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Should I forgive him?

The faint aching pain in the depths of her body once again assaulted her, making her unable to stop herself from furrowing her brows.

She struggled to get up and first ate her medicine before collapsing onto the ground.

She slept all the way until noon the next day. When she woke up, she was surrounded by people.

She opened her eyes and felt her head heavy. It was as if she felt very uncomfortable. She could not help but ask, "What happened to me?"

She saw the people by her bedside. There was a doctor wearing a white gown, a young servant, as well as Si Lianye. There was also a little head.

Before anyone could speak, Le Le called out, "Mom!" But just as he was about to leap over, Si Lianye just in time to hug his. "Le Le can't, your mother is sick, you can't go over."

She looked at the doctor. "What's the matter with me?"

The doctor frowned and said, "The medicine I gave you was a antipyretic. Originally, your condition was better, but last night, you had a terrible fever. If it wasn't for someone finding you this morning, then …"

When she heard him, her heart jumped. She turned her head to look at Si Lianye and saw his haggard face, so she asked him, "Is what the doctor said true?"

Si Lianye sighed as she hugged Le Le, "It's true, you burned so much in the middle of the night, we don't even know it. If it wasn't for Sister-in-Law sending us breakfast in the morning, who knows how long you would have burned for."

Although Le Le was not very sensible, he knew that his mother was sick again. His little face was full of nervousness.

He was naive enough to think that his mother was as afraid of the injection as he was of it.

She felt warmth in his heart and said: "I'm fine, it's just a cold. But you can't go near Mom, it's contagious, at that time, Le Le will also have to be injected with needles."

Needling was indeed a very serious threat to any child. At that time, his face had already turned pale and he did not dare to pounce on his mother again.

At this time, a lady who was silent walked up from behind them and said to Si Lianye: "Come, Young Master, let me hug you."

Who was that person?

Shen Xiran opened his eyes wide.

Si Lianye nodded and said to Le Le: "Mother is going to get an injection now, can Le Le play with this auntie?"

Le Le hesitated for a moment and really wanted to stay behind to accompany his mother, but in the end he still agreed.

Only after they left did Si Lianye explain, "This is someone I invited to specially take care of Le Le. Don't worry, she has a lot of international childcare certificates, and she has a set of skills for children."

She looked at him without speaking.

He felt a little guilty, but his expression was very calm. He even joked with her, "Why are you looking at me like that? Be careful not to fall in love with me. "

"You're shameless!" As expected, her attention was attracted and she stared at him fiercely.

The doctor was not interested in their flirting. He thought about giving her an injection and then said to her, "Your body seems weaker than normal, so I suggest you go to the hospital and check it out."

Knowing why, she smiled and said, "Okay, doctor, I'll find a time."

Si Lianye looked at her expression, then suddenly said: "Why don't you go today."

Startled, she said to him, "How am I going to get to the hospital like this? I'll go when I'm done."

He was once again thinking how he could delay the matter.

The doctor frowned back at him and said, "She's in pretty good shape at the moment. She can wait a few days."

Si Lianye did not say anything.

She looked at him strangely and asked, "Have you recovered from your cold?"

He nodded his head and said with slight ridicule, "Who is like you? Their body is so weak."

"I don't know who did it." She knew she had said the wrong thing after she finished speaking. She wanted to bite off her tongue.

Although it was the truth, it was clearly a spoiling of the moment.

When the doctor heard this, his eyebrows twitched. Looking at his expression, he immediately made a decision. "I still have to leave first."

With that, he carried the box and walked out.

The remaining two people looked at each other in silence.

Si Lianye looked at her for a while before sighing softly, "I knew that you still haven't forgiven me."

She opened her mouth to say something, but found herself unable to say anything.

Said she didn't forgive him? But why did she care about him so much, saying that she had already forgiven him? But even she herself would not believe this.

She could only shut her mouth.

After a long while, he stood up and said, "You're not in a good condition, you need to rest more. I'll have someone watch at the door, if anything happens, just call me.

With that, he turned around and left.

She looked at his back, not sure if it was due to her feelings, but she actually saw traces of loneliness.

It wasn't until the door was closed that she felt as if she had hurt his heart.

She was in a rare dilemma.

