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"Jian'er, be good and sit for a while. When I've fed my sister, I'll hug you, okay?" Blowing soup, quickly sent to the crying mouth, she looked at me tearfully, sometimes with a guarded look.

What a child, it makes me both angry and amused.

"Take this child to the palace. The empress's body isn't convenient to take care of right now, so …" He looked at me meaningfully.

I knew he was waiting for me to ask him for something, so I nodded.

He raised his proud brow and said, "What?"

"Me." What are you asking him for?

"What?" He raised his chin. "Don't think that I will know everything if you don't tell me. Yun Zhiqiu, what do you want?"

"Your majesty, please allow me to leave the cold palace. I'm a wet nurse in the palace, so I can bring along my baby and the eldest prince."

He laughed so hard there were tears in his eyes. He glanced at my chest.

Am I, alas, not the nurse with the child? Why do you have to look so dubious? You don't have to feed them.

He impolitely laughed out loud. "Nanny, Nanny."

His bad nature was indeed exposed, and I was so ashamed that I wanted to find a hole to hide in.

Seeing that I ignored him, I started to cry.

When the two of them started crying, I didn't know how to take care of them anymore. I simply put the child on the ground and said, "Alright, you guys fight. Whoever wins will leave."

He walked over and looked directly at me, ignoring a crying child who was lying on the ground. "Come to my side and take care of the eldest prince. As for this, I will take care of it for the people in the palace."

I shook my head. "That won't do. Something will happen."

"She got what she deserved." He snorted coldly.

I didn't want to hear his heartless words, so I said, "Your majesty, shouldn't we change the medicine?"

He hugged Xu with one hand and said sullenly, "I just changed it."

"Eunuch Chen did not tell me." Even if he were the emperor, he would still have the nerve to lie.

"You should also believe the words of that eunuch, Eunuch Chen. You're extremely stupid." He snorted coldly.

I heaved a sigh of relief and chuckled. "I care about you. I must see your injuries. No matter how painful they are, you can still expose them to me."

The way he looked at me was also as gentle as water. The crying sound became distant and there was a burning sensation in his eyes, but in the end, he sighed lightly and said dejectedly, "Yun Zhiqiu, what do you want from me? "If you don't want what I can give you, what else can I give you?"

He was the Emperor. He could give away a lot of things, but there were some things that he couldn't.

I chuckled. "When I said that I cared about you, I didn't lie. What I wanted was to bring two children with me to your side and not go anywhere." If this is fate, then I'll take it.

I don't want to hurt anyone, and I don't want to cause any more trouble.

Xia Junchang in the northwest, and Lin Luoshui far away, for a long time they thought their lives had returned to their former tranquility.

He stared at the crying girl. "Can't you leave her?"

"If you throw away something, or make yourself easier, can you forgive the mistakes of your people? Can't you be gentle with a child? You don't know that when she is asleep, she is always very uneasy, always opening her eyes to look, only when she feels someone will she be able to sleep peacefully, not because she is young, but because the child is very young but she can also know a lot, if you touch her hand, she will look at you and then stop crying. " I looked at him imploringly.

However, he just pursed his lips and didn't say anything. I encouraged him, "Let me take it. Really, I care about you, I don't want you to have any regrets in the future. No matter what, your blood flows in her body.

He tapped my hand with his right hand.

"How could I? What I said was the truth." I also thought that the more I spoke, the more I could speak.

He sighed again and said faintly, "Why is it that you keep saying that you care about me?"

Didn't he like it? This sentence seemed to be omnipotent.

He stood up and said, "I hope that what you said is true, and I am willing to believe you. Sometimes, the more beautiful a flower is, the more poisonous it is.

He had changed a lot. Although he was usually cold and proud, he still carried some of his nervousness and self-confidence with him.

I'd rather believe that I care about him. How many sighs did he have when he said this?

Baby is a vinegar barrel, do not like me to see too much, even more do not like me to hug him, can only wait for her to fall asleep, then go to hug him, look at his soft face, kiss full of saliva: "Jiji, miss me? "Good, good, good, what an intelligent child. You can still remember me at such a young age. When you grow up, you will definitely have a great achievement."

