C60 And then it's all healed up and it's all just a thing of the past

Hai Feng slowly said: "This person is — Duan Xianglong!"

I was shocked and looked up at Hai Feng, dumbstruck. "What did you say?"

"What don't you understand? Don't you understand? "You're still asking, fuck you!" Hai Feng said rudely.

I suddenly felt that the sky had already fallen, and Yun Er was actually with my university classmate and the most intense competitor in the mall, Duan Xianglong. How could it be like this for Duan Xianglong? Why would Yun Er follow him?

Duan Xianglong had always coveted Yun Er, but he had never succeeded, and now that he was done for, he actually obtained Yun Er!

My heart throbbed with the pain of a knife and an unspeakable pain.

I grabbed my hair with my hands and tore at it frantically, my facial muscles twitching as I clenched my teeth to stop myself from screaming.

I was once so close to Yun Er, so close to him in both ears and temples, so under the moon, so sweet and happy, so deep in love with him, could it be that just because I had gone bankrupt, Yun Er will immediately throw herself into the arms of my rival in the business battle?

How could Yun Er be so heartless? How could sshe be so eccentric? How could he be so forgetful? This is impossible, definitely impossible. There must be another reason why Yun Er left me, it must be! Otherwise, Yun Er would not have flown to Haizhou!

"This is absolutely impossible, this is not real! It's not true! It's definitely not true. " I suddenly raised my head and looked at Hai Feng, screaming out, "Hai Feng, tell me, this is not real, tell me, tell me!"

I looked at Hai Feng with despair and hope.

"It's a pity, brother. I can't lie to you. This is true. Just give up on this thought!" Hai Feng said calmly and cruelly, "After you disappeared, there were several times when I saw the two of them walk in and out of the mall and the hotel with their arms wrapped around each other's shoulders. Do you really need me to provide you with a small movie on a living bed before you can give up? "

My heart was once again heavily struck as I stared at Hai Feng in a daze.

Perhaps, Yun Er did not belong to you in the first place, so if it wasn't for you, then don't even think about it, "Hai Feng continued," A Zhu told me today that she met Yun Er twice on the plane, so she shouldn't think too emotionally that she is looking for you. With such a large country and so many places, it is normal for her to be anywhere. Since she could go to Beijing, to Nanjing, to the yadu, she could naturally go to Haizhou too. Wake up, I know you're a emotional person, but you have to face reality, even if it's cruel and merciless. "

Hai Feng's calm words stung my painful and cold heart. My internal organs felt extremely cold as they spasmed.

There were wounds on his hand that healed and became a thing of the past. Some of the wounds would be carved on the heart, even if they were carved very lightly, they would remain in the heart. There were some people who were only a hair's breadth away from each other, but were unable to meet each other in their entire lives. Some regrets, were destined to be carried for the rest of their lives.

I fell into a deep pain. Even though Yun Er's departure made me suffer before, I still carried a sliver of hope in my heart, as I held onto the spark of immortality. I kept feeling that Yun Er's departure was too strange, and wasn't willing to believe that Yun Er would abandon the Vow of the Mountain. Today's words from Hai Feng had completely extinguished the weakest thread of light at the bottom of my heart. I had completely lost all hope.

I just sat there, numb, the cigarette burning into my fingers. I didn't even notice the smell of the barbecue on my skin.

Hai Feng quickly reached for my cigarette butt and put it in the ashtray. Then he looked at me in silence and started smoking one cigarette after another.

After a long time, I let out a heavy breath.

Hai Feng slowly said, "Yi Ke, listen to me, brother, and forget the past. Forget all the unhappiness and depression. Start from the beginning.

I looked at Hai Feng, touched a cigarette, and lit it, smoking hard.

Hai Feng continued: "Look at your current bear look, are you even a man? Was he still the unrestrained and unrestrained Yi Ke of the past? In my opinion, you're just a good-for-nothing! Looking at you, I look down on you the most. Isn't it just a woman that you're talking about? Was it worth it to lose one's soul for a woman who had left you at such a difficult time? "Bastard, cheer up."

After saying that, Hai Feng heavily patted my shoulder.

My body trembled as I stared straight at Hai Feng.

"Why are you looking at me like that? Speak, don't keep a single fart! " Hai Feng was a little scared by my gaze.

Suddenly I couldn't stop laughing, and I couldn't stop, and in the sad, suffocating air of the room, my laughter was full of sadness and sorrow.

After exiting the Starbucks, Hai Feng and I found a tavern and ordered a few dishes. Hai Feng didn't drink any wine, he only ordered a bottle of Erguotou and drank it all by himself.

Borrowing alcohol to worry him was even more worrying. He wasn't drunk, but the more he drank, the more depressed he felt.

Just as we were about to eat, I received a call from Li Shun, telling me to accompany him to the pub to play. Thus, I bid farewell to Hai Feng and returned to the hotel.

