Chapter 292

"What? You don't understand me? " Luoyuxin see Ouyang wooden Han a face of doubt, can't help but smile and ask.

Ouyang Muhan doesn't know whether she should nod or shake her head. Maybe it's both. She looks at Luo Yuxin and thinks that even in a familiar place, Luo Yuxin is not the familiar person before. At this moment, she always feels strange.

"Why do you have to? It's just a truth. It's not a matter of great importance. Why do you have to go to so much trouble? " Ouyang Muhan sighed, and his tone was full of regret.

"A lot of trouble? It's not a big deal? Ouyang Muhan, do you know that your attitude can kill a person who cares about you? " Ouyang Muhan's words seem to touch Luo Yuxin's pain point, and immediately let Luo Yuxin explode.

"Many years ago, I told you that Chen zhiang was not your lover. You told me that it was nothing important. Anyway, it was the same with anyone. Do you know how worried I was about you at that time? But it's your attitude that makes me angry. Today, you are still so! " Luo Yuxin asked word by word.

"Five years ago, after knowing your sudden death, I knew that Chen zhiang had hurt you. I told myself that I must come back to find out the truth, but what did you do to me? You are still in this world, but you choose to hide from me, let me like a fool, immersed in grief, Ouyang Muhan, you know, you are self righteous, the most hurtful Luo Yuxin said every word, like a bomb, in Ouyang Muhan's heart out of the dynamite.

But the eye socket unconsciously already moist, Ouyang Muhan did not dare to look directly at Luo Yuxin's eyes.

"Did you cry? You're crying? What's the use of crying now? Do you think I'll forgive you if you cry? I tell you, Ouyang Muhan, I will never forgive you all my life! " Luo Yuxin saw Ouyang Muhan cry, the heart is a pain, but immediately think of Ouyang Muhan's behavior, the anger in the heart, once again ignited.

"What do you mean by silence? Do you think I look funny? Is that right? " Luo Yuxin is approaching Ouyang Muhan step by step, and her voice is louder and louder, but Ouyang Muhan is afraid to step back, for fear that her simple action will stimulate Luo Yuxin. In that case, her mood will be more unstable.

"What do you want me to say? Since no matter what I say, you won't forgive me, no matter how much I say, it's futile unless you can stabilize your mood and listen to my every word. " Ouyang wooden Han takes the corner of his mouth and smiles. He reaches out his hand to wipe the tears from his eyes. He looks up at Luo Yuxin and says with a bitter smile.

"Well, I'll calm down and listen to you. I see what you can say to me!" Luo Yuxin put his hands around his chest, did not hide the sarcastic smile, said word by word.

"Yuxin, do you remember what I said to you when you left qucheng many years ago?" Ouyang wooden Han does not mind Luo Yuxin with such an expression to face her, suddenly asked the question.

"Yes?" Luo Yuxin was stunned immediately. She didn't expect that Ouyang Muhan would suddenly ask this question. Every sentence Mu Han said to herself when she was at the airport in that year suddenly came to her mind.

Ouyang Muhan, who was still Mu Han at that time, was very sad and said something that she still didn't understand. "Yuxin, if you go, you can be free. You can leave at any time. Of course, you can come back at any time..."

In such a word, it has become an unsolved mystery in Luo Yuxin's memory. It seems that he will never get the answer.

"What did you mean when you said that? I haven't understood it until now. You can make it clear now. " Luo Yuxin is not willing to recall those words, simply asked directly.

"At the beginning, I knew you were angry with me, but I couldn't help it. Even if you want to leave, I also want to use some ways to make you walk more comfortable, but do you know? At that time, I wanted to keep you, but when I thought of what I had to bear behind me, I could only choose to let go. You know, how painful should I feel when I make those choices? " Ouyang wooden Han said will head to one side, don't let oneself to look directly at Luo Yuxin's eyes.

"Do you have pain in your heart? But do you have my pain? Muhan, Muhan, you never know how much I care about you, do you? "

But these words of Ouyang Muhan didn't seem to make Luo Yuxin feel better. After she said it, Luo Yuxin pointed to her chest and poked hard, "your heart hurts, but do you have it? You know how sad I feel when I know you're gone, but in the end? You clearly appeared in front of me, but still do not trust me, you think the trust, in fact, is just you give alms to others, Ouyang Muhan, in this world, there is no one more hateful than you! "

Every word Luo Yuxin said is a question to Ouyang Muhan, but for the latter, he really doesn't know what the meaning of what he has done, and the explanation has no meaning.If Luo Yuxin doesn't believe her, then no matter how much she says, it's meaningless.

Thinking of this, Ouyang Muhan opens his mouth and intends to open his mouth, but finally he quietly closes his mouth and looks at Luo Yuxin. At this time, it seems that in addition to looking at each other, there is no better way to express their helplessness, right?

"You don't speak, do you know? Every time you don't speak, I feel that you secretly laugh at my ignorance and ridicule in your heart. Do you know?" Luo Yuxin said with a smile, saying what he meant.

"No, I didn't, Yuxin..." Ouyang Muhan wants to explain, but in the face of Luo Yuxin's affirmative attitude, Ouyang Muhan, who hesitates and doesn't know how to explain, is interrupted by Luo Yuxin again.

"