Chapter 382

Mu Bai continued to fall into deep dizziness, no sign of awakening, Huo Zhi, MI Tuo, Gu Junqing began to worry.

One afternoon a few days later, Gu Junqing accompanied Huo Zhi to communicate with the doctor and asked, "Dr. Mike, Dr. meijiekui, what are our chances of winning?"

Huo Zhi nervously looking at, the heart all mentioned the throat, the palm is full of sweat, this will be subconsciously cover in the abdomen, want to let the baby in the belly also give her some hope.

"President Gu, Ms. Huo, the patient's body is now too weak to be attacked, and he has not eaten for several days. He only relies on the infusion of nutrient solution. What's more - not optimistic - the patient's body cancer cells have spread in an all-round way. In other words, it's advanced cancer. I can only say that he has done his best, or that he can't do anything, and the patient's condition has been delayed It's been a long time. If we could start treatment earlier, we would not be as passive and helpless as we are now. "

Two days later, one morning, with the rising sun and bright sunshine, mubai left, with sentimental attachment to life and love.

Three days later, Mu Bai's funeral was held at Wanju cemetery in Qingcheng.

It rained in winter and it was very cold that day. Huo Zhi, dressed in black, attended Mu Bai's funeral.

In a trance, I saw Mu Bai come in white and smile at her,

"Huo Zhi, I see you. It's good"

"Huo Zhi, you have a baby. Congratulations

"Huo Zhi, you must be good!"

"Huo Zhi, I love you"

then Mu Bai, who was smiling, flashed away. She cried and chased desperately, but she couldn't catch up with Mu Bai.

After the funeral, Huo Zhi almost did not sleep, so quietly lying, eyes looking at the ceiling, like a shell without soul.

She can't accept the reality, also can't accept the reality of mubai's death, always feel that everything is so shadowy and not real enough.

There was no time to comfort Mu's mother and father, so Huo Zhi fell ill. Because she was pregnant, she could not use ordinary medicine, but the most conservative treatment.

For several days in succession, she was sleepy, the curtains in her bedroom were closed, she became afraid of light, Mu Bai's death, she was extremely sad, at the same time, she had endless remorse.

People are like this. They always want to repay the benefactor with everything.

But mubai didn't want anything in return. All he wanted was Huo Zhi and her love, but she couldn't give them. She once thought of marrying mubai to repay his kindness, but she remembered a sentence from Milan: "if you don't love brother mubai enough, don't give him a loveless marriage. You give him the drive of marriage, but you can't give him a marriage That is the greatest harm to him. "

The past only needs to be recalled, but at that time, she was already at a loss. Now, recalling a lot of things, Huo Zhi fell into the abyss of self blame.

She was afraid, evasive, remorseful, contradictory and sad.

There is always a voice to remind her: for your life-saving benefactor, for the Mu family, are you not ashamed? You are the one who should die. Mubai is dying for you.

But they tried to cover their ears, but with the sound of blame.

In the room -

the sudden light makes Huo Zhi squint uncomfortably. Her face is pale, like a vampire who is afraid of the sun. She turns her soft body and hides her face in the quilt.

Gu Junqing went back to the bed, looking at the escapist woman, eyebrows slightly twisted.

It's been a day and a night, she just fell asleep, the water didn't enter, he forced her to eat, and finally she would spit out.

The blow she suffered in these two days seems to have made her lose her will to survive.

He was very worried. She was still pregnant. He was really worried that if she refused to eat, she would not collapse.

Gu Junqing sat by the bed and stretched out his hand to open the quilt to cover her.

Huo Zhi curled up. He reached over her and held her in his arms. Like a comforting baby, he said to her, "mubai is in heaven. I don't want you to be so depressed."

"Do you have the heart to make mubai sad to see you in another place?"

"Our baby, is not like the mother sad, if the mother is sad, the baby will also be sad and sad, once, we lost a daughter, midnight dream back, I often hear the baby calling Father, mother, Huo Zhi, have you ever thought about our baby?"

"-"

GU Junqing has never found that he is so patient, and he is more deeply aware of how much he loves the woman in front of him. Her smile, frown and sadness always deeply affect his heart.

His persuasion still has an effect. The arrival of the baby makes Huo Zhi realize clearly that she can't be so depressed any more. She can't be too selfish, she can't just be sad for her own sorrow, and she can't ignore the baby's life and death.Painting is the best hobby. It can make people forget their worries and worries.

