C97 I want you to stay with me

I want you to stay with me

"Brother — —" Hai Zhu called out to me.

"A Zhu, what's wrong?" I looked at Hai Zhu.

Hai Zhu stood in front of me, her face flushed red, her chest heaving up and down as she bit her lips. She looked at me with burning eyes, then suddenly threw herself into my arms and wrapped her arms around my neck.

"Brother, I won't let you go." Hai Zhu muttered beside my ear, her plump body tightly pressing on me, "Brother, I … "Love you …"

Hai Zhu's lips rubbed against my ear, and the faint fragrance of her body seeped into my nostrils. Her young and fiery body transmitted a shivering yet emotional message to me.

I was unable to resist Hai Zhu's passionate initiative, and suddenly hugged onto her body tightly.

As my head spun and I trembled, I don't know when Hai Zhu and I started to kiss passionately.

"Brother …" Big brother … Tonight... "I want you to accompany me …" Hai Zhu muttered, his eyes shut, the expression on his face like he was in a dream.

Hai Zhu's words made me even more unable to control myself, I stuffed Hai Zhu full and walked into the bedroom.

Just as I was about to take the key action, a lifelike image suddenly appeared in my mind, with Qiu Tong appearing in a flash.

My body suddenly stiffened. The surging tides in my body retreated at a rapid pace, and the frenzied heat immediately cooled down.

I stopped moving. My body was frozen in place. The muscles on my face twitched a few times. Then, my brain entered into another world.

Seemingly sensing that I had stopped, Hai Zhu slightly opened her eyes and looked at me shyly.

"Bro — —" Hai Zhu called out with a soft and bashful voice.

Hai Zhu's shout woke me up, and I quivered as I stood up. After that, I reached out my hand, gently pulled Hai Zhu up, and tidied up her messy clothes.

Hai Zhu looked at me suspiciously and sat on the side of the bed. "Bro — what's wrong with you?"

I took a deep breath and looked at Hai Zhu. "A Zhu, I'm sorry."

Hai Zhu stood up, pursed her lips, and looked at me. "Bro — what's wrong? What did you say? I... I volunteered... I... I love you... From the day I met you, I fell in love with you... Tonight, I am willing. "

"I'm sorry, A Zhu." I said incoherently, "I... "I …"

At this moment, I felt a kind of extreme pain in my heart.

"Brother, don't you love me?" Hai Zhu looked at me.

"A Zhu, I like you, I really like you!" "No," I said.

"I'm talking about love, not like. Bro, don't tell me you don't love A Zhu?" Hai Zhu muttered.

I tried my best to calm down as I looked at Hai Zhu. "A Zhu, love and liking are two different concepts, from liking to loving needs a process. After all, we just met each other not long ago, so we still haven't gotten to know each other well."

"But, I had already liked you a long time ago. From brother Hai Feng, I understood you a long time ago, even though I haven't seen your real person before, ever since I met you, I started to love you." Hai Zhu said.

"But, I only know you for a short moment. I don't want to lie to you, A Zhu. So far, I can tell you that I like you very much, but love really needs a process, and we also need time to nurture and nurture love. I really hope that the fusion of our physical bodies is the result of the natural sublimation of love, the result of the soul's deepening, the sex without love, and not my pursuit. "

As I said these words, my heart couldn't help but feel sorry for myself. I didn't know if I really wanted to cultivate a relationship with A Zhu, or if I really wanted to find an excuse to delay myself and find a suitable reason for myself to free myself from those illusory disputes.

On one hand, I am infatuated with A Zhu. I want to find a true love in reality, a true love that is mutual and mutual.

On the other hand, he couldn't part with the sincere feelings from that illusory world. Although it was an illusion, Qiu Tong still existed in front of my eyes alive. She was the one that I could not shake off like a floating dream.

Even though I knew she belonged to another man, I still couldn't bring myself to accept another woman with all my heart.

I don't want to lie to Hai Zhu, and I also don't want to lie to myself. I struggle painfully between reality and fantasy, my heart forming a large knot.

And outside of this large knot, there were two other knots, one was Yuan Duo, and the other was Yun Er.

Even though I am closer to Yuan Duo, the truth is that I have that kind of relationship with her. I don't know how I will face her if Yuan Duo one day wakes up.

Even though Yun Er is gradually fading from my heart, it's impossible to get rid of her in such a short period of time. After all, we have such a deep and deeply rooted relationship, and I really love her that much.

There are all kinds of feelings in the world, and only love is unforgettable.

I believe that, in the future, as time passes, even if I have fallen in love with another woman, the love I once had for Yun Er, will never be forgotten.

