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Lin Shangyi was about to produce it now, and there were still signs of it being a small production. This really gave me a fright.

But in the palace, she also believed in me. I anxiously said, "Quickly head over to the Begonia Academy. For some reason, quickly send someone to invite Imperial Physician Lin Luoshui, asking him to come for sure." My eyelids jumped rapidly as I had a bad feeling about this. He hadn't even stepped into the Begonia Courtyard when he heard cries of pain.

The palace maid and the mama squeezed into the outer rooms for a while, and there were a few who walked in and out, carrying a basin of clean water. Another basin of blood-stained water was brought out.

As they carried the blood, I smelled not only the scent of blood, but also Lin Shangyi's fear and helplessness.

She was shouting so loud that everyone could hear her, but the midwife said she wasn't going to be born that soon. I wanted to go in and see her, but I said I couldn't.

I could only stand anxiously in the outer room, waiting, my mind in a trance, but who was this suffering for?

I went to ask the Emperor for the wrong reason. I waited a long time for the right reason before I came back. It was a great disappointment to me that he didn't come.

The woman inside was in great pain, giving birth to his child, but he did not come.

Anger welled up in his heart, causing him to change his position after standing for a while.

Rinloran also arrived, glancing at me without saying anything before entering.

He heard from a palace maid that Lin Shangyi had been in pain for two days and had only been born now. It really made me angry. Why did it hurt so much that no one came to tell me about it until now?

"Ah!" The scream pulled me high, and I couldn't wait any longer. I pulled back the curtain and went inside.

However, the reason pulled me back, "Empress, why don't you return to the Moon Viewing Hall first."

"It's all because of you." "I have to go and see."

It doesn't matter who doesn't like Lin Shangyi, I must go in, I must accompany her.

Difficult labor, to a woman, was such a terrifying thing. It could even cost her her life.

As he walked inside, the pungent smell of blood became stronger and stronger. Lin Shangyi was so hoarse that he didn't have the strength to scream anymore. Instead, he was lying on the couch, drenched and gasping for breath.

Lin Luoshui took the silver needles and inserted them one by one into her body.

When she saw me, Liu Li's gaze stopped. There was some pain in his eyes. I squatted down beside her and held her sweaty hand. "Don't be afraid. Don't be afraid. It's fine."

"Zhiqiu." She softly cried out, tears streaming down her face. "I am relieved to see you here."

"Don't worry, Imperial Physician Lin is very skilled. He will definitely give birth safely." This was all I could say to comfort her. My heart trembled at the sight of her pale face.

Lin Luo Shui's expression was a bit serious. He inserted the last needle, then ordered someone to take the cork and let Lin Shang Yi bite onto it. He said in a low voice: "Don't speak now, focus all your doubts."

She pitifully looked at him, but unfortunately, she still couldn't give birth to him. She didn't have enough strength.

From noon until the evening, she was on the verge of death.

Lin Luoshui was also somewhat defeated. She called everyone out, looked at me, and said, "Esteemed Wan Yi, please also go out for a while."

"No, I'm not leaving. I want to stay here."

Seeing that Lin Shangyi was exhausted to the extreme and his physical strength seemed to be on the verge of collapsing, my heart shrank in pain.

He didn't chase me away, but looked down at the medicine chest and said sternly, "Every woman gives birth to a baby is a natural thing, it's not like someone who is too weak to give birth. She ate something before she gave birth and lost all her strength. If the child is not born soon, then perhaps both of them will be in danger, and neither of them will be able to survive. "

My heart is weak and my legs are weak. How can this be?

"There is another method. It can be said to be killing a frog for its pearl." He looked calmly at me and Lin Shangyi.

"No." I was so excited that I refused, "There must be another way."

"Zhiqiu." Lin Shangyi weakly breathed: "I want the baby to be born."

"Don't worry, there will be a way. Don't worry."

"Zhiqiu." Tears flowed from her eyes. "I really don't have any strength left. I want to give birth to him. I just can't get out. I feel like there's nothing left after waiting for a while."

I firmly grabbed her hand. "It won't, it won't, don't spout nonsense. It's fine, we'll wait a little longer and use more strength, alright?"