The Si Lianye now was completely different from before. Should she really forgive him?

However, she really couldn't forget that dreary night five years ago when she was tied up in bed and cried out every day that she shouldn't be screaming so badly, and … The child that had disappeared before it was even formed.

She tried to get up and walk, but she found her wrist aching and her head dizzy.

She could only smile wryly and lie back down.

At that moment, someone called.

She picked it up. "Hello?" She was in a bad mood and didn't even look at who the caller was.

The person on the other side said, "Xi Ran, it's me."

When the voice entered her ears, she couldn't help but sit up straight. "alba?"

"It's me." Shangguan Zhe's voice was heavy and even though he was not in a good mood, he was still able to very sensitively notice that something was wrong with her voice.

A trace of a smile appeared on her lips. Indeed, the person who understood her the best was Shangguan Zhe.

"Yeah, I accidentally caught the rain last night, so I had a bit of a fever, but it's much better now." She said lightly, not wanting him to worry about her: "By the way, are you done? Where is it now? "

He was not fooled by her little trick, but said impolitely: "What did Si Lianye do, you only went there for two days and you get sick?"

She felt a little awkward. "Actually, I can't blame her for this. It was my body that was too weak …"

I don't know if he'll be able to accept this explanation, she thought.

Shangguan Zhe went silent for a moment when he heard this, then suddenly said: "Xiran."

"Hmm?" His voice sounded a little strange, causing her to listen attentively.

"Do you know? This is the first time you have defended him in front of me. He said solemnly.

"Is that so?" She was secretly shocked, but she still said carelessly, "Because what I said was the truth. I can't possibly say bad things about him just because I hate him, right?"

"Is that so? Are you sure you still feel the same way about him? " he asked again.

"Then... I hate what he has done to me. I hate how he betrayed the oath made between us, and I won't change anything about that. You should understand my feelings as well. " She spoke slowly.

Shangguan Zhe was silent for a while again, then said: "I feel that you're a little different than before. I thought you already understood him, but it seems that you haven't now."

She smiled and said, "Of course. How could I forget such a grudge?"

Shangguan Zhe sighed and said: "Xi Ran, do you know? In fact, I sometimes think, is it right or wrong for me to give you my full support to come back for revenge? If you didn't come back, you might have already been treated professionally in the hospital, and not just relying on drugs like this. So, suddenly, promise me, let's go back to Country A and not think about revenge anymore, okay? If you really can't let it go, I'll help you get it. "

Hearing that, she paused, and slowly said: "No, alba, this is my own problem, I have to take care of it myself. Don't worry, I won't joke around with my body."

Shangguan Zhe deeply felt that he was extremely tired. Sometimes, he really couldn't understand what this woman was made of, but she seemed to have a will of her own, if she was a normal person, she would have already gone to the hospital to find the best doctor to treat him. In the end, she completely didn't put her life in her eyes.

In the end, he had no other choice but to say: "Think of Le Le, Xi Ran, think of Le Le. If something really happens to you, then Le Le will be the most pitiful child in the world."

"Isn't there still you?" she joked.

Shangguan Zhe roared: "Shen Xiran!"

"Well, well, I was wrong." She apologized quickly.

Shangguan Zhe took a deep breath and said: Alright, let's forget about this matter. Let's settle another debt, why did you suddenly move out from my house and stay with Si Lianye again?

Because he threatened me. I can't find you, what else can I do?

No one could understand Shangguan Zhe better than her. Perhaps he was cold and merciless to others, causing many people to be afraid, but to her, Shangguan Zhe was a big brother who protected his everywhere, a soft-hearted person. If he told him the truth, he would definitely feel guilty, and he had already caused him more than enough trouble, so he wouldn't be able to add in any more.

Thus, she used a relaxed tone and said, "Because Le Le missed his Uncle Si, so he pulled me back."

"Really? It's not you who wants to go back yourself? " he asked, in a tone so incomprehensible that she could not fathom what he meant.

She carefully replied, "Of course not, how could I possibly miss him? I hate him, it's too late to get away from him. " She spoke without hiding anything.

"Then remember to tell Le Le that Papa Shangguan is unhappy."

"Okay, I will say it, but you have to be prepared to let him cry all over." She smiled.