked at Qin Qian without expression. "I want you to be happy, too, instead of pretending to be happy with me." How did Qin Qian say to Qin Yan that she retreated to the lowest position and said what she should not have said. "You should go back to find an ran. She has been waiting for you all the time. You have failed her once. You should not let her down again..." When Qin Qian finished speaking, the surroundings suddenly became very quiet.

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