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He lowered his head and said softly, "Yun Zhiqiu, you don't have much confidence in me. Fine, I'll be frank with you, I think you deserve to be pampered. I've always known about the matter between you and Xia Junchang. Yun Zhiqiu, I have seen it quite clearly in the palace now, you are very unsuitable to be injured in the palace time and time again, and now that you have lived alone in the Peach Heart Palace for more than two months, why don't you give yourself a chance to become brave? "

Those two frightening words had once again caused me to be unable to sleep.

I can, I can, I can, isn't this again and again playing with my fragile mind?

When I came back from the northwest, I never let him down.

The emperor dotes on me, the emperor dotes on others, more and more let me know, a single-minded affection, how precious that is, I hope wings.

This is a very bold thing, and also let me very moved, I do not know how to clear up the people's thoughts, in short, is now in a daze, do not know what to think, do not know what to do?

Sitting by the window with his knees in his arms, he looked out at the drifting snow. In a room without a charcoal stove, it was either cold or cold.

I leaned over the window and looked down. The leaves of the peach tree slowly slid down the thick layer of snow, unable to bear the weight.

I tried to think that last year, when the Emperor was playing with me in the Meereen, I was a little moved. He looked at me so seriously that I was the only one in his sight.

I was thinking again. When I ate the grapes, the look in the emperor's eyes caused me to feel a little sour. Then, just as I expected, he favored Feng.

I am a jealous person, I am a very selfish person, do not love me, I do not love, do not give my heart to me, I also do not give my heart, I can take back, feelings are not as much as I think I pay, I can be very indifferent to the news of a woman being spoiled, when this tiredness, nothing can be real, long-term.

He reached out his hand to catch some snow, rubbing it onto his burning face. He thought this made him calm down more and more. He wanted to think about his well-being, but Snowflake's face was in pain and her mind was still completely pale.

"Empress, we can eat dinner now." The reason was brought up. It was a few simple dishes and a soup.

"The reason is, let's eat together." I can't eat much anyway, the palace maid's food is far worse than this man's.

He shook his head, unwilling to do so. "Empress, quickly take advantage of the heat to eat. The dishes are extremely cold in this snowy day."

I don't need anyone to serve me when I eat, and I'm thinking about other things, and I don't know if I've eaten any.

She went back to her room and began to blush again. It was really cold, and she had to make more clothes for the palace ladies, but I saw that she had been doing them for days.

Curious, I rummaged through the clothes. There were some small clothes hidden under them.

This reason, really, is for Xu to do, but isn't it a little too big, these are all several years old children wear.

The reason why he called out loud from outside, "Esteemed Empress, esteemed empress, the empress is here."

I hastily put down my clothes to cover the door as I ran out. Lu Yao had already entered the first floor. The palace maid dusted off the snow on her clothes. She raised her head and smiled at me.

"I thought you forgot about me, but you didn't come to see me. You really are quite the poisoner."

She smiled shyly and told the maid to wait downstairs. She told the nurse to bring him up and slip him to me. "I know you want to see. The snow is coming."

"Oh, I'm so happy." He hugged her and ran to the second floor. Looking at the little girl in his arms, he felt much better. "Ah, ah, ah, I'm the mufei."

Ah, ah, ah." He spat and foamed.

I broke his bubble and kissed his pink cheek. "I've missed my mufei to death, Luyao, sit down and take a seat."

"You are the one with no conscience. How could you miss us? We all gained weight."

"How could that be? His clothes are thick."

"Let me have a good look at you. You really look a lot better. There's some flesh on your face, and it's white and tender. I just wanted to pinch it off." She moved as she spoke.

I shouted, "Don't pinch, don't pinch, it will hurt. Good elder sister, alright? Can't I admit that I'm fat?" That guy Lin Luoshui always brought good food and drinks with him. If he had nothing to do, he would just sleep, and never think about anything. How could I not get fat?