After Hai Zhu heard what I said, her expression gradually calmed down, and after being silent for a while, she nodded her head, "Brother, you are right. I understand your thoughts, you are a true man, a responsible man. I will give you time, I have the patience to wait for you to fall in love with me, I have the confidence to make you fall in love with me, not just like me. "

I smiled and patted Hai Zhu's face: "A Zhu, men's love sometimes comes very quickly, but sometimes it comes very slowly. "Thank you for your understanding. To be honest, I like you more and more. I think, when I completely conquer my heart, I will fall in love with you. I will use all of my heart to love you."

"Defeat the heart?" Hai Zhu looked at me: "Brother, are you talking about Yun Er? You still can't forget her? "

I can't answer Hai Zhu's question, and I can't either. How would Hai Zhu know about the complicated issues in my heart?

I smiled bitterly.

"Bro — don't make yourself too difficult, I won't pressure you with your thoughts. Actually, I'm not angry at you for thinking about Yun Er right now, nor am I jealous. On the contrary, I feel that you're a man who values friendship even more. Time will take away everything. Time will heal the wounds in your heart. I will use my true love to water your heart's drying up and withering away. " Hai Zhu said emotionally.

A wave of emotions surged in my heart, and I smiled towards Hai Zhu. "Hai Zhu, you're very good, very good."

"Bro — are you really leaving tonight?" Hai Zhu said.

I nodded. "I really have something on tonight. There's someone waiting for me there, I have to go!"

"Mm, alright, you go then!" Hai Zhu nodded, and her eyes started to spin.

"Alright, go to sleep. I'll bring back breakfast in the morning!" "No," I said.

"Alright, you don't have to rely on my heart. I'll sleep well!" Hai Zhu said with a smile on his face.

Thus, I left the dormitory and headed straight for the hospital.

I accompanied Yuan Duo in the ward for the night. When the sky brightened the next day, I woke up, intending to go out and buy breakfast for Hai Zhu.

When I opened the door to the ward, I was stunned. Hai Zhu was standing at the door with a travel bag in his hand.

"A Zhu!" I was a little shocked in my heart as I looked at Hai Zhu, "Why are you here? "How did you know I was here?"

Hai Zhu's expression was very calm as she looked at me. "Big bro — I'm sorry, I followed you last night. I watched you at the door of the ward for a long time, I saw you giving her massage and music. After that, I went to the doctor on duty and asked about her condition. I know her name is Yuan Duo, she's a semi-vegetable created by an accident. You've been on duty for the past two nights, right? "

This clever little devil.

I nodded. "Come in," I said.

Hai Zhu came in and sat in front of the bed. Looking at the sleeping Yuan Duo, she said softly, "What a cute little girl.

I said, "Hai Zhu, since you've seen it, I won't hide it from you anymore. Do you want to hear the story between her and me?"

Hai Zhu nodded and looked at me: "If you are willing to say it, I am willing to listen!"

And so, I started to talk about myself and Yuan Duo from the moment I went to the Issuer to work together. This included the things that happened with Yuan Duo, including her help, concern, and love and pursuit of him, including my true feelings towards him, as well as the fact that Yuan Duo drank and offered her life to me before I left, including the fact that Zhang Xiaotian abandoned me after his car accident and told me everything that I had done to help Yuan Duo treat her illness.

When I mentioned this matter, I avoided all of the links between Qiu Tong and myself and didn't mention anything related to Qiu Tong at all.

After Hai Zhu finished listening, she looked at Yuan Duo in a daze and fell into a long silence.

After a long while, Hai Zhu pulled Yuan Duo's hand and said softly, "Little Sister Yuan Duo, you are a kind-hearted and cute girl. Actually, I should thank you for the care and help you gave my brother when he was in dire straits. You are a girl with good eyesight. You can see that my brother is not an ordinary man, and you can see his courage and inner strength when a person falls. "

You are a poor girl, but the man you adore is more family to you, love can't be forced, is from the heart. You are an unfortunate girl, but your boyfriend abandoned you when he was in trouble. "You are also a lucky girl. My brother won't leave you when he's alone and can always protect you and do things he doesn't want to do for you."

As I sat beside Hai Zhu and listened, I couldn't help but be moved by Hai Zhu's broad chest.

Hai Zhu continued: "Little Sister Yuan Duo, even though that thing happened between you and my brother, I don't hate you, and I don't blame my brother. At that time, I still hadn't appeared, and my brother still didn't recognize me. My brother is a righteous and loyal man. There aren't many of such men in today's society. It is your misfortune and your honor to know him. Of course, it is also my honor. I sincerely hope that my sister will recover soon, get up early, and see you as young and beautiful as possible. We'll be good friends. We'll be good friends. "

Although there are many things that my brother is still doing that I don't understand, but I believe in his character. He will grasp the direction of his life, and there must be a reason for what he is about to do. If he doesn't tell me now, he must have his reasons. I believe that in the future, I will understand and he will tell me everything. "

Hai Zhu's last sentence seemed to remind me of something.