Chapter 636

"Yes, but all of us are confident that if we don't speak, we will wake up. It's just time." Gu Qingyou is firm.

"I will also wish que Yan to wake up early in my heart." At dusk.

Gu Qingyou smiles quietly and takes a sip of coffee. "It's just hard for ya Ru. She goes to the hospital to take care of Que Yan and her children every day. Last time I saw her in France, she has lost a lot of weight..."

Mu Ying responded, "but I think that even if she works hard like this, she won't feel hard, because she will be happy if she can accompany her beloved and take care of him."

Gu Qingyou nodded, "so I didn't persuade her to give up. I always encouraged her, and she would wake up if she didn't say anything."

"That's right. If the people around you show no hope, how can she be supported by faith alone?" Mu Ying replied.

Gu Qingyou suddenly looks at twilight Ying, for a long time did not speak.

Twilight Ying doubts Gu Qingyou's such vision and asks, "what's the matter?"

Gu Qingyou replied calmly, "I think this time I see you is very different from before You are calm and clear-cut. All your logic is a mature person. "

"Twilight Ying chuckles," so I used to give you the feeling is a headstrong and domineering lady? "

Gu Qingyou followed with a smile, "is a willful domineering but not bad nature of the big miss."

"In fact, I'm very strange. At that time, I did so many bad things to you and Jiang Jun, but you didn't know that I was ready to make atonement afterwards. Why could you still be friends with me and not care about me? And I don't think I'm bad at heart? " Twilight Ying asked the bottom of my heart has been confused.

"At that time, I didn't know you were for Guan Yumo. I thought you were for Jiang Jun. of course, no matter who it was for, I thought you were a poor man, because everything you did was because you loved that person too much, and there was nothing wrong with loving a person, but your method was wrong In the end, since no one else is involved, why should I embarrass you, a poor man Gu Qingyou answered earnestly and truthfully.

After hearing this, twilight Ying fell into a moment of thinking, and then she said, "my brother is quite right. Your tolerance, kindness and magnanimity are beyond the reach of ordinary people. You should know, how can anyone think about hurting the other party when they encounter such a thing?"

Gu Qingyou shook his head with a smile, "then you also looked up to me. At that time, although I sympathized with you, I also felt that you were extreme..."

Mu Ying chooses to listen patiently.

"I didn't know that it was so difficult and inexplicable that you wanted to marry a person you love when you met you at the economic company that Yaru was preparing to apply for in London. I thought it was so difficult and inexplicable that you wanted to marry a person you loved. I felt that you were a young lady, and that all your extreme actions were just because you wanted to break through the cage that has been holding you I'll let you go later. " Gu Qingyou slowly tunnel.

"Dusk Ying eyes color slightly heavy," but that day before you let go, you have let people help me. "

Gu Qingyou calmly replied, "anyone will help you at that moment, because at that time you are just a weak woman."

Evening Ying shook her head, "not all people will help me, because others are also afraid of trouble, and you, as a person who has been hurt by me, at that time, it is kind to choose to look on coldly at that time, but finally help me. You can only say that you are kind-hearted."

Gu Qingyou looks down at the coffee in his hand and smiles faintly. "In fact, I can't talk about being kind-hearted, because I also have many secrets. You don't know. Who can say that my tolerance to others is not atonement for myself?"

Twilight Ying micro frown, "you mean you have not saved your own children that matter?"

Mention of this matter, Gu Qingyou clear pupil Mou passes a trace of sadness. "Although people around me can understand me in the end, I know that I had a chance to save an innocent little life."

"Evening Ying serious way," this matter is not in you, if really waist blame right and wrong, it is also to blame on the body of summer morning, because she first hurt your child. "

Gu Qingyou took a deep breath. "Even so, I did choose to give up my child in order to get a stable life in the future This is my eternal sin, and it is also the eternal pain in my heart. "

"It's just your helplessness." The evening is soothing.

Gu Qingyou suddenly raised his head and gazed at twilight Ying and said seriously, "Jun told me that he learned that Guan Yumo had something threatening me and that you disclosed the recording of the doctor in the hospital. So, have you heard the recording of that doctor?"

Dusk Ying nods.

Gu Qingyou held his breath and asked in low sand, "can you tell me what the doctor's recording says? The doctor said the child could have been saved? "

Evening Ying hesitated for a moment in the bottom of her heart, and finally nodded her head truthfully. "Maybe you don't know that when you were sent to the hospital, the child was still tenacious alive, but because you were sent to your hospital too late, if you were a little earlier, even a few minutes earlier, the child might be able to keep..."

Gu Qingyou was sitting on the back of his chair, his eyes were red. "He is indeed a tenacious little life, but I, a mother, gave up on him...""The doctor judged that you had a chance to save the child according to your bleeding situation..."

"What do you say?"

According to the doctor's reply in the recording, "you didn't have a lot of bleeding at that time, which means that your abdominal pain has started very early, but you have been suffering from abdominal pain until you can't bear to come back to the hospital, which shows that you didn't plan to go to the hospital the first time..."

Gu Qing closed his eyes with deep pain, and his throat was slightly choked. "The doctor was right. At that time, the abdominal pain had started very early. I also had a premonition that as long as I went to the hospital in time, I could rescue the child, but I still told myself cruelly that the child could not be saved..."

Twilight Ying reaches out and gently grasps Gu Qingyou's cold hand. "At that time, you had no choice. If Jiang Jun didn't make up his mind to destroy the summer morning, you could not rely on Jiang Jun's protection With the protection of Jiang Jun, you can treat Ms. Bi Shufen, and you can repay your mother's debts at that time. You don't have to live a life of fear every day Because you have been living a non human life all the time, your heart is so eager to live a stable life. "

Gu Qingyou slowly opened his eyes, eyes have a thin layer of water mist. "I don't want to make any excuses for myself. I just want my children to rest in heaven."

Twilight Ying looks at her. "You believe me, other people may not be able to do better than you In fact, you always keep your original intention, but life gives you too much helplessness

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