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Looking at this scene, I felt very upset. Perhaps it was time for me to leave. I had even dreamt of obtaining the Cheng family's property. I was really stupid.

I avoided his line of sight and shifted my gaze to Li Zhen. Li Zhen was still not looking at me, she had been staring at Cheng Ruojun with a complicated expression, and there was a hint of envy in her eyes.

After I finished speaking, I released Cheng Ruojun's hand. I thought that Cheng Ruojun would come and pull me, but he didn't, but I didn't have any expectations for that either.

I don't want to have anything to do with the Cheng family anymore, I have to leave. Xia Ze's words appeared in my mind.

I sat in the tub, surrounded by warm water, and I felt very comfortable here, alone.

The faces of Xia Ze, Cheng Ruojun, and Li Zhen appeared in my mind one after another.

Xia Ze and Tao Man plotted this matter, I do not know what Li Zhen did in this incident, maybe she just casually pushed me a little.

"My life has really failed." I murmured, "My beloved husband can not only be with another woman in front of me, but he can also beat me up without restraint. He found a lover who thinks he is a true love, but unfortunately, he was slapped hard by reality."

As I said this, I laughed and accidentally choked on a mouthful of water. My tears unconsciously fell down. These were not tears of sadness.

"People always say that parents are the harbor for their children. If there's no place to go in the end, then there's always a home to go back to. But my parents don't love me at all, so I'm homeless." I said, "Even if I give my all for my family, they still treat me as an outsider. They never treat me as a family member."

Tears in the water, I really do not want to cry, but those tears can not stop.

"From now on, I am my own home." I said, "I'm not going to ask others to love me anymore. If no one loves me, then I'll love myself."

As soon as I said that, I heard a knock at the door, and I started, wondering if my words would be heard by anyone outside.

"Xiao Rou, are you here?" I heard Cheng Ruojun's voice coming from outside.

I calmed myself and said, "I'm here."

Cheng Ruojun immediately opened the bathroom door, and I saw him standing at the entrance. He had already taken off his wet jacket, and was currently wearing a clean shirt, with a faint scent of cologne on his body.

"You're crying?" Cheng Ruojun walked in and asked me. He held my face condescendingly.

"I accidentally choked just now." I said, but my strong nasal voice betrayed me.

Cheng Ruojun caressed my face and said, "You don't need to lie to me."

I nodded and looked at him.

"Ruo Ruo, what did mother say to you just now?" I asked him.

Cheng Ruojun's eyes darkened. Actually, even without him telling me, I already knew that from the moment I married him, Du Lirong had always been telling me about the matter. Now that I have decided to leave him, no matter if it's for me or for Cheng Ruojun, it's good.

"I know." I reached out and caressed Cheng Ruojun's face, "You don't need to hide anything from me."

"You will always be my wife." Cheng Ruojun tried to hug me but I pushed his hand away.

"Ruo Ruo, we can't go back." My tears fell into the tub. "You know that?"

Cheng Ruojun looked at me without saying a word.

"Now, Xia Ze is back." "Dad is clearly a lot colder towards you, and I can hear the meaning behind his words. If you don't divorce me, you probably won't be able to inherit the company, so it doesn't matter to you either?"

Cheng Ruojun didn't say anything, but he clenched my hand tightly and I knew that he was struggling.

"I don't want you to do this for me." "I didn't know you could do that."

"I've already said it …" Cheng Ruojun suddenly pulled me out of the water and held me in his arms, "You will never be able to leave me, the curse is still effective now."

I had seen the evasion in his eyes, and I had seen him waver, but he had said it to me.

So stop lying to me.

"Ruo Ruo …" "Don't be willful," I said. "If things come to an end, then please let me go."

His lips landed on my skin, making me feel very uncomfortable. At least, I definitely didn't want to do this sort of thing with him right now, but I had no way of pushing him aside, because he's my husband, so doing this kind of thing to me is reasonable.

I could only passively endure his kiss. His kiss was as rough as it used to be. I knew that he was in a bad mood, so I didn't say anything.

My body was kneeling in a twisted position on the washstand, and he was behind me. He didn't speak, and his eyes weren't looking at me.

My hand pressed against the mirror, and I could clearly see that my face was twisted, looking extremely ugly.

My life was really meaningless. I used to think that although I was stupid and had no education, I had at least this beautiful set of skin. However, I now realized that it was useless for me to look good, especially now that I found that I was not as good-looking as I had imagined.

I wanted to laugh, of course it was to laugh at myself, but I didn't dare to make a sound. I was worried that Cheng Ruojun would think that I was laughing at him.

It's finally over. Cheng Ruojun pressed his body onto mine, his mouth went close to my ear and said, "Don't leave me." His voice was weak, different from the resolute and decisive way he had spoken with me before.

"Alright." "Yes," I said.

I lay on the bed, my body still covered in bruises and bruises. The old scars had disappeared and were now full of new wounds.