He looked up at me and his gaze fell on Xu. "Xu is really smart."

Eunuch Chen carried the medicine over, and his gentle face began to turn malevolent.

It was a good thing that Eunuch Chen left in a hurry. The medicine was heavy in my hand. I walked towards him. My scalp was numb. I pretended to be relaxed as I said, "Your majesty, the medicine has been changed."

"Nope." These two words were said with gritted teeth.

"Xu, look. Your royal father is so afraid of pain, not changing medicines even if he's injured. Shame on him."

"Shame." He spat out a word, revealing a small smile with a few teeth.

His face darkened as he looked at me. "You can go back now."

"Is it really that painful?" I sighed. "It's just a pain in the flesh, but you can't bear it. If you don't change the medicine, you'll be in pain for a few more days."

He didn't say anything. I changed my method and said in a sad tone, "I know that you purposely punished yourself. You felt that you were being too harsh on me, that I was suffering in the cold palace and that you were feeling bad, so you hurt yourself and let yourself suffer with me. You don't want to change the medicine, but want to suffer a little longer."

He couldn't help but shout out, "Come and change the medicine." Then he mumbled, "What a woman. But you can guess what I'm thinking."

I smiled and carefully rolled up his sleeve, seeing that the swelling had subsided, and with a light touch he wanted to shrink again.

Afraid that he might bite my shoulder, he said lightly, "When I fell and got hurt, even if I bled, I wouldn't cry. My mother told me that if I fell and I had to get up on my own, I had to wipe my own tears. If I couldn't learn to grow up, if I couldn't learn to live with it, I would be injured for the rest of my life. "Men are stronger than women. Men are least afraid of pain and least afraid of pain. If you bleed and don't cry, you become a man."

"Are you done yet? Trembling." Annoyed, he called out, "Change the medicine and talk too much, Nanny."

I drugged him so hard that he gasped.

Who asked him to call me a wet nurse? If I knew, I would have said I was a maid. I was stupid enough to think that a wet nurse was the only one who could have a baby, and I don't know how many times I made him laugh.

"I feel that you need to properly make up for it." He looked at me vaguely and smiled.

"Your Majesty's hand doesn't look to be in much pain. Here, take the medicine." He had used all of his strength to wipe it off, causing him to break out in a cold sweat from the pain. I was still laughing. "Your majesty, do you want to rub it now to speed up the process of getting better?"

"If you dare, I will make you regret it." He kept trying to pull his hand back, and I kept pulling.

"Will you drink that much next time?" Serves you right.

"Wine is good stuff, why can't I drink it, anyway …" He coldly snorted and stopped speaking.

He tied a knot with the gauze and inhaled deeply. "Are you trying to take revenge on me?"

"How dare you? I'm just a little maid. "

"Not a wet nurse?" He looked up at me with a smile.

"You, you're not allowed to say those two words in the future." It's too infuriating. The wet nurse didn't really mind, but the evil smile in her eyes was clearly mocking me.

He smiled, and let out a deep breath of hearty laughter, as if he had loosened a lot of knots in his heart and released a lot of pressure.

"Xu, your royal father is doing well. "No more bites, no more crying, my shoulder hurts so much. Xu, let me borrow your shoulder to lean on." Holding the little girl in his arms, he smelled the fragrant scent on his body.

He looked at me softly, and the satisfaction in his face made me sigh.

I suppressed the guilt in my heart. He was a very shrewd person, he would definitely be able to see through me.

Previously when I entered the Peach Blossom House, he could see that I didn't have him in my eyes. When I came back from the northwest to be doted on the most, he also saw the feelings that I had suppressed and that I had betrayed him. This time around, I was extremely careful not to hurt his weak feelings.

His Imperial Majesty actually had his own weaknesses as well.

