C29 The kind that likes

She is Yun Er!

At this moment, Yun Er was wearing a red cotton windbreaker and carrying a travel bag as she walked through the crowd.

Yun Er! Yun Er is here!

My heart felt like it had been struck hard by a blunt instrument, as I shouted out crazily, "Yun Er — — Yun Er — —"

However, as the train sped by, Yun Er quickly disappeared from my sight.

Everyone in the carriage looked at me in surprise.

"Stop — driver, stop!" I ran behind the pilot and shouted.

"Are you crazy? This car belongs to your family, you can stop at any time you want!" The driver snapped at me.

I fell silent, my eyes fixed on the window, trembling all over.

As soon as the trolley stopped at the station, I got out of the car and ran frantically for the city square.

When they reached the city plaza, Yun Er was nowhere to be seen.

After I went bankrupt, Yun Er's phone number had already been cut off, so of course I didn't need to call him now.

He searched through every nook and cranny of the plaza, but didn't see Yun Er.

In the end, I was too tired to walk. I sat down on the cold ground and stared blankly at the crowd around me for a long time.

Yun Er actually came to Haizhou, is she just passing by or just looking for me? My brain went crazy, crazy, thinking.

She shouldn't have come here to look for me. If she had remembered to come to me, she wouldn't have left without saying goodbye.

How is she now, happy in her life? Did he have a new boyfriend? 'Did she come by herself or did she … '

She had never liked going out alone. She was afraid that she would go out alone, so when she came out this time, there must be someone accompanying her. It must be a man.

I lay on my back, sprawled out on the cold marble floor of the square.

At this moment, I, who was always cautious, neglected an important part.

When night fell, I finally got up and dragged my tired legs, my numb brain, and my cold and miserable heart out of the shopping plaza.

After returning to the dormitory, I took out a bottle of Erguotou and drank it all in one go.

He quickly became drunk after drinking alone.

I turned off the light and lay on my narrow bed. Looking at the clear and cold darkness that shrouded me in a daze, I thought about the Yun Er that I had suddenly seen today that had disappeared in a flash. My heart was in turmoil and my emotions were unable to calm down. The feeling of being abandoned returned to his heart.

I suddenly miss floating as a dream, and I especially want to.

He got up, turned on the lights, turned on the computer, and logged on to the game.

"I miss you. I miss you very much. I especially miss you." I don't care if she's there or not. I type a line of words quickly, a little drunk and numb in my head.

At this moment, I feel very painful. I feel very sad. I feel very lonely. I really need you to accompany me. I continued to vent madly.

When I was done, I stared at the screen and let the tears run down my cheeks.

After an unknown period of time, the Floating Life had come online like a dream.

"Ke Ke, what's wrong? I just came home and saw you. What's the matter with you? Is something wrong? "

She's here, she's here when I need her the most!

For some reason, my tears suddenly began to flow. My fingers were trembling, but I was unable to type.

"Ke Ke, speak, if you aren't talking, I'm really worried. Look at you, I'm worried. Floating Life sent an extremely anxious emoji.

I lit a cigarette, took a couple of puffs, forced myself to calm down, and punched the keyboard. "I'm here."

"I'm relieved when you're here. You scared me to death. I was worried to death when I saw what you said. Are you all right? What happened? "

"I'm fine, nothing happened. I just missed you a lot, and I really wanted to."

"Thank you, thank you for missing me. Actually, when did I ever … Every day and night, I will... Although I can't see your face nor hear your voice, it's clear that you're in my heart and in my mind. "

My heart shuddered. "Ru Meng, I call you Ru Meng. Do you like it?"

"I like it, I like whatever your name is."

"Dreamlike."

"Yes, I'm here."

"Ru Meng, I …"

"Ke Ke, I'm listening."

"Ru Meng, I like you. I'm talking about that kind of love."

"Ke Ke, thank you. I understand what you mean. I like you a lot too. "

My heart was in turmoil. Although neither of us had said 'I love you' to each other, it was enough to make my head spin.

"Dreamlike, I can hear your heart beating."

"Ke Ke, I heard your heartbeat as well. It's right in front of your eyes, by your ears. Even though I know that this is all fake, even though I know that we will never be able to become like this in reality, even though I have never seen you, even though I have never heard your voice, I clearly feel that all of this is so real, so real, so clear, so deep into my heart. "

"Ru Meng, you are the most beautiful woman I have in my heart. No matter where you go, no matter where you are, I will always remember you."

