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"Nope." Xia Ze smiled and said, "How can it be dirty."

"Close your eyes." I'm very happy, and also a little sad. I think that my days like this will probably end very soon, I have always been unlucky, so I should be satisfied with just a little bit of his love, I'm not even sure if I love him, nor am I sure what it is like to be able to love him. After experiencing my parents' and Cheng Ruojun's matters, I started to have doubts about love, I don't know if it was love that I had previously obtained, I need to tell others that I have never felt love before, that I have no way of responding to other people's love, but Xia Ze wants me to be warm in his arms.

When I felt Xia Ze, an idea popped out from the bottom of my heart. I had thought countless times that there would be a day where Cheng Ruojun would kneel at my feet and allow me to abuse him, but now, I was beginning to hope that Cheng Ruojun would kneel at my feet.

Finally, I felt a flash of lightning in my brain. I felt like I was riding a roller coaster to the highest point, and I saw fireworks blooming above my head. It was the first time I felt this wonderful.

I hugged Xia Ze's head with both hands and muttered, "I need you too, thank you." My voice was very light, and I don't know why I suddenly started crying after saying all these. I had lived for twenty-five years, and done this with Cheng Ruojun for three years, but I had never felt comfortable with him before. When I went to search online, everyone had always been talking about men, but no one had ever talked about women.

But in fact, it wasn't. It wasn't at all. A woman could also have a wonderful feeling.

Xia Ze stood up, he looked at me with extremely deep feelings in his eyes, in truth, I was just distracted, I was only guessing based on what he felt.

I kissed him on the lips, tenderly, tenderly.

He lifted me to my ear and whispered, "Can I have you now?"

His voice was charming, like a demon luring an ordinary person, but I believed that he was not a devil, but an angel sent by God to save me.

I didn't say anything, just pressed against his body to show that I was willing to give up everything.

Xia Ze looked at me, his eyes were extremely clear, it was not like the eyes that Cheng Ruojun revealed every time he took me in, which were filled with lustful beasts.

Xia Ze leaned close to my ear and whispered, "I will slowly, I won't hurt you."

"Alright." I heard Xia Ze's words and felt very embarrassed. Cheng Ruojun had never said these words before, if he really said them, it would probably be to stop me from hurting him.

Xia Ze slowly entered me, and the moment he did, I snorted lightly, but immediately shut my mouth. I was afraid that Xia Ze would not want me anymore after hearing my voice.

But Xia Ze caressed my back to comfort me, and then said, "Sorry, it hurts."

I didn't want to hear Xia Ze's apology. I raised my head and looked at him.

I noticed that his face suddenly turned red, to the point where his ears were red.

He noticed this now, too, and a flash of irritation passed through his eyes. He put his hand over my eyes as if he didn't want me to see him like this, but I thought he was cute and wanted to see a little more.

I gently kissed Xia Ze's palm and sure enough, Xia Ze immediately moved his hand away as if he was scalded.

I saw his face again, and sure enough the redness didn't fade, and I didn't understand why he was blushing.

"Xia Ze..." I called his name and said, "I need you. I need you now."

Xia Ze stared at me, then he kissed me on my lips, and said softly yet firmly, "Jiang Rou, you are my first woman."

I stared at Xia Ze with my eyes wide open, and said, "I don't believe that if the last time was the first, then how could you be so proficient?"

Hearing my words, Xia Ze suddenly laughed, and said, "Maybe I have some talent."

I wanted to ask him whether or not he had done it with Luo Mengjiao, but I also knew that whether or not he had done it with her, it didn't matter.

"Then I'm honored." I laughed and lifted his chin. "Then I'll eat young grass."

"Yeah." Xia Ze said, "Therefore, you have to be responsible for satisfying me."

Finally, Xia Ze stopped. The moment he stopped, I saw fireworks again, I will forever remember that feeling, this is the first time I feel pleasure in being a woman.