So one day, when Gu Junqing came to the Gardenia Gallery, he saw such a picture: Huo Zhi stood in front of a painting with her arms in the bright and dark light of the studio. She looked so obsessed and intoxicated that she didn't even know he was coming.

Until he slowly approached, she finally felt, eyes flash, and some panic.

"Are you here?" With that, she turned to clean up the wood, nails and hammers on the floor.

This picture is quite familiar. He remembers that the last time he met her, he was also in the studio. He still had the same action and picture. Gu Junqing's eyes fell on the painting on the wall, which showed the appearance of a man. He guessed that the person on the picture was Mu Bai.

"I haven't had tea for a long time. I want a drink." He said, embracing her slender waist behind her.

"OK, I'll pack up and go down." She quickened the pace of packing up.

Gu Junqing looked at her busy back, thinking that it's OK to talk to her about going to Gardenia city when drinking tea.

So many things have happened recently, and she hasn't cooked tea well for a long time. When she sat in front of the tea table, the aroma of tea curled up with the steam, she felt relaxed and comfortable, although she was still sad.

He's not working today? Watching her cook tea so close?

"Try it." She put a small cup in front of him.

He didn't move the tea, just looked at her, stretched his eyes, showed white teeth, and waved a smile on his face, "are you tired today?"

"No, it's fine today, and the baby is fine." Huo Zhi took a look at him, lowered her head and took a sip. The fragrance of tea filled her lips and teeth. The baby was not her own baby, he was also her father.

Sipping tea, Huo Zhi thought, people will eventually die, rather than sad in the past, do not live a good life now.

"Junqing, I want to take che'er to the middle of Qingcheng to paint from life." Before Gu Junqing opens her mouth, Huo Zhi talks about her inner thoughts. She wants to take che'er alone for a while.

"What do you mean? Well, it's OK to go to the central part, but don't take che'er. The doctor said that your body is weak and it's not suitable at present. "

Huo Zhi's eyebrows wrinkled a little deeper. She really wanted che'er too much. After a woman became a mother, she was like this. When she thought about the lovely little meat, her heart would be excited and trembled.

"Well, the day after tomorrow, Mr. Ming Yunling and Mr. Feng Feng will take the students to sketch. I'm going to go with them. I've already agreed that everything about travel and accommodation has been arranged." She said it all at once and stressed that she had decided not to change it.

Gu Junqing listened to a double eyebrow exhibition, "so clever? I'm going to central the day after tomorrow, too! "

"Are you going too?" Her eyes widened.

"Well, it's time to talk about a project. You can come with me. Don't bother others to pick you up. We'll meet with the teacher there." Gu Junqing is quiet and deep.

However, Feng Feng, Yun Ling, Huo Zhi, and the students, she was a little worried. They were all reserved according to people. Suddenly, there were two of them. Would they be a little crowded.

"But We, monsoon and Yunling, have already made a B & B reservation. If you want to go, too. " She wasted quite a while. Can't she pull him into the B & B, too?

"No problem. I'll live anywhere." He said.

Huo Zhi thought and looked back again, "how long will you stay there?"

"It depends on the situation. We need to talk about the project and check several ongoing projects. If it goes well, it will be fast. If it doesn't agree with me, we may have to stay and talk about it in detail."

He just talked, but he didn't taste tea. Huo Zhi touched the cup, and it was almost cold.

"I'll change it for you. Why don't you drink it?" And he poured him another drink.

Gu Junqing raised his glass and took a sip. "Sometimes the process is more important than the result. The process of making tea may be more interesting than drinking tea."

She looked at him in disbelief. "Right? There is progress. " For him, the only use of tea besides thirst is not coffee! It's time to look at each other with new eyes.

Thinking of this, Huo Zhi looks at Gu Junqing and is surprised.

"People are changing, and no one can expect how they will change tomorrow. So do I. some things I think are incredible, but I am unconsciously moving towards them. What I used to think, the unchangeable life, is also changing. Tea is a good thing. "

He doesn't trust her alone, especially after so many setbacks, Gu Junqing finally finds that his heart is full of Huozhi, and he can't give up her any more.

Tea is indeed a refreshing agent of life, which can release the unhappiness or seek the inner peace at any time. At this time, Gu Jun has nothing but Huo Zhi.

"It's a pity to let che'er down. He promised to teach him painting. After a long time, he didn't teach his children painting. On the contrary, he didn't see each other for a while. This child is very talented. I'm not a good mother. I'm not a qualified mother. I'm a mother ashamed of my children." She could think of che'er's disappointment when she heard that she was going to the middle of Qingcheng.