When I brought the baby back to the cold palace, I seriously asked Li Fei what she meant. She looked at the sleeping child and smiled, "Zhi Qiu, do you know what I want the most right now? Even if I send my child out of the cold palace and have someone to raise, I wouldn't be able to raise her in the cold palace. I'm not a good mother, Zhi Qiu, thank you for your kindness and pity.

"I'm afraid that if I don't do it well, there will be a lot of trouble following me." Her royal father doesn't like her, and since I've come to the Cold Palace, I know what I've done to anger Long Yan.

Li Fei shook her head forcefully, "No, Zhi Qiu. Staying in the palace, the thing I'm most afraid of is seeing her without breathing. I'd rather see her live far away from me."

"Then I'll take her. I can't promise anything, but I'll do my best to protect her."

I like children, I don't want her to suffer, in the cold palace can really leave this world at any time, just see her little hand grabbing my clothes, just with that, I can't bear to leave her alone, baby, why were you born in the palace? This was a place where power and darkness coexisted. If you were somewhere else, you could make your parents love you so much.

Li Fei went in and brought out some clothes. They were all made from her clothes, and tears streamed down her face as she looked at the child sleeping soundly.

I also couldn't bear to let the mother and daughter part with each other, but Li Fei was Li Fei after all, and she was stronger than I had imagined. She decisively turned around and said, "Zhi Qiu, take her and leave!"

I picked up the baby and looked back at her lonely figure. I felt so sad I wanted to cry.

She began to sob again, then begged, "Come back and let me see her one more time."

She looked at her sleeping eyes, looked at her nose, looked at her body, and pulled on her small hand. Li Fei wiped away her tears and said softly, "Child, you have to listen to me. You have to listen to me. You have to grow up obediently."

My heart ached, and my tears really did flow down.

"Zhiqiu, I have a gift for you." She wiped her eyes and gave me a bright smile.

She hurriedly ran back inside and gave me an unremarkable silver bracelet. "Zhi Qiu, this is my only remaining item. I'll give it to you as a gift. Don't give it to others so easily."

I nodded. "Yeah."

"Let's go, Zhi Qiu. If we stay any longer, I won't be able to hold it in."

I turned and walked away. I could still hear her whispering, "Child, you have to grow up fast. You have to be obedient."

Why was she so pitiful to her parents? The baby was pitiful, but the baby was so lucky. Her mother loved her so much that she would rather abandon her.

If Li Fei hadn't had a child back then, she would have been dealt with along with her father and brother. But now that the child was born, even more difficult problems had appeared before her eyes.

After staying in the Cold Palace for a few months, I finally moved out. It became an inconceivable topic. Almost no one came out of the Cold Palace while I did.

It was not the identity of a master, nor did it return to its previous pampering. Instead, it brought along two children, all of whom were by his side.

Staying in the Palace of the Righteous Flowers with a calm and guilty mind, I have no choice in life, and I don't know how I can be considered to be able to go on, and so I go along with the arrangement of fate.

He no longer lived in the old pavilion, but lived in the Scented Scent House, an inner hall, but had several rooms adjacent to it, for Xu and his baby to live in.

The little bed clothes were all prepared, but the baby was a person, she wouldn't let him on the bed, she would open her eyes and cry, she had to have someone by her side.

If he saw it, he would be even more unhappy.

Bringing two little guys is very tiring ah, after half a day to coax and play with this and that, tired back and waist sore.

Eunuch Chen came over quietly and told me, "Miss Yun, Esteemed Empress Dowager is coming over soon."

"So what?" I'm not afraid of her.

"The emperor is having dinner with the empress. He sent a servant back to inform the young miss, to let the young lady know what to do."

I nodded. "Yeah, I know."

As soon as I left the cold palace, the Empress Dowager came.

Eunuch Chen sent someone up to dress me up, regardless of appearance or anything else, and told me everything. I think that this time, the Emperor really wants to protect me.

She sat and waited for the empress dowager, but a loud voice called out from outside the door, "The empress dowager sends her congratulations."

"Miss, don't be afraid." Eunuch Chen still gave his instructions in a low voice and then transferred to a room, inconvenient to leave.

I've never been afraid of her. I was waiting to see what she was up to.