Chapter 1031

She thought that if she and Shan Yan had a daughter, they would be as lovely as Lu Jingzhi's daughter.

She had planned to give birth to a daughter for Shan Yan, because she liked her daughter very much. She had planned to do it in silence before

Unfortunately

A burst of sour nose again. "What's her name?"

Lu Jingzhi looked at his daughter lovingly. "Lu Yixin."

"One heart..." She said it in a low voice, and then said from the bottom of her heart, "that's a good name."

"She's not afraid of me at all When I held her for the first time When he said these words, Lu Jingzhi's mouth was full of contentment.

She chuckled. "Of course, you are her father. It's a natural blood relationship..."

Lu Jingzhi gave her daughter a kiss on the cheek. "You see, she's been looking at you all the time..."

She looked at the child's fleshy face. "She's probably wondering how someone is lying down without sleeping..."

Lu Jingzhi's gaze was withdrawn from her daughter's face and looked at her. Her eyes were gloomy for a moment. "I don't know why, I always have a premonition that you will not die..."

"Is it?" She said with a faint smile, "it's a pity that your premonition can't come true."

Lu Jingzhi said quietly, "my premonition has never been wrong."

She closed her eyes slowly. "I don't know why. I'm so tired."

"It's your lack of sleep that makes you worse, so you need a good rest now." Lu Jingzhi responded.

"I don't want to be hospitalized I don't want to spend the last moment in the hospital. I want to go to the villa so that I can at least see the beautiful snow in the wild She asked.

Lu Jingzhi did not refuse. "If you have a good rest in the hospital for two days, I will take you out of the hospital However, if the doctor finds a way to treat you, I will still send you to the hospital for surgery. "

"I refuse." She was very aware of her physical condition. She was like a withering flower, and could not live

"Your refusal is invalid, because I will not watch you die." Lu Jingzhi replied.

She had no strength to beg him any more, and soon she went back to sleep.

……

Two days later, my body was a little better, in her strong request, Lu Jingzhi sent her back to the villa.

New York is still snowing, and the snow outside the villa is more and more charming.

She has no more strength to stand in front of the French windows, can only sit on the sofa looking at the scenery outside, accompanied by her daughter Lu Jingzhi.

Lu Jingzhi's daughter is very clever, sitting in the pram, playing with the toys on the pram attentively. At a glance, she knows that she must be a very quiet daughter when she grows up.

Lu Jingzhi seems to really love this daughter. As long as he comes home, he almost holds his daughter in his hand.

For example, as soon as Lu Jingzhi got home, he immediately took off his windbreaker covering his suit. He picked up his daughter from the pram and gave him a few hard kisses. "Xiaomi, do you miss daddy?"

Lu Yixin seemed to have a feeling and giggled at his father.

This has attracted Lu Jingzhi's affection and kisses her again and again.

She looked at her father and daughter and said with a smile, "no wonder they all say that their daughter is the lover of his father's last life. It seems that father loves his daughter more."

Lu Jingzhi sat down on the sofa with his daughter in his arms. "I don't know why. I just want to come back and look at her as long as I have time."

"That's how parents feel, always thinking about their children." She also miss Xiao Xi and Xiao Bei, but she knows that her mother-in-law will take care of Xiao Xi and Xiao Bei. Lu Jingzhi looked at her, his face slightly heavy. "Through consultation with top doctors in other countries, several doctors think that the only way for you to do heart surgery is to have heart surgery. However, there are no patients who have successfully undergone heart surgery twice in the world. Moreover, in your weak state, I'm afraid the operation has not been successful, and you will die in the process of operation So the doctor's advice to me is to let you do what you want to do and have a good time

"You don't need to waste your effort," I said She answered calmly.

In fact, she was ready to die. Just before she died, she really wanted to hear from Shan Yan, but Jiang Jun never called her. It seems that they still haven't found Shan Yan

"But I don't think you can't do heart surgery. You know, the doctor has concluded that you can't bear it. It's just a prediction. You may not be able to survive..."

"Don't deceive yourself. Doctors usually don't give me a verdict."

Lu Jingzhi lowered his eyes. "I know, but everyone has potential. Who can be 100% sure you can't make it? Even if your good friend didn't say anything, experts once decided that he might never wake up. Finally, he was awakened by his wife... "

"Miracles are not for everyone." She is not a pessimist, but she knows that there are not so many miracles in the world."If Shan Yan is with you, is there a possibility of miracles?" Lu Jingzhi said suddenly.

She was stunned for a moment. "What do you want to do?"

Lu Jingzhi replied in a deep voice, "I've been thinking a lot these two days. I think I'm wrong..."

She was not surprised by Lu Jingzhi's introspection and said happily, "you are indeed wrong. You have been wrong for a long time. It's not like this to love someone..."

"If I didn't get along with you these days, I might never understand." Lu Jingzhi is truthful.

She sighed, "it's too late for you to understand..."

"It's not too late. As long as you can live well, I promise that no one will disturb your relationship with Shan Yan any more." Lu Jingzhi solemnly promised.

She said with a sad smile, "in fact, many times these days I have felt that I have gone to another world So, I really feel that death is very close to me

"If Shan Yan is around you, there may be miracles in everything..."

"Don't..." She shook her head, because of her weakness, some difficulties. "I don't want him to see me die, because I know what kind of pain it will be for him..."

Lu Jingzhi looked at her, and she saw her pale face like paper from her black pupils. She knew that she was not far away from death. "Please, don't tell him If you really feel guilty and owed to me, please accept this last request

Lu Jingzhi did not reply.

Knowing that Lu Jingzhi was hesitating, she continued, "miracles can't happen so easily. Everything can't be restored Please don't let me bring Shan Yan any more pain. "

Lu Jingzhi closed his eyes. "Good I promise you She breathed a sigh of relief and tried to put up a smile on her pale and colorless face. However, she found that there was another suffocation pain in her heart. Before she was about to faint, she tried her best to say, "take me to the snow tomorrow, I don't want to stay indoors..."

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