Chapter 313

But the reality is always powerless. Now Lu Qiran's body can't move, and he can't fall into deep sleep again. As soon as he closes his eyes, Lu Qiran's eyes are full of the cry of his unborn child. How can he sleep at ease? Now Lu Qiran can only keep the posture of lying on the bed, feel the heavy, tired and aching feeling all over his body, and bear the missing, guilt and pain of his unborn child. Such a huge pain and sadness, even if Lu Qiran was a gold medal killer, he could not bear it.

Gradually, Lu Qiran felt that her nose was sour, and her anger made her breathless. The scenery in front of her became blurred, and she couldn't see clearly. The more and more strong feeling of suffocation made Lu Qiran's chest begin to rise and fall violently.

Finally, a tear from the corner of Lu Qiran's eye fell down his cheek. This tear was the beginning of Lu Qiran's collapse. Lu Qiran, who was devastated and full of wounds in his heart, could no longer support him. He finally put down all his burden and began to cry. Although Lu Qiran was not afraid to cry, because of his body, now Lu Qiran can only utter almost inaudible groans and sobs.

Warm tears poured out of Lu Qiran's eyes and wet the pillow under her head. He stayed with Lu Qiran day and night. The sleeping Falcon heard Lu Qiran's strange voice and immediately woke up. Looking at Lu Qiran's wake up, he felt a burst of joy. But when he saw Lu Qiran's sad appearance, his joy immediately turned into a heavy sadness.

"Xiaoran, I know you are suffering, but you must hold on, everything will pass, I will always be with you, Xiaoran." Hawk Falcon never knelt down on one knee, holding Lu Qiran's right hand tightly with both hands, bowed his head heavily and solemnly said to Lu Qiran: "Xiao ran, I know you are in pain, but you must be open, you must not think about doing stupid things, Xiao ran, I beg you! Be strong, Xiao ran

When Lu Qiran heard the voice of yingfalcon Jue, he turned his head and looked around. He saw yingfalcon Jue kneeling by the bed and holding her right hand tightly. However, Lu Qiran could not feel any peace of mind, warmth or dependence at the moment. All that rose in Lu Qiran's heart was the black negative emotion, anger, resentment, hatred

This man, Falcon, should belong to the father of the child, but where is he when the child is in danger? Where was he when he was in danger? How did he realize the sweet words he said with himself? Where was this man when he was assassinated, when he and his children were locked up in a disused hospital? He didn't know where to go because he was jealous? After something happened, he pretended to be concerned and rushed over! What's the use of this! If he cared more about himself, it would not have happened! The child will not disappear! Whether he knows it or not is also his responsibility!

Moreover, now the child has not been born on the premature death, he is here pretending to persuade himself not to be sad! Is there a child in his heart? Does he have himself in his heart? He is full of sweet words, but he is a child like guy inside. He abandons the oath for the sake of simple anger and non-existent things. He doesn't repent until such things happen! Does he... Falcon deserve to be the father of a child? Does he have a consciousness of being a man or a father?

Can I really rely on this person for the bumps I encounter in the future? Can he really rely on his vows? Can he cash it?

Thinking of these, Lu Qiran's resentment and anger seemed to find a vent point at last. Lu Qiran turned his head with all his strength and glared at the Falcon beside him fiercely. He began to shout to him intermittently with her trembling and feeble voice: "you go, you get away from me... I don't want to see you, I don't want to see you again, you... Go!"

Although Lu Qiran's voice was weak and hoarse, yingfalcon could hear the voice of anger and despair. Yingfalcon was stunned. He did not expect that Lu Qiran would hate him so much. Yingfalcon did not know what he had done wrong, but now yingfalcon did not dare to question Lu Qiran, Only nodded submissively, obeyed Lu Qiran's meaning, kept apologizing to her and said: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, it's my fault, it's all my fault, Xiaoran, don't be angry, I beg you to forgive me, Xiaoran."

"Go away! I don't want to see you... I, I never want to see you! Go, go, cough, cough Lu Qiran didn't listen to yingfalcon's apology at all. He was still crying angrily to yingfalcon. His pale face turned red because of the strong anger, and even began to cough in the end.

Yingfalcon was completely stupid this time. He thought that he would guard Lu Qiran, accompany her and take care of her. Lu Qiran would come out of the shadow of this incident. But yingfalcon never thought that Lu Qiran hated him so much now. At this time, yingfalcon did not understand why, Is it just because the two of them had a quarrel before?

However, hawk Falcon did not dare to refute Lu Qiran's words now, so he nodded obediently and withdrew from the bedside immediately. He retreated to the door in fear, and said to Lu Qiran in a low voice, "OK, OK, I'll go now, but don't be impulsive. I'll go now, I'll go now."

Eagle Falcon slowly out of the door, gently closed the door, and then very powerless to sit on the chair in the corridor, sighed deeply. Hawk Falcon never knew where she had provoked Lu Qiran. She was so angry. But now is the time when Lu Qiran is weak. We must not quarrel with Lu Qiran at this time. We must not make her situation worse again at this time. No matter what happens, we should survive this period of time and wait until Lu Qiran recovers.

Thinking about this, hawk Falcon sighed weakly and walked out to light a cigarette.

For the next few weeks, Lu Qiran was always in such a trance that he thought about his dead child and cried bitterly. He also responded strongly to Yingying Jue's consolation. Almost every time he yelled at Yingying Jue, who came into the house to persuade him. This is almost every day these days, In the process of recovery, Lu Qiran didn't seem to forgive hawk's decision at all, as if he had been stimulated at the sight of hawk's decision, no matter what happened before, he would immediately enter into a state of anger.