Chapter 891

Qingyou accompanied her back to the ward.

Shan Yan is still sitting on the edge of the bed, holding Xiao Xi's hand and kissing the back of his hand from time to time.

He obviously wants to sleep, and Xiao Xi in his dream can sleep soundly, knowing that his father is around.

Qingyou leaves the ward with her mother-in-law and aunt Qu, leaving time and space for her and Shan Yan.

Although she was deeply aggrieved, she was very clear that this was indeed her negligence. She apologized and said, "I'm sorry, I won't be so careless in the future..."

Shan Yan did not respond.

She took back her gaze and was ready to leave, fearing that he did not want to see her.

Don't want to, she turned the moment, Shan Yan gentle voice came, "the person who should apologize is me, just what I said, I hope you don't go to the bottom of my heart, I'm just angry for a moment."

She was in place, her chest as if simmered by his words, full of pain. "Never mind, I know."

Finally, she came to the bedspread and left with a sigh. "I solemnly apologize for what happened Sorry, I shouldn't have said that to you

She lowered her head and did not dare to look at him because her eyes were covered with a thin layer of water mist, but she could not control the choking in her throat. "Xiao Xi is my child. He is sick, and no one is more miserable than me..."

"I'm sorry." Shan Yan held her in his arms and let her lean on his firm chest.

She looked up at him. "I hope you know that although I didn't want to face Xiao Xi at that time, I loved him very much from the moment I learned that I had him "

" is that true? " Shan Yan frowned slightly. "I thought your love for Xiao Xi was after Xiao Xi was born."

She shook her head vigorously. "Not so No matter what the situation was, I only knew that Xiao Xi was my child and he was innocent... "

Shan Yan raised his hand and gently wiped the tears from the corner of her eyes. "I'm sorry, I misunderstood you. I thought you didn't expect this kid in the first place..."

She slowly closed her eyes and sobbed, "no one loves him more than I do..."

Shan Yan pressed her head into his arms and let her tears and snot wipe on his expensive shirt. "It seems that we really had a lot of misunderstandings in the past."

"Yes, I have never known you in depth before..." She answered, sobbing.

"Oh?"

She slowly withdrew from Shan Yan's arms, and her moist eyes looked at him. "You have never explained anything to me in the past, so many facts I don't know at all It's like what you did to me was not to threaten me, but to help me. "

Shan Yan's voice rusted for a minute and looked at her closely, "how do you know?"

She replied truthfully, "the U.S. prison has already sent me the last picture of my father before he died There's a scene where you visit dad

Shan Yan was surprised and picked a little at the tip of his eyebrow, "so..."

"I've known that I've been wrong about you for so many years Just, why didn't you explain it to me in the past? " She asked him, choking.

Shan Yan looked at her, her dark eyes like the deep pool under the waterfall. "Because in the past, even if I explain to you clearly, it is meaningless. Your heart is in Jiang Jun's place, which will not change."

"At least I won't be so hostile to you, at least..."

Seeing her pause for a moment, Shan Yan asked seriously, "at least what?"

She lowered her head and didn't say.

Shan Yan seemed to have guessed something and said, "if I had explained it to you at that time, would you have tried to put Jiang Jun down?"

"I..."

In fact, what she just wanted to say is "at least she will try to put down Jiang Jun".

Yes, if she had known the truth, she would have done it!

Because she was Xiao Xi's father, and he helped her and Jiang Jun. even if she didn't love him at that time, she would force herself to put down Jiang Jun and try to accept him

Well, she won't know until this late that he is so good that she can be cared for by him. What a happy thing

Unfortunately, it's too late now.

Seeing that she didn't reply, Shan Yan chuckled sadly, "you won't, will you? Because to this day, the person in your heart is still Jiang Jun.... "

She wanted to answer him truthfully, but she hesitated to think that he had Ji Sixi now.

The corner of Shan Yan's mouth lifted up, and his voice was a little sad. "I said it right, didn't I?"

"I..."

Does he really want to hear her answer? Does that mean he still cares about her?

"Why, is that a difficult question to answer?"

It's not mine She finally broke through all the struggles and hesitations in her heart and blurted out, "I have told Jiang Jun that he has already..."

Unfortunately, a ring on her mobile phone interrupted what she said at the moment.It was Shan Yan's cell phone that rang.

And this voice also makes Xiao Xi in deep sleep move for a while, she sees this, quickly sits to the edge of the bed, gently pats Xiao Xi's shoulder, let him be able to sleep peacefully.

Shan Yan immediately took his mobile phone out of his suit pocket and walked out of the ward to answer the phone.

See Xiao Xi sleep again, she immediately went to him, ready to just finish the words with him clearly.

In the garden at the end of the corridor, she found him.

He was still on the phone, and his voice was very gentle. At that moment, she had already intuitively called Ji Sixi.

Sure enough --

"Xiao Xi has entered the hospital, and I will stay at home these days Take care of yourself. I'll see you when you're free. "

At that moment, the hope she had just kindled, such as being quenched by cold water, her heart was suddenly cold, so she turned around He left quickly, for fear that he would just look back and see her.

She trotted all the way into the ward and leaned weakly against the door.

The transplanted heart, at this moment, was so painful that she had to cover her chest.

She was glad that she didn't have time to tell him the whole story, otherwise she would be really disgraced at the moment

People now have a woman they like. What else would she like to do?

This will only show that she is too inferior

Once he loved her all the time, but she didn't care about it. Now she has nothing and is helpless. But she comes to tell him. How can he believe it? What's more, he already has people he likes

It seems that she really shouldn't think more about her and him

For him, she has passed away. If she wants to get involved in feelings with him, it is just entanglement

He has ruined ten years on her. She should really give him a quiet and beautiful life

As for her feelings for him, she can only be buried in the bottom of her heart, never be known by him

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