Chapter 1005

Lu Jingzhi squinted and looked at her carefully. "You mean, if Jiang Jun didn't fall in love with Gu Qingyou at that time, you might have loved Jiang Jun all your life!"

"Yes She replied firmly, "I will never betray my own feelings!"

Lu Jingzhi was silent for a long time, and then said, "do I want to find a way to let Shan Yan give up your feelings for you?"

At this moment, she laughs mockingly. "Do you think you can do it?"

Lu Jingzhi's familiar eyes narrowed into a line, questioning the tunnel, "do you believe in Shan Yan like this?"

Thinking of Shan Yan's feelings for her in the past ten years, she was so happy and satisfied with her smile. "Yes, I know he will always love me, and I will always love him."

The smile on Lu Jingzhi's face became stiff. "If he had nothing, would you follow him?"

"When you have someone you love, you will understand that this question is an idiot's question, because loving someone means that the answer to this question is always yes." She replied calmly.

"But I don't believe it." Lu Jingzhi scattered the stiff smile and resumed his relaxed posture again.

"That's because you don't understand what love is!" Looking at Lu Jingzhi, she said seriously, "to love a person is to share life with each other. Just as the marriage oath says, no matter poverty or wealth, health or disease, they will always accompany each other until they grow old together."

Lu Jingzhi looked at her for a long time without opening his mouth. Finally, he took a sip of whisky and then cast his eyes to the blue sky.

She didn't know what Lu Jingzhi was thinking at the moment, but she knew that she must have moved him, at least let him sink into some meditation at the moment, so she continued, "I advise you to think about Ji Sixi's position in your heart, so as not to regret when you lose her completely one day."

Lu Jingzhi said in a slow voice, "in fact, I have also considered whether I love you, but I always don't know what love is The only thing I know is that I miss the time when I was a child with you, because that's the only warmth I've ever had in my life

"Is it?" She questioned, "I believe many people around you want to give you warmth, but you never give them a chance? Just like Ji Sixi, she always stays by your side, but I believe she can never talk to you well, and the interaction with you is very few. So where does she have the opportunity to warm you? And Qin Yan, your brother. He also cares about you, but you must refuse his concern for you? "

Lu Jingzhi picked up his glass and took a sip of whisky. Then he was infected by alcohol and said in a low voice, "Ji Sixi's concern for me is just to get more things she needs from me. Qin Yan's concern for me is just sympathy for me I'm not rare! "

"But have you ever thought that all this is your conjecture, and maybe their concern for you is from the heart?" I don't know why, she looked at Lu Jingzhi in the sun at the moment, his face without any expression, actually let her see the haze in his heart.

A long time later, Lu Jingzhi turned around and looked at her, saying gently, "it's OK, they are not important to me at all It's enough for me to have your warmth in my life. "

"You --"

she was speechless again.

Lu Jingzhi smiles and raises his glass to touch her. "Go on."

She found that no matter how much she spent, she could not explain Lu Jingzhi. She sighed, and finally had to give up. She took the whisky and took a sip.

Then they were speechless, until she drank all the whiskey in the quilt. At that moment, Lu Jingzhi's eyes still fell on the distant sky. A pair of introverted black eyes did not know what she was thinking. She said, "I have done what you said. Can I go now?"

Miss Su said, "Miss Su didn't even ask her to send you off. She didn't even say anything."

She was stunned and couldn't believe it, but this fact was undoubtedly what she wanted most. So she immediately started to leave, thinking that the gun that Shan Yan asked her to prepare didn't need to be used.

But who would have thought that when she was approaching the elevator, Lu Jingzhi's voice suddenly came, "don't blame me, Su mo I'm just a person abandoned by God, so I will be so selfish

Her pace suddenly stopped, some did not understand what he said, but at the bottom of her heart, there was an ominous premonition.

However, she did not dare to go back to ask him the meaning of this remark, for fear that he would change his mind at any time, so she quickened the pace of leaving.

"Su Mo --"

No, Lu Jingzhi's voice came again. This time, she thought Lu Jingzhi wanted to change her mind, because she had already reached the elevator door. As long as she opened the elevator door and entered the elevator, she could leave. So she instinctively took the gun out of her bag and turned to the person calling her.

"Don't come here!"

Lu Jingzhi obviously didn't expect that she had a gun on her body. Her eyebrows wrinkled, but she soon recovered to calm.And she also found that he did not want to do anything to him, his bodyguard is still far away from them, he just took off his suit coat.

The suit and coat reminded her of so many cold days. He took off his coat to keep her warm.

"I didn't expect you still had a gun. It seems that if I don't let you go, you will let me eat bullets..." Lu Jingzhi said with a smile.

She held the gun tightly and, according to Shan Yanjiao's instructions, aimed at Lu Jingzhi. Her fingers were always in the trigger position, ready to pull at any time. "Don't get close to me, or I'll shoot!"

Lu Jingzhi looked at the black muzzle with no fear and said, "you think too much. I just want you to put on a coat before you go. I'm afraid you will catch cold."

"I don't need your care!" She said coldly.

Nevertheless, Lu Jingzhi came to her and put his suit and coat on her. "Even if I hate it, I'd better wear it. Otherwise, how can you accompany Shan Yan to fight with me?"

Every second Lu Jingzhi touches her, she wants to pull the trigger, but in the end, she still doesn't do it, and Lu Jingzhi doesn't do any extra action, just puts her suit coat on her body.

She saw Lu Jingzhi take his hand back into his pocket and slowly put the gun down.

"Go on I watched you go Lu Jingzhi said with a smile.

Ignoring Lu Jingzhi's smile, she went straight into the elevator that had opened the door, holding the gun tightly in her hand and keeping alert at any time.

Until the elevator door was closed, she finally believed that Lu Jingzhi had not embarrassed her

Finally, she walked out of the j Hotel unharmed.

However, at the gate of the hotel, she originally said she would come to pick her up in person, but she didn't see her. Only Qin Kai was standing by the car waiting for her.

She asked suspiciously, "where's Shan Yan?"

Qin Kai said, "Miss Su, something is wrong..."

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