C19

Do you want to test them?

I looked at the man standing in the doorway, and the light from the corridor fell on him, forming a halo above his head. The warmth stung my eyes, and I swore I would not cry in front of this child, but tears came uncontrollably.

I didn't say anything. I was in a very embarrassing situation. I was already an adult, but I was still so childish.

"What's wrong?" He came and stood in front of me and asked me. He even pushed my feet off the windowsill and sat down.

I suddenly remembered that the reason why Cheng Ruojun was angry today was because I didn't return at night and was lying. He suspected that I was fooling around with other men, and now that I was too close to this youth, I could even clearly see the color of his eyes. If Cheng Ruojun were to see this scene right now, how would he torture me?

"Stay away from me." I said coldly, almost frightened by the coldness in my voice.

The youth sitting across from me smiled. He reached out his hand to wipe away the tears that were still on my face. His fingertips were gentle, as if they were being caressed by a breeze.

"Don't touch me." I forcefully shook his hand off, "Hurry up and get out of here, otherwise I'll make Cheng Ya chase you away." I lost control of my emotions and couldn't control my temper at him. It was probably because I had suffered so much today and needed to find someone to vent it on.

The young man looked at me quietly, and I couldn't understand the emotions in his eyes. This kind of calmness made me, who had lost control of my body, blush a little, and finally, I hung my head down, but he actually held my face in his hands at this moment. His fingertips were very cold, cold like a block of ice, but compared to Cheng Ruojun's warm hands, this kind of ice-cold temperature made me feel comfortable.

"What are you going to do?" "Don't think you can take advantage of me just because I'm like this."

The young man smiled at my words, then said, "Your face is swollen. You need to apply some medicine."

"No need." "No," I said.

However, the youth said, "With your expression, you really want me to do something to you."

I stared at him, and he smiled and said, "I was just joking."

In the end, he didn't do anything, didn't say anything, just sat quietly on the windowsill with me.

I buried my head in my lap. He couldn't see my face, it made me feel better.

"Did your husband hit you?" the kid asked me.

I did not speak. He did something even more terrible than hitting me.

"First cheating, then hitting you." "Are you sure you don't want to consider my suggestion?"

"I won't." I said sullenly.

"Why?" The boy said, "You won't get a divorce and you won't find a way to make yourself happy. Are you going to live like this for the rest of your life? He will definitely not stop in the future. The more he fights, the more ruthless he will become.

"Cheng Ruojun won't." "I've been with him for three years, and I know him better than you do. He's just too angry, he accepted me, I can't get pregnant, he's been very nice to me, this is all my fault, who told me to lie."

I spoke so much, so quickly, that I didn't even know if I was saying it to convince the boy or to convince myself.

"Maybe you don't know him." The youth said calmly, "It's hard to see a person's true appearance. This kind of weak retreat of yours will only give him the upper hand."

"I know your purpose," I said roughly, "is to seduce the rich ladies every day, and then buy a car from her. If you don't agree, you'll get your bed pictures everywhere, and I'm not going to be fooled by you. You always say bad things about my husband, and you don't want me to beat you up."

I may look funny, the boy laughed. His teeth were white, like pearls.

"Why not leave him?" The youth said, "You're not fierce at all by pretending to be strong. Instead, you make people's hearts ache for you." Then he reached out and gently stroked his hair with his hand, a soft, intoxicating touch. "You shouldn't have led such a life." "No," he said.

His words touched my nerves, and I finally lost control and said, "You don't understand. If I were to divorce Cheng Ruojun, my home would be done for. My parents don't have much ability, my brother is still studying.

The youth was silent for a long time before finally saying, "You are living for yourself? Or live for your family? "

I was stunned. I had never thought of it before, and even sadness was forgotten.

"Your parents are adults. They can be responsible for their own lives." "Your brother was born to your parents. The one responsible for his life is not you, but your parents."

His words were like a key, unlocking the heavy shackles on my body, but I couldn't help but retort, "My parents raised me very hard, and suffered a lot. Now that they are old, I should take care of them, my brother is still young, and he doesn't listen to my parents. If I don't care about him, who else would?"

"That's his choice. He's grown up, isn't he?" The young man said coldly, "Before your parents gave you birth, did they ask you? Did you ask them to give you birth? If you can choose whether you want to be the daughter of the Queen of England or of them, they should have given birth to you without permission. If they treat you well, you can repay them, but you don't have to bet on your life. If they treat you badly, you don't have to force yourself.

He looked at me as if stars were shining in his eyes, and for a moment his whole body seemed to be shining.

I thought he was right, but I didn't dare.

"Why don't you tell your parents about the beating you received today and see what they say." The kid said, "If your parents really loved you, would they just watch you get beaten up? Even if your friend was beaten, you would still advise her to divorce you or find a chance to call you back. "

I looked at the boy, who had opened a new door for me, and at this moment there seemed to be an answer to many things that I had not understood before, but I did not want to admit it, and I did not want to believe it.

Want to try? I asked myself.

Even if the answer might hurt.