Chapter 187

She lived in a muddle every day, of course, not for the things he didn't come over, but for studying abroad. She often thought about it and felt bitter and uncomfortable in her chest, even listless in class.

Of course, Xiaoxue also knows that she was refused by him to study abroad. She has no choice but to accompany her silently. However, seeing her lost, sad and sad appearance, she couldn't help being angry.

That night, she was cooking porridge in the kitchen. She didn't like cooking. In addition, she was in a bad mood, so she wanted to eat some mats, but he suddenly came.

She looked at him with an expression, and then put two bowls of porridge on the table. He should have not had dinner at this point, but she only made these, and she didn't want to make a meal again, so she ate silently with her head down.

He was silent and she was silent.

She kept her head down, so she couldn't see any of his expressions. She could only feel his eyes hovering over her head. Her scalp was numb. She stubbornly made herself look calm.

Zhuang Shili sat opposite her, his legs folded, his hands in his trouser pockets, reclined on the back of the chair, his black eyes narrowed dangerously, watching her mechanically drinking porridge, mouthful after mouthful, as if he didn't exist.

He was suddenly inexplicably agitated. He felt the cigarette in his pocket. He lit it and smoked it.

He thought about her studying abroad for a long time. Even he couldn't tell what kind of psychology he wanted to stop her.

In fact, he didn't care what he paid for her. He cared that once he promised her, he would be separated from her, and it was still two distant countries.

Together for two years, she has been within his reach, in the world he can control, her school, her apartment, and her cool autumn in luxury countries. But when she suddenly said she wanted to go abroad, he lost his calmness.

He knew clearly that she was different to himself, otherwise he could take this as an excuse to end, rather than being angry, as he did to those women.

According to his understanding of her, this matter is so important to her that she will pester him, call or text him as before. He thought he would promise her if she flirted a little.

As a result, for three days, he forbade himself to come to her first, but she seemed to disappear from the world. Needless to say, there was no phone call, not even a text message.

He suddenly panicked. If she was so calm, did not fight, did not spare, did not cry, it meant that she was really hurt.

So as soon as he got off work, he couldn't wait to come. Well, he admitted that he lost.

Qiuye was silent for a long time. Suddenly, she heard a crisp sound. The next second, the faint smell of tobacco fainted in the air. He lit a cigarette. She glanced at the lighter under his finger with the afterlight of her eyes, and her eyes were suddenly wet.

"Speak!"

Half a ring, his faint voice sounded.

"Say what?"

She took a sip of porridge and still didn't look up. She asked in the same calm tone.

"About studying in virtual country!"

There was a trace of anger in his voice.

A self mocking smile was pulled from the corner of her mouth. She looked up at him and said quietly,

"What can I say? I have returned the information to the teacher!"

Looking at the smile on her lips, he suddenly felt that it was very eye-catching, and his tone couldn't help but be harsh,

"Since they have given up, why do they still look like dying in front of me!"

She was stunned, then suddenly lowered her head and was silent for a while. She raised her head and reluctantly pulled out a smile,

"Sorry, I shouldn't show you face!"

The bottom of her heart was bitter. She just dropped her head in a hurry. In fact, she was covering up her tears. She still couldn't learn to hide herself, disguise herself and please him.

"Lin Qiuye, what's your temper for me!"

Zhuang Shili stared at her haunted ghost and couldn't help yelling impatiently.

"Sorry!"

She lowered her head again and said it like an endorsement,

"I know I shouldn't forget my identity as a mistress. I know I shouldn't ask too much. I know I shouldn't..."

"Enough!"

He hurriedly got up and interrupted her, staring at her with black eyes,

"It's OK to study in virtual country, but you must come back once a week!"

She suddenly raised her head and looked at him incredulously, but the next second she laughed again, ridiculed and miserable,

"Zhuang Shili, it's too late to agree now. I've given the information to the teacher for three days!"

Does he find it interesting to do this over and over again?

The day after he refused, she had returned the information to the teacher. It is estimated that the popular quota has been robbed by other students.

She suddenly felt like a ridiculous fool who was played in the palm of her hand. If he wanted her to cry, he wanted her to cry. If he wanted her to laugh, she had to laugh. Please, she is not a puppet, she also has a soul!

When thinking like this, she suddenly looked like a hedgehog with thorns all over her body, coldly protected herself, and looked at him with more indifference,

"Zhuang Shili, I don't need your hypocrisy or your pity. If I don't study abroad, I can't die, but if you torture me like this, I may die!"

"What are you talking about?"

His tone suddenly sank, and his whole body burst into a surge of anger. The damn woman said he was hypocritical?

Does he pretend to be so attentive to her? Hypocritically, did he prepare her birthday as carefully as he did? Did he protect her like he did?

He was about to choke on her words, stepped forward and pulled her out of the chair,

"You say I'm hypocritical and pity you?"

She did not speak, but stubbornly raised her face and looked at him, silently announcing her answer.

His chest fluctuated violently, showing how angry he was. With a wave of his big hand, he dragged her and threw her to the big bed. Then he raised his hand and untied his clothes,

"Lin Qiuye, I'll show you today what hypocrisy is!"

Autumn leaf was thrown on the big bed by him, silently closed her eyes and covered the water under her eyes. She knew what he was going to do next, endless physical torture. It seemed that only in this way could he get the pleasure of conquest.

His strong body overwhelmed her in an absolutely strong posture.

She had no choice but to close her teeth so that she wouldn't make a sound. He whispered, "my autumn leaves, I'll see how long you can endure!"

He kissed her, and a tear fell from the corner of her closed eyes. She could feel that his body was obviously stiff.

However, the next second, he bowed his head and kissed the tears from the corners of her eyes, and then kissed her deeper like punishment. Just when she desperately thought she was about to fall, her cell phone rang suddenly, which was very harsh in the quiet room.

Autumn leaves opened her eyes, her eyes blurred with tears. She cried and suddenly pushed him away, then took her mobile phone and rushed out of the bedroom.

The caller ID above almost made her faint. It was her counselor!

She glanced at Zhuang Shili, who followed out of her bedroom, and trembled to answer the phone,

"Hello, teacher!"

The Counselor's earnest voice came from the other end,

"Autumn leaf, it's like this. I'm going to report this information tomorrow. Although the hospital recommends another student, I'm still unwilling for you to give up like this..."

"Excuse me, teacher, can you give me another chance? This time I'm serious. I choose to study in virtual country!"

Qiuye held the microphone and said clearly and firmly word by word.

What's this now? Is it God's favor for her? When she didn't report any hope, they all came to give her hope one by one. God, I'd like to ask you, are you pitying me? Or torture me?

It takes two or three hours to fly from here to Xuguo, which means she spends two days on the road on weekends. But she chose to promise him this condition, even if she was tired of running back and forth, she would do it.

"Really? Autumn leaves?"

The counselor at the other end laughed,

"Then I'll print out another document for you. Come to the office tomorrow morning and fill it in!"

"OK, thank you, teacher!"

Qiuye politely hung up the phone and saw him sitting on the sofa behind her, staring at her with a complex look.

She wondered if she had read it wrong. How could she see that there was a faint reluctance and sadness on the man's always lonely and indifferent face?

She walked slowly towards him, then stood in front of him, looked down at him from this angle for the first time, and suddenly felt that the outline of his facial features was unusually bright, as if they had been carefully carved.

"Thank you!"

She opened her mouth awkwardly. She admitted that her attitude had changed a little quickly, but saying thank you was the most basic etiquette.

He didn't say anything, just looked up at her deeply, and then turned away again. The remaining autumn leaves stood there alone, staring at the lonely figure, at a loss.

What happened to him?