"Ke Ke, you are the best man I know, so I will cherish you well." "Ke Ke, at this moment, I have a feeling that I have never had before. In this virtual world, everyone is living in a vast sea of people, to be able to meet you, this is the arrangement of fate, it is the compensation and pity God has for my reality."

In my heart, a myriad of tenderness, honey and unspeakable reluctance welled up. "Ru Meng, I'm leaving. Tomorrow, or perhaps the day after, I'll be leaving Haizhou."

"Are you leaving?" "Where are you going?" Floating Life sent a surprised emoji.

"I don't know. Perhaps, it will be very, very far away. But no matter where I go, I will never forget about you in Haizhou. "

"Ke Ke, no matter where you are, I will still remember you. At this moment, I suddenly feel very sad. "

"Ru Meng, don't be sad. In fact, no matter where I am, we are still together. In this virtual world, we have already crossed thousands of mountains and rivers. There is no distance between us on the internet. In the future, we can continue to meet here, chat here, and communicate here. "

"I know. However, I still feel very sad, you want to travel alone, to drift through the four seas, I... "Take care. Live well." Floating Life seemed to cry.

I finished my cigarette, drank a large mouthful of water, adjusted my breathing, and said, "Ru Meng, today I drank a lot and said a lot of things that I had not said before. But, these are the things in my heart."

"I know, I understand. Ke Ke, promise me one thing, in the future, no matter where, no matter what happens, no matter how bad your mood is, don't drink alone, okay? When you're in a bad mood, leave a message for me. I'll chat with you to relieve your boredom. "

"I promise you!"

"Ke Ke, can you smile for me?"

I sent him a smiley face.

"It's good that you're smiling." "Ke Ke, remember, you are a man, a man who stands at the top of the earth. Men are people who can't be defeated by anything, no matter what difficulties, hardships, and frustrations you face, you must always remain optimistic and confident.

I firmly believe that you will not be defeated by any setbacks, no matter where you are in the future, no matter what you do, you will stand up again. I have that confidence, and you will have that confidence, won't you? "

I was silent for a moment and then sighed.

That night, I chatted with Wandering Dream for a long time. Unknowingly, the sky started to brighten and I felt sleepy. I yawned and said, "It's already dawn. You still need to busy yourself with your work during the day. Rest."

"Time flies so fast. It's already dawn. "I'm not sleepy, I'm not sleeping. Go out and run. Sleep for a while."

"Alright!"

"Ke Ke, will you be online tonight?"

"I'm not sure about that, maybe." I plan to treat Yuan Duo and Zhang Xiaotian to a final dinner tonight.

"Alright, then I'll wait until you get to 11 tonight. If you don't come online, then I won't wait any longer."

"Alright! "Then let's go now."

"Wait …"

"Why?"

"Ke Ke, I have one more thing."

"Speak!"

"How about our video? I want to see you and I want you to see me, okay? "

I nearly fainted. "Not good, my computer doesn't have a camera."

"Then why don't we send each other pictures?"

"Not good, I don't have any photos on my computer!"

"Well, why don't we talk, okay?" Floating Life was like a dream that never gave up.

"Don't you remember the rules we stated when we first met? We didn't send any photos, nor did we talk."

"I didn't forget, but, you're leaving, I …"

"That's good, then continue to adhere to our principles of communication. You must know, we can only be friends in the virtual world and never enter into reality. Since that's the case, wouldn't it be better to leave each other with a beautiful impression and fantasy?"

"Yes."

"Also, no matter where it is, no matter how far away we are, the distance between us is only the distance of a computer screen's thickness of a net.

"I see." Floating Dreams was now like a child who had made a mistake.

"Alright, leave."

"Goodbye!"

After turning off the computer, I broke out in a cold sweat.

Lying in bed, I wasn't sleepy anymore. Tonight's dreamlike conversation with Floating Life played like a movie in my head, and as I recalled what she had said to me recently, I couldn't help but ponder over it.

The more he thought about it, the more he couldn't fall asleep, and he thought about Yun Er. He couldn't help but feel numb in his heart.

After tossing and turning for a long time, he decided not to sleep and went out for his morning training.