She panted and gripped my hand tightly. "Zhiqiu, I know I really can't do it anymore." At the end of her sentence, she almost burst into tears.

My tears also gushed down, and I could not wipe them dry.

I wanted to help her, but I couldn't. When I saw Rinloran's needle pierce the top of her head, I bit my lip and silently cried.

It was unknown what she was looking at with her wandering eyes. They were so beautiful and beautiful, like a crabapple blooming its tender petals. However, the disappointment in her eyes was so thick that it made one's heart ache.

He didn't want to come, he didn't think she was worthy, he didn't even want to look at her when she gave him a baby, I covered my mouth and didn't dare cry, I was afraid that Lin Shangyi wouldn't be able to resist saying that he wanted to see him one last time, he wouldn't come.

I looked at her and saw that she was pushing so hard that her face was a little black. I saw that blood was flowing from the broken teeth in her mouth, and I didn't dare to look anymore.

How slow time went, almost a moment, and then the child came out, but she did not cry, she held her breath, drowsily looking at me and laughing.

I hugged her, hugging her tightly. "It's okay, she was born."

Rinloran smacked the child's butt twice. The sound of wailing broke through the blood and tears here.

She didn't even have the strength to speak. Her hand moved slightly away and slid lightly across my palm.

My name is Lin Ying Ying, she strokes while laughing.

I smiled as I closed my eyes and left this world. However, I shook her shoulders forcefully as I cried, "You get up, how can you do this? Do you not care about giving birth to a child? Lin Yingying, I hate people like you. You get up, you open your eyes and your children. I won't help you with your kids, I won't love other people's kids, I'll beat him, I'll scold him, I'll ignore him, Ying Ying, I'm begging you, please open your eyes and look again. "

"Zhiqiu." A big hand grabbed me up. "Don't look like that. She's not breathing."

I weakly fell to the ground and wailed, "You inept doctor, how could you be so ruthless?"

"Zhiqiu, calm down." He squats down and looks at me, something moist in his eyes. "She wants to have a baby the most, and she did it, Zhi Qiu. Calm down."

"I want to cry." I sobbed.

He patted me on the shoulder, and I threw myself into his arms and wept, wiping his clothes with my tears.

Sometimes human feelings, how fragile, not to say like the person, can throw himself into his arms, just want to find a shoulder to let me cry.

He cried until he had somewhat stopped. He weakly sat by her bedside, using a wet towel to wipe her face and comb her hair.

Her pair of eyes that were as bright as a flower blossomed, would never open again.

I remember her putting my hand on her stomach, feeling the baby's movements, and I didn't listen to anyone who tried to comfort me. Only she could make me feel that she truly wanted me to live a better life.

Are we all destined to be sad again and again for our lowly status? My little baby, and she gave birth to it with the power of life.

She must go clean and beautiful. I whispered to her word by word, telling her not to be a palace maid in her next life and not to enter the palace. I would take good care of her son, a healthy prince.

The years were so short, just like the dew. The sun would disappear the moment it appeared.

Not many people would feel sad for her departure, and the reality in the palace was so heartless. If one person was missing, the other person would also be missing in order to compete for the favor.

It took three days before I could deal with the aftermath. I personally went to see her off. The weather that day was not good, and the wind made the rain, just like beads with broken strings.

She couldn't hold back her tears anymore, and her eyes were red and swollen from the pain.

Not many people in this palace even remember her name, and I know that she is Lin Yingying. I will tell her son.

Her father-in-law had said that she had died in childbirth, but because she had given birth to a prince, she had risen to become a fourth grade Yuan Yuan.

I felt a little angry and helpless, holding the child and not listening to the rest of the words. Even if he became her queen, it would all be a lie. Since she was already dead, what use would fame and fortune be? Even if they didn't investigate why it was hard for her to give birth, how worthless her death was, and I was still unable to help her. No matter how hard I tried, I was unable to find out.

I hurriedly followed with an umbrella. I knew that I was in a bad mood, so I didn't say anything.

Looking at the palace maids following behind me, I felt really sad. I took the umbrella and coldly said, "All of you, go back to the palace. Don't follow me."

