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What kind of feelings? Could it be that Ma Wenxuan's mother said that her eyes would follow him around?

Actually, he was a very sensitive person. Ever since he heard what Ma Wenxuan had said, he would look at me whether intentionally or not.

Perhaps it was only in the morning that he had his own time, and the palace maids would not come to bother him, but when he went to the court, it was so quiet that one could hear the sound of his own heart beating.

I could sigh freely and let myself relax completely in this warm and quiet place.

Gently stroking his belly, he felt somewhat proud and happy. He said softly, "Baby, hurry up and grow up." Time will not forgive me. When I grew up, I knew that no matter how distant my heart was, there would always be a place for me to fall. It was impossible to love him all my life. I will be obedient to him, but my heart will not be given to him.

If I gave my heart to him, and in a few years or months you saw him kissing another woman and chasing another love he wanted, it would hurt me, and that would be a complete loss to me, and although a woman has to lean on a man, in my heart, whether it be a man or a woman, I always reserve a few points for myself. The more he loves me, the more I know about him, the more unsteady I feel.

Only the feelings he had for his child could be reassured, and he could unrestrainedly love his child. Unfortunately, he didn't really like me talking about children.

I thought, why would he like me? Both of us have the same sensitive thoughts and many subtle things, but neither of us is smart enough to point them out.

Like me, why like me, just because I contradicted him? His friends outside did not know that he was the same as him. He had been out for a long time and had gotten used to it. Fighting and even fighting for women.

These are my previous life, completely different, I can only say that his life is a light, those who are forever unrelated to me, clearly very different two people, how to integrate into life? He had once said that it was because I was similar to Imperial Concubine Mu. But now, Imperial Concubine Mu had always been ill and he had never visited her. What was he thinking? I can't guess at all.

No, Yun Zhiqiu, you can't guess. If you overthink his thoughts, then you will let them lead you away.

He probably fell asleep after giving birth to a baby. After waking up for a while, he rubbed his pillow and fell asleep again. He then fell asleep again in a daze.

A pair of large hands fished me out from under the warm blanket and teasingly said in a gentle voice, "This lazy cat always likes to sleep."

Smelling his faint scent, I opened my eyes and looked at him quietly.

"Have you recovered?" He raised his eyebrows.

"Cold." I wrinkled my nose.

If I don't come back, you won't be able to get up, right? Just ask anyone in the world like you, a cat, who has a baby and has to stay in bed all day. This is bad for the body, hurry up and wash up, I'll take you to a place to play.

"I don't want to leave the palace anymore." There were too many of them, and sometimes he played like a madman, forgetting that I couldn't be touched.

He squeezed my face and kissed me twice in a very good mood. "We're not going out of the palace. Change your clothes and wash your face."

Sitting in front of the mirror, his mind finally returned to his body. He touched his face, and there was a warm feeling.

Did he really like me very much, always fondling my face, always caressing it as he liked, but the face looked so misty that it was more or less like the face of another beauty in the palace.

The palace maid wiped off the bronze mirror, but the person in the mirror was still me.

Did he also resent the fact that Imperial Concubine Mu had Xia Junchang in her heart? So he doted on me and doted on me.

When he was arguing with me, he just ignored me.

He stuck the lavender flower into his hair and gave me a wet and warm kiss. "Beautiful," he said, stroking my face.

He praised me so much that my face reddened a little more, and I said dryly, "Your majesty." Why were they so frivolous today? They always kissed and kissed, and this even made the palace maids feel embarrassed.

He laughed heartily and forgot about the undercurrent that had been brewing between us the day before. "You're blushing, it's great! It looks like I won't provoke you anymore. Let's go."

I took my hand and went to the outer room, where a palace maid brought me breakfast and a bowl of birth control pills every day.

I remembered what Zhang Xibao had said, and whispered, "Your majesty, there's no need to drink so many birth control medicines. I feel that my body is quite well." Don't drink if you can, it's better for the children, I can eat and sleep, very good at taking care of myself.

He did not say no, but the maid brought me the medicine, and I drank it carefully, wiping my lips so bitterly that I shivered. He looked out, and after a while his warm hand closed around my waist again and he said, "Let's go."