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I stared at Cheng Ruojun's face, not knowing why he asked me this question, but I could still hear his unease from the tone of his voice. I didn't know why he was unsettled, since being together with me was just torturing me, so he could completely change his torments after I was beaten to death.

His gaze made me uneasy. Obviously, when Xia Ze looked at me in this manner, I would feel embarrassed, but when Cheng Ruojun looked at me, I just felt fear. I was worried that he was thinking of a way to torture me.

Cheng Ruojun, I will leave you, no matter how you try to keep me here.

I gently caress Cheng Ruojun's smooth cheeks. His skin is a little hot, which makes me feel uncomfortable.

My fingertips brushed his eyes, then rested on his lips. "I already know what you're talking about," I said softly.

Cheng Ruojun looked at me in shock. When I looked at him, I suddenly thought of the day when Cheng Ruojun hugged me and said that he needed me, I thought that he would change, but he didn't, and I wouldn't be enchanted by his appearance again.

Cheng Ruojun also laughed, he opened his mouth and gently kissed my fingers, and the feeling was exactly the same as the time Xia Ze kissed the center of his palm.

I closed my eyes and went to sleep again.

When I opened my eyes again, the sky was already bright and Cheng Ruojun was no longer by my side. The curtains were pulled tightly and for a moment I could not tell what time it was.

I focused my mind and looked at the clock on the wall. The pointer on it pointed to nine, and it was now nine in the morning. Cheng Ruojun had already left for work.

I was originally in a very good mood, until I heard the voice from outside. I knew that it was Xia Ze, and that he was talking to the Sister Guo, his tone was gentle and elegant, and I heard him say that he hoped that the Sister Guo would not enter his room to clean up in the future.

At first, Sister Guo did not agree. Only when Xia Ze's tone turned serious did she reluctantly agree.

I heard the sound of Sister Guo's footsteps coming down the stairs. She was probably still holding onto something heavy, and when she went downstairs, she made a lot of noise. I quietly listened to her leaving, and then turned my attention to Xia Ze.

I wanted to hear Xia Ze's footsteps. I missed him so much that I thought about him crazily, and remembered his slender figure and lost expression from last night. I hoped that he would comfort me like how he used to gently soothe my wounds.

I put my ear to the door, and I heard footsteps in the hallway. They were very light, and I heard him coming this way, and I knew his room was this way, and that was why he was coming this way. His footsteps were getting closer and closer, and my heart was getting nervous, and I didn't know why I was so nervous.

He was about to pass my door, and he was already there, and my heart was beating fast, like a young girl who has just begun to love and is nervous about just a little bit about him.

He stopped.

I thought he was going to pass my door, but he stopped, which meant he might be thinking about me, too.

I stood in the doorway, wondering if I should open the door. I looked down at myself.

I'll count to five. If Xia Ze still hasn't left, I'll pull him in.

I closed my eyes and started to count silently. Every second was very long, and I hoped that he wouldn't leave. But I felt that I was too overbearing, that I just pulled him in so directly. It was probably a woman with a pretty personality.

However, before I finished counting to five, I heard Xia Ze's footsteps. He had already planned to leave.

I don't want him to go. I don't want to count.

I immediately opened the door, quickly grabbed onto Xia Ze's arm, forcefully pulled him in, and locked the door.

I panted as I leaned against the door. I was very nervous because it was daytime and the servants were all walking around taking care of the rooms. As long as one of them noticed what was happening on my side, we would be finished.

I'm finished. Xia Ze is the old gramps illegitimate child, so even if he were to be discovered sleeping with me, it would just be a matter of being scolded. But I am different, their family's influence is huge, for the sake of face, to not let anyone affect Xia Ze, they might make me disappear, but they might also make my entire family disappear.

"You …" I heard Xia Ze say doubtfully.

I raised my head to look at Xia Ze, his face was still very pale, his figure seemed to have become even thinner than last night when I saw him.

"I …" I looked at Xia Ze. I clearly wanted to say so much, but when I finally stood in front of Xia Ze, I couldn't say a single word.

I saw that Xia Ze's eyes were shining. The corner of his mouth curled up slightly, and he reached out to embrace me. He kissed my hair and said, "You missed me a lot, right?

Xia Ze's words were very ambiguous. When I heard them, I felt a little embarrassed, but it was hard for me to forget what happened between him and me in the bathroom.

"I miss you too." He took my face in his hands and kissed me on the lips. He still smelled of chocolate.

His lips were extremely soft, intertwining with mine. This was a feeling Cheng Ruojun and I had never experienced before, I now understood, although making love can also be done with people you don't like, it's only when you're with someone you like that you can feel happy.

I tightly held onto Xia Ze's back, and my fingers unconsciously started to take off Xia Ze's clothes. My hand went into his shirt, and his skin was slightly cold and extremely smooth.

Xia Ze had also ripped off my pajamas. His hands gently caressed my skin like they were on fire, and he burned me everywhere he touched.

I needed him. I wanted him to hug me tighter.

And he did, too, and he carried me to bed, and I thought he would go on, but he didn't, and he stopped.

I looked at him doubtfully and twisted my body uneasily. Seeing my appearance, he smiled and lowered his head before asking me, "Can I?"