"Empress, allow this servant to accompany you!"

"The reason is that I only want to walk by myself. It's fine, you go back and take a look at the little prince; I only want to walk by myself. Is that alright?" He bit his lips and felt like crying again.

I walked by myself holding an umbrella. The dark green lotus leaves squeezed through the lake. Water crackled on the leaves. The water on the umbrella slipped on my skirt and made it wet.

I might as well leave her and walk aimlessly, letting the rain beat me hard, and perhaps it would be more comfortable.

Such an irresponsible man, such a man who doesn't even look at me, I actually like him. If one day, I become Lin Shangyi, will it be the same?

He can give me a high status, he can pamper me like this, he can beat me back into shape.

A group of imperial guards passed by, and one of them stopped. He turned around and picked up my umbrella, then caught up to me and opened the umbrella to block the rain.

I looked back at him, still sobbing.

"What are you crying for?" Did my cat play you to death? " His eyes widened. "Don't scare me, I'll cry too."

I cried even harder, frightening him so much that he was flustered. "Don't cry, I thought I was bullying you. If the emperor knew, he'd kill me."

He ran a hand across his neck and made a killing gesture.

I wiped my nose. "She was very pitiful. I couldn't even help her if I wanted to. She still left."

"You mean Lin Shangyi? Just now, someone from the imperial guards had said that Esteemed Empress Wanyi had been crying. "Ai, A-Qiu, what's the use of crying? Will she come back to life?"

No, one cannot be revived.

"If you cry more, she won't feel at ease even if you leave."

That sentence, so familiar, was my own thought after my mother left, but I cried so sorrowfully for a person I didn't know very well.

She had left too many regrets behind. If she left, she would only be alone. There would be many problems involved. She was not free, she had no other choice.

"I saw the needle go into her head. I wanted to tell the doctor not to, but I couldn't stop it." He coughed out from his crying state.

He sighed. "No need for that. A Qiu, you need to take care of yourself. Don't you have to take care of the young prince?"

I nodded and sniffed. "Yes."

"Then go back, don't stay here in the rain, what kind of revenge are you taking? A Qiu, using your own body to vent your anger is the stupidest, how can you work so hard? If sadness can change something, then it's not sadness, it's just a method."

His words made sense. I silently took the umbrella. "I'm going back."

"Good boy." He smiled, revealing his white teeth. His eyes narrowed into a line. "Treat my cat well. Don't ignore its feelings just because it is not a human. Don't let it be cold and hungry."

"You're a nuisance." He wanted to cry but he also wanted to laugh. He raised his wet sleeves to wipe his face and whispered, "Thank you."

He blinked, a mystery that only we knew. Then he tugged at his raincoat and said, "It's no use thanking me. It's raining heavily today, and there's no omelet."

"…" It's not like I'm hungry, I came out in the rain to ask for food.

When he returned with the umbrella, his mood had already been tidied up.

Moon Viewing Hall was really big, and right now, Moon Viewing Lake was precisely the time when the lush greenery was at its peak. No matter how one looked at it, the hall in the water was not real at all.

His aunt saw that my body was drenched in water, so she asked no questions. She only said, "Empress, the hot water is ready. Empress, it will be more comfortable to soak in it."

After washing myself and changing into some dry clothes, she carefully wiped the water from my dry hair with a dry towel. On the table was a bowl of steaming ginger soup.

Lifting it up and drinking carefully, she softly said, "Empress, you have to take care of your body."

"I know, has the little prince woken up?"

"Not yet."

I squatted by the crib and watched him sleep soundly, my little face not so wrinkled and pink as when I was born.

I like to hear him cry," he said. His voice was loud and strong, and he left the world laughing at the sound of his cry.

"The Emperor has arrived." A loud voice resounded in the room.

I didn't pick it up. I'm used to it anyway. It was still lying beside the cradle, watching the little prince's sleeping appearance.

He came in alone, stood beside me and ruffled my hair. "Is it hard to bring a child? "Actually, you don't need to stand guard by yourself. Just have someone take care of him. If you don't have enough manpower, I will ask Eunuch Yang to send some tomorrow."

"No need, there are too many people in the palace."