Chapter 1041

They can't selfishly deprive Shan Yan of his happiness.

The mother-in-law said painfully, "is that how to let go of that woman?"

She took a deep breath to stop the pain in her chest. "Isn't it the best result for us if Shan Yan can be happy?"

"What do you do?" The mother-in-law choked, "do you want you to give up Shan Yan like this?"

She looked at Xiao Xi's sleeping face and tried to keep herself calm, though tears were falling. "If I can't make Shan Yan remember the past, I have no choice Because I won't take Shan Yan's happiness as the price for my revenge on Linda

Mother in law sobbed uncontrollably, but tightly covered her mouth for fear of waking Xiao Xi.

She gave Xiao Xi another kiss on her forehead, then left the chair and helped her mother-in-law's wheelchair. "Let's go and let Xiao Xi have a good rest. I'll go and hold Xiaobei."

The mother-in-law took her hand. "Su Mo, I'm sorry, mom just wanted you to leave Shan Yan Now mom knows that you are really good to Shan. "

She controlled the tears in her eyes to keep them from falling. "I'm not good It has never been a lucky thing for Shan Yan to meet me in his life... "

I don't want to be grateful to you when you meet my mother-in-law

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At night, sleeping in Xiao Xi's room, looking at the sleeping Xiao Xi and Xiao Bei, she finally allowed herself to shed tears freely.

Why is it that she and Shan Yan still have such a result?

Is it really doomed from the beginning that she and Shan Yan will not have an end?

But if God has doomed them to be like this, why let them have two such lovely children?

How can they be worthy of their two children

They owe so much to their two children

What should she do?

"Xiao Xi, Xiao Bei You tell mommy, what should Mommy do? " Only now when she is alone can she show her sadness and helplessness, because in this way, she won't let the people around her worry about her

Both children were sleeping peacefully and did not respond to her.

She sniffed gently to avoid waking the two children. "Mommy can't live without your father, but your father can't remember Mommy now What to do? "

The sudden ringing of the mobile phone blocked her sadness. She wiped away her tears and forced herself to be strong. She picked up the mobile phone on the bedside table.

When she saw that the mobile phone number displayed on the screen was Shan Yan's, she had already guessed that it was Linda calling with the previous mobile phone number of Shan Yan.

No wonder she couldn't get through to Shan Yan's cell phone before, because Linda asked Shan Yan to change her mobile phone, and after she came back, she used the previous number again.

"How shameless you are This is the first thing she said after answering the phone.

She tried to control her emotions and not to show weakness in front of Linda at the moment.

Linda's voice came from the other end. "I know I'm shameless and I know I'm guilty, but I won't regret it. Even if I didn't get together with Shan Yan or I got a bad ending in the end, I won't regret it."

"So even if Guan Yumo asked you to go back this time to investigate your responsibility, you would not regret it?" She asked grimly.

Linda replied, "what kind of person are you? I know very well that if you investigate my responsibility when I go back this time, I will certainly bear the general result of purgatory But I don't regret it. "

"Why?" She couldn't understand. She knew that it would be a way of no return, but she had to choose. "Why?" Linda first gave me a silly smile, and then said coldly, "because I love Shan Yan. If I can get his love even for a short time in my life, I will be satisfied. Besides, he has given me a lot of care and indulgence I want these days Therefore, even if you are investigating my responsibility, I have no regrets. "

"Have you ever thought that even if you get all this, it's not true You're just building an illusory dream, and in order to build it, you destroy your own future She shook her head sadly.

Linda continued to smile calmly. "I think you've heard this sentence - don't care about eternity, just care about having it. For me, having this once owned is enough..."

"I can't understand..."

"Of course you can't understand, because you have always been an unsatisfied person. It's a pity that God has treated you so favorably that you have met such an excellent Jiang Jun and made such an excellent Shan Yan love you I'm very kind to you

"It's just your understanding..."

Linda snorted coldly and said with a smile, "Su Mo, don't you think you are so noble. Have you forgotten that you once wanted to recover Jiang Jun and did so many despicable things?"

"I...""All the people said that you were hoodwinked and used by Huo Yutong at that time. But if you really have no jealousy in your heart, you will be hoodwinked and used by Huo Yutong?"

Her heart was clouded by the thought of what she had done in the past. "If I can, I'm willing to pay what I deserve for what I've done in the past." "Come on, you are a man given by God, and God will not really give you hardship You see, you hurt Qingyou, Qingyou still regards you as a good friend. You have refused Shan Yan for so many years, and Shan Yan is still around you for so many years. You should really feel that you must have accumulated a lot of virtue in your last life, and you will meet so many kind people in this life... " Linda sneered mercilessly.

Her heart ached. "So that's why you took Shan Yan away from me?"

Linda lost her voice and laughed, "you are not worthy to be with Shan Yan. I am the woman who can do everything for Shan Yan If God is willing to give me a chance, I will take good care of Shan Yan all his life, and I will make him the happiest person

Linda's first words made her speechless and closed her eyes painfully. Linda continued, "I know you will go to Shan Yan's side and try to remind him of the past But I tell you, no matter what you do, he can't remember you, because I have completely deleted all the memories about you in his mind, and he can't remember your past any more... "

There was a stab in her heart. "Why do you do this because you don't think I'm worthy of following the orders?" Linda said with a smile, "you are wrong. All I want is that Shan yanneng will always remember me Even if I leave this world, his heart will always contain me... "

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