Xu also started jumping up and down in my arms. I made him put his feet on top of me and watched him rub and rub himself against the wall. "My bones are getting harder, they're jumping really hard. Oh, oh, oh, so big! Come, call me mufei! Mother …" "Fei." I love being with you.

He was also very excited, and when he saw how he was jumping up and down on his feet, he twisted his body to go to the bed. When I let him in, he got up with saliva dripping from his mouth, but his clothes were too stupid, otherwise he would have been more sensitive.

"Zhiqiu, are you used to being here?" She turned away from Xu and looked at me with concern. "Forget it, you don't need to answer me. I can tell from your complexion that not only are you very used to it, you might even like it."

I gave him a faint smile and hooked my fingers, but he wouldn't let me.

"Not bad."

"Zhiqiu, sigh, I really don't know what you're doing. You clearly know that someone wants to mess with you, but you still helped Qiao Liang. Yet now you've fallen into such a predicament. Do you think it's worth it?"

"It's fine. There are some things that are not worth weighing. One is one, two is two. Let's not talk about this anymore. Anyway, it's not like it's just one or two days here. It's alright, I'm already used to it." I patted his little butt and made him turn his head and crawl toward me.

"I really don't know what you're thinking, Zhiqiu." She heaved a long sigh. "I've discovered that I'm getting more and more confused with you."

I smiled and looked at her, "Why should I make you understand? There is a saying that is absolutely true, even in the harem, when I was the most beloved, I felt that I was not at ease, as if I was standing on beautiful clouds. Now, I feel that this is the most true, I know what I want, and don't think about it, Lu Yao."

Ah, he hit me with his head.

He took him in his arms and held him in my arms, and he looked at me quietly.

At such a young age, you still remember me. Presumably, you will be a very smart prince in the future.

Lu Yao had gained a lot of femininity, but he was no longer as carefree as before. There was a softness and gentleness in the depths of his eyes.

"Whoosh." Soft lips on my face.

My heart is flying, ah, ah, you kiss me, hur hur.

I passionately kissed him on his face a few times. "I really want a little thing like you by my side."

"Isn't that simple? If you return to the Moon Viewing Hall, wouldn't Xu be with you? " "It's just that you don't want to go back." My eyes widened. "Who said that?"

She coldly snorted. "Hmph, Yun Zhiqiu, don't you know that when you're lying, you're always like this?"

"Really?" I'm innocent of acting cute.

In exchange, she glared at him coquettishly, "Why are you pretending with me? You and the emperor aren't even aware of what's going on in the dark. As far as I know, none of you have ever quarreled with each other."

"Yeah, it's not loud, but he doesn't want me anymore. He's fond of Li Ruo Hong and Li Wanyi. I, Yun Zhiqiu, am someone who should have long forgotten about them." Tsk tsk, this little guy has become addicted to it. His small hand touches my face, it's so warm and comfortable.

"His Majesty was actually waiting for you to tell him, but you didn't do anything. Zhiqiu, don't listen to others talk about the favor of the emperor, but the emperor never lets anyone spend a night by his side."

I sighed. "Luyao, this has nothing to do with me." I don't want to care who stays with him. Even if I wanted to put all this aside, I wouldn't care about anything.

"Forget it. You can think of it that way yourself. Zhiqiu, I only feel a bit guilty." She lay wearily on the bed.

I didn't want to worry about her anymore. "Lie down first, I'll show you around."

Fortunately, he had the carpet brought from the Moon Viewing Hall, and now he could sit on the ground and climb up and down with all his might.

Is he waiting for me to speak? No matter what I said, I couldn't get out.

What is he fighting with me for? He can see the faint sadness in my eyes. I can't let go of him and stay with him.

If Lu Yao had come earlier, I might have been able to sigh and reflect. But Lin Luoshui had given me a word that moved my heart, saying that he would let me be with Xia Junchang.

