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When the phone stopped ringing, I drove home. I had to go home.

I could also hear the sound of the servants cleaning and chatting. This is my house, but why is it so far away from mine?

Xia Ze froze, he looked at me and said, "Why are you still here?"

"A banquet will be held at Cheng Ruixuan's place today." Xia Ze said weirdly, he stared at my face and said, "What happened to you?"

"Nothing." I said, when Xia Ze mentioned the name Cheng Ruixuan, I was startled for a moment, and only then did I realize that he was referring to Cheng Ruojun's father.

I don't know anything about a party, and I don't want to know what kind of party I can attend now.

I went around Xia Ze and planned to rest upstairs. Just pretend that I didn't know about this banquet, I acted unruly towards others twice today, once was my mother, and the second time was Cheng Ruojun. I think that after suffering so many grievances today, I am qualified to be a little more willful.

"Aren't you going?" Xia Ze pulled my hand. His hand was very cold, I was clearly the one who just came back.

I threw his hand away and said weakly, "No."

Xia Ze remained silent and did not reply. He only looked at me.

I went on upstairs, walking slowly, all my strength drained from me, and for a second I didn't even have the strength to kill myself. I wished I could sleep forever.

Just as we were making our mistakes quietly, I suddenly heard Xia Ze say, "Don't be sad."

I didn't answer, and I didn't know what to say.

Right at this moment, I heard the phone downstairs ring, the sound pierced my eardrums, causing me to feel a bit scared, I did not receive Cheng Ruojun's call, I think the phone call right now is from Cheng Ruojun.

It turned out that Cheng Ruojun had called me earlier not to console me, but to let me go to the ball.

When I thought about this, I couldn't help but laugh.

Jiang Rou, wake up, Cheng Ruojun has already reached such a level, why are you still not giving up? A voice howled in his head.

I know, I've already given up, but my heart hurts, and I just don't understand why we should have been so loving at first, but now we are like this, why he became so fast, and if this is what was meant to happen, then don't be nice to me from the start, lest I still have unrealistic hopes in my heart.

"Madam …" I heard Sister Guo calling for me, "Mr. Cheng wants you to go to the hotel immediately. If you don't go, he doesn't know what he will do."

I stopped.

The roar in my head stopped at that moment, and the whole world went quiet.

Please let me go.

Please don't be so cruel.

How in the world am I going to attend a banquet with this bruised face?

Tears rolled down my face. It turned out that when people were in extreme grief, crying was soundless.

"Does Cheng Ruojun want everyone to see my appearance?" I turned to ask the Sister Guo softly.

Sister Guo seemed to be scared stiff by my eyes. She said after a few seconds, "Mr. Cheng will definitely let you go. If you don't go, you will never be able to leave."

He'll lock me up on the balcony again. I thought about the heavy rain that night, and I was so cold I almost thought I was going to freeze to death.

"I know." I only got beaten up again. I waited to see when Cheng Ruojun would beat me to death.

"Go." I suddenly heard Xia Ze say. His voice was light, like a leaf falling into water, quietly causing a ripple.

I didn't look at him, but walked toward the room in silence.

"I'll wait for you." Xia Ze said, "Mom." I know that he did this to prevent the Sister Guo from becoming suspicious.

I paused and slammed the door.

As soon as I entered the room, I took off my oversized clothes. I saw the wounds that had not yet healed, and I realized that there was not a single piece of good skin on my body. The old wounds pressed down on the new ones, and even I felt disgusted when I looked at them.

I walked into the bathroom and washed my skin with warm water. I hoped that I could wash away everything that had happened to me today. I closed my eyes and smeared shampoo on my hair, causing the figures of Cheng Ruojun and Tao Man to appear in front of me.

"So it turns out that Tao Man, that slut, had always wanted to seduce Cheng Ruojun, and she had even put on a noble and noble look in front of me. How disgusting." I couldn't help but curse Tao Man in a vicious tone, "How could she be so despicable, to be together with a married man?"

The shampoo ran into my mouth, and I was bitter. The bitterness woke me up.

I know that this is the fault of two people, I should be scolding them together, but scolding Tao Man will make my heart feel a little better.

I wiped myself clean and sat down at the dressing table. I carefully made up my makeup, covering not only the wounds on my face with a foundation but also the skin with a foundation.

"Cheng Ruojun, I want to see how sad you can still make me feel." I said to the mirror, "If you will tell me what happened today and be kind to me, I will follow you."

"But …" I will give up and let you and Tao Man be together. Just a few days ago, I thought that I could endure this, that I could accept your cheating and beating, but the things you did today made me completely sad. Last time you slept together with Ye Hanqiu, and you knew that you had immediately rushed out to coax me. I know I don't have a home to go home to, and I know my mother and father never loved me, but I still have to leave you. "

I almost burst into tears, but I can't cry, because I'll spend my makeup.

I put on a long red dress with large dark flowers that looked as if they had been painted with blood.

I opened the door and met eyes, gentle and calm, which miraculously calmed me.

"Let's go." He bent down and held out a hand to me. I looked down and saw a long, pale hand.