Chapter 522

After a long silence, Gu Qingyou replied, "Ya Ru, my marriage with Jiang Jun may have come to an end."

"What?"

Ya Ru breathed out in surprise and found that Mu Mu twisted her body because of her voice. She quickly covered her mouth and changed it into a low voice, "quiet, are you kidding me?"

Gu Qingyou covered the quilt for mu, and then answered, "Ya Ru, do you remember me asking you, what kind of person am I in your heart?"

Ya Ru was nervous and held her breath. "Remember, I said you were tough and kind-hearted at that time."

With a light smile, Gu Qingyou left the bedside and stood in front of the bay window of the children's room, looking at the garden dimly lit outside.

Ya Ru comes over and looks at Gu Qingyou with a worried face.

Gu Qingyou stroked his stomach and slowly opened his mouth. "If I tell you that I don't think the same as you think, I'm not as good as you think, do you believe it?"

Ya Ru immediately laughed and said, "don't be kidding. I've known you for so long. I don't know what kind of person you are."

Gu Qingyou turned around and looked at ya Ru. After a long silence, he said softly, "yes, you don't know, because even if you are my best friend, you may not know me."

"Qingyou, why do you say that?" Ya Ru feels inexplicable panic and gently holds Gu Qingyou's arms. "Don't say that. I'll be really scared by you."

Gu Qingyou calmly shook his head and seriously said, "in fact, I am not as good as you think. If you know what I have done, you will be very disappointed with me."

Ya Ru was stunned and laughed, "how can I be disappointed, I..."

"Do you remember Ji Yuchen?" Gu Qingyou suddenly asked.

Yaru was stunned because she didn't hear the name for a long time, and then she replied, "of course, he used to live next door to Aunt Shu's house, and helped you beat the underworld who came to collect money from you many times Oh, I still remember that he was very handsome. At that time, he meant to pursue you. Unfortunately, I was busy on the show and didn't ask you specifically Later, you told me that you had made a deal with Jiang Jun, but you didn't mention that person again. I thought that person was probably out of action... "

Gu Qingyou slowly closed his eyes, the voice of micro sand said, "in fact, I have been in contact with him."

"Have you been with me?" Yaru was stunned again.

Gu Qingyou closed his eyes for a long time. "Yes, I have been with him Later, I broke up with him because ye Shuo came to me to make a deal with Jiang Jun

Jaru was shocked. "Why are you You haven't mentioned it to me before? Aunt Shu has never said... "

Gu Qingyou replied truthfully, "at that time, I originally intended to tell you, but I didn't associate with him for long. Ye Shuo came to me and I broke up with him. After that, I thought that since I had separated my hand, there was no need to mention it to you again As for Aunt Shu, she was in hospital at that time, and I didn't tell her, so she didn't know... "

"Why did you have a boyfriend Do you still have a deal with President Jiang? " Ya Ru shakes her head and seems to be unable to understand it.

Gu Qingyou finally opened his eyes, but his eyes were slightly lax and obscure, "because at that time, I only wanted to get the money for the transaction, and I didn't love Ji Yuchen. I was with him, always using him to protect me and aunt Shu."

Ya Ru hears it, her eyes twinkle and stays in place for a long time.

Next, Gu Qingyou tells Ya Ru about Ji Yuchen's finding her a few days ago, and confesses that she never rescued her and Jiang Jun's children in the face of death

These facts of course in exchange for ya Ru's longer silence, she has been looking at Gu Qingyou, but do not know what to say.

Gu Qingyou has done all the psychological preparation before deciding to be frank with ya Ru. At this moment, she calmly said to ya Ru in silence, "now you know Why do I say I'm not as good as you think? "

Ya Ru's eyes quickly turned red and lowered her head. "Why didn't you tell me when you were in such a tough situation..."

Gu Qingyou choked, "because I owe you a lot. If I continue to ask you for help, it will only be a bottomless hole I've already implicated aunt Shu, and I don't want to trouble you any more. "

Jarou shook her head hard and looked at the sky blue window. "You did wrong, you know? You shouldn't trade with President Jiang at that time, because you choose to trade with him, you are doomed to break up with Ji Yuchen, and you are also doomed to After that, they should not help their children because they have chosen a way to betray their personality

Speaking of this, Yaru paused, and then said, "from the moment you choose to break up with Ji Yuchen, you have betrayed your personality."

Gu Qingyou's chest aches and his wide eyes stare at the light blue ceiling above his head for a long time. "I know, I always knew that I had chosen the wrong way, but I didn't choose I don't want to make use of a person I don't love. I don't want to hurt aunt Shu any more. I don't want to be squeezed by my mother Qu Liyuan and live a life of never turning over... "

Hearing that, Ya Ru hugs Gu Qingyou gently and lifts her hand to wipe away the tears from the corner of Gu Qingyou's eyes. "So, Jiang always can't forgive you because of the children's affairs?"Referring to Jiang Jun, Gu Qingyou's chest is filled with intense pain. She looks at ya Ru vaguely, "even if it's you, it's hard to understand what I did at that time, isn't it?"

Hearing that, elegance is like silence.

Gu Qingyou turned his face to one side, then raised his hand to wipe away the tears on his face.

"Quiet, I don't understand, I just..." Ya Ru apologetically opened her mouth, but she didn't know how to say it. She was so distressed by Gu Qingyou's tears at the moment.

Gu Qing said, "you don't need to comfort me Even I can't forgive myself, let alone you. "

Ya Ru once again held Gu Qingyou's arms tightly and said in a soft voice, "but no matter what, I know you are not a cruel woman or a vain woman. You have always been the woman in my heart who is tough and soft inside and kind-hearted. Your past decisions are just forced by helplessness..."

Gu Qingyou tried her best to open her eyes and stop the tears from condensing in her eyes. She took a deep breath and kept calm and said, "no matter what reason I have, I killed my own child. It's a fact."

Ya Ru quickly comforted, "maybe it's not your fault at all, because it was the summer morning that hurt you first. Maybe even if you tried to keep this child, you could not keep it..."

"It's just an excuse, because I didn't want to keep the baby for the first time." Gu Qingyou's pathetic voice said truthfully.

Ya Ru couldn't help sobbing, "but it's not your fault. Your fate is so cruel that it doesn't give you a good way to go Even if Mr. Jiang blames you, he shouldn't divorce you. "

Gu Qingyou sniffed sour nose and gently said, "you misunderstood me. He didn't intend to divorce me. In fact, from his choice to go to London, I knew that he would not divorce me. But Mrs. Jiang didn't come back on her birthday today, and let me know that he would not love me any more even if his marriage and I were preserved..."

"Why do you say that?" Ya Ru asked suspiciously.

Gu Qingyou's throat is tight, "because I sent him a text message before."

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