Li Shun asked me to accompany him to drink Chivas wine, but I didn't refuse. I clinked my glass with Li Shun's without a trace of politeness.

Li Shun asked for two young misses to share with me. I didn't reject them and started drinking with them.

Seeing my performance tonight, at first, Li Shun wore an expression of surprise, but after that, he adapted, and even seemed to be very happy.

Li Shun played until 12 o'clock when he brought the two ladies back to his room and let me in.

I sat in silence on the living room sofa in the suite. On the coffee table in front of the sofa, there was an ice jug.

Li Shun was drunk as he sat on the sofa in front of the ice jug and said to me: "Yi Ke, it was great that you drank wine tonight. Not bad, you came out to mess around, and you ended up like this.

I stared straight at Li Shun, not saying a word.

A lady in a miniskirt sat down next to me, rubbed her plump body against me, and took my hand from her lap.

I was like a vegetable, teasing, but with no response in my body or in my heart.

The air began to reek.

Li Shun closed his eyes and shook his head a few times, he looked to be extremely intoxicated, then opened his eyes and looked at me with a perplexed expression, he waved his hand: "Brother, come have a few, it's very pleasurable -"

Without saying a word, I stood up, walked to Li Shun's side and sat down, then reached out and touched the straw.

Unknowingly, I was on the verge of corruption.

Before, I was disheartened because of the bankruptcy of the enterprise and Yun Er's departure, I gave up on myself and abused myself. It was a type of corruption, and after that, I followed the streets and fought and killed, danced with spears and played with sticks, and that was a type of corruption. But now, I borrowed the alcohol to ease my worries, and was about to get involved in poison, and this was also a type of corruption, and one that was very deep.

I don't know where my life, my body, and my soul, will end up following Li Shun.

My brain is in a state of chaos, and without thinking, I had to hold the straw --

Just then, my cell phone rang.

At this moment, the phone's ringtone was exceptionally ear-piercing.

My heart skipped a beat, I took out my phone and saw that it was Qiu Tong.

When I saw Qiu Tong's number, my heart started racing.

At this moment, I suddenly snapped out of my daze. What am I doing? I'm fucking taking drugs?

The thought of me taking drugs scared me. I couldn't help but fall into the abyss of depravity. If I were to fall into the habit of taking drugs again, I would be done for!

I looked at my phone and was hesitating about whether I should pick it up when Li Shun looked at me. "Who called?"

My heart was a little flustered. I covered it up and casually said, "My mom —"

"Hurry up and answer —" Li Shun urged me.

"Oh …" "Mom — it's so late. Do you need to call?" "Yes," I said.

"Ah — what? "Mom?" Qiu Tong was stunned at the side, and said: "Yi Ke, you must have seen the wrong number, it's me, Qiu Tong."

"Mom, what's the matter? Tell me!" As I said that, I gestured towards Li Shun to pick up the phone. Li Shun smiled and nodded, and I went into the corridor.

"Yi Ke, what's wrong? Why do you call me Mom? I'm not as old as your mother, am I? Do I sound and sound like your mother? " Qiu Tong could not hold back his laughter at the other end of the phone.

I hurriedly changed my words, "autumnum, I'm sorry. When I was with Boss Li just now, I was afraid that he would know that it was you who called me, so … I'm sorry. "

"It's so late and you're still with Li Shun? What are you doing? " Qiu Tong said.

"Mm, this, nothing." I was incoherent.

"What are you doing?" Qiu Tong asked.

"I really didn't do anything. I just wanted to chat and chat together." "No," I said.

"Chat? Speak? So late at night, two men were chatting together? " Qiu Tong's voice was obviously full of doubt.

"It's true! It's true!" I insist.

Qiu Tong remained silent for a while, before saying: "Alright then, since you insist on saying it like that, then I can only trust you."

"Yes."

"Yi Ke, I want to remind you." Qiu Tong continued, "No matter when a person is, no matter how difficult, how destitute they are, they must always maintain their clarity of mind, and must not fall. When you were together with Li Shun, I didn't know what the both of you were doing. Of course, you wouldn't tell me, and Li Shun wouldn't tell me either. However, I must remind you that it is very difficult for a person to become better, but very easy for a person to become worse. "

"Thank you, autumnum. I will remember this!" As I spoke, my forehead began to sweat.

Qiu Tong continued: "In the past, I had a very deep misunderstanding towards you, but later on, through a series of facts, I felt that you should be a good person, at the very least a person with a conscience. Perhaps, if it was someone else, I would not bother to ask, but, after all, you are my savior, and I cannot just watch you step into the unknown abyss and ignore you. Although I am not responsible for you, I still want to tell you this. "

Qiu Tong's words made my heart warm. I said, "I got it, autumnum, thank you again!"