Honestly speaking, putting aside the grudge between the Emperor and me, he treats me pretty well. But a person can't just forget the pain after healing his scar. If Imperial Concubine Mu loses her favor, then I will one day as well.

If Xia Junchang and I were together, I would never have dared to think about it. Now, I still want to spend the rest of my life together, and I want to renew that destiny.

As he rolled on the ground, he happily climbed on top of me and asked me to hug him.

He probably didn't know how his mother's wife died, and I didn't want to speculate too much about who sent the soup when Lin Shangyi was in labor. I was very sad at the time and wanted to check, but the reason for that was to kindly advise me not to go on. I'm so angry, is it him?

I called out softly, "Jags, jacks." Your mother is Ying Ying. When you grow up, you must remember your childhood name.

Lu Yao still took the Chiji and went back. She wanted to say something, but in the end, she didn't.

Actually, I don't need to say that I know that she felt guilty towards me. Her Majesty told me to stay here, and she wanted me to give birth to a prince.

The reason why the queen did not give her little dress to the baby when she left with him was that I did not want to tell her.

It was snowing heavily, and for some reason I went to pick plum blossoms. I looked for the bottle in the sundry room.

He had to find a better person to show off his plum blossom. Someone was eating outside, "Yun Zhiqiu."

When I heard Rinloran's voice, I didn't greet him. Instead, I said, "Sit down first, I'm looking for the bottle. It'll be done soon."

Grasping his hair, he thought, "Where is he? I clearly remember there was a very white vase? "

Thinking and thinking, "Hur hur, I remember now. It's up here." I tiptoed to get it, but could not reach it. I stood on tiptoe again, just a little bit away from reaching it.

A hand passed over my head and took the vase.

The faint smell of grass, mixed with the smell of wind and snow, rotated under my nose. I turned around and looked at him.

He smiled softly. "I can't get it. You can move the chair, Zhi Qiu."

Lifting his head, he very naturally ruffled my hair: "It's a mess, stop blinking, it's me, it's me, Xia Junchang." A charming voice resounded from the bottom of his heart.

His blinking eyes were filled with joy and tears as they dripped down one after another.

He suddenly came and didn't say anything in advance. He was really frightened. After I reacted, I took a deep breath and said, "You should leave quickly. The reason is that you will be back soon." If the emperor knew, it would be terrible.

However, he still had a smile on his face, "You can't do that. I gave you a vase. You have to let me drink some tea before you leave. I don't think my clothes will attract anyone."

Yes, he was wearing the uniform of a guard. Walking in the palace, that one sweep wouldn't attract attention, but if one looked carefully, they would still feel that he was valiant and formidable, standing out from the rest.

"That …" I scratched at my messy hair again. I didn't know what to say.

He smiled gently at me and lowered his head slightly to look at me with his bright black eyes. "Zhiqiu, you look more and more beautiful."

I think, Should I laugh? But I did laugh.

"Xia Junchang, why did you come back?" He finally asked.

He didn't have any other intentions. "I'm worried about myself. I'm waiting for a reason to come back. I'm back. Zhiqiu, if I let you worry, I'll leave quickly."

"That's not what I meant." I don't want him to leave right away.

"I came back secretly. Don't worry." he whispered.

I shook my head. "You really shouldn't underestimate the emperor. Nothing is hidden from him. If he wants to know one thing, then nothing in this world can be hidden from him."

"But I want to come back. Even if it's the 8000 Mile Wind and Snow, they won't be able to stop me. Zhiqiu, are you doing well?" Tell me, are you doing well? " he whispered to me.

I sighed, then smiled sweetly. "Not bad, really. I've been spoiled here. Actually, I got two words, what do you think? "

"Tranquil and peaceful." He said four words.

But it's close to ten, and I want to say Anheg.

Xia Junchang, ah, he always knows me very well.

When he returned, what to do? His heart was still hesitating, but it seemed as if he was about to fly into the air. What to do? What to do? I saw him, and I felt a longing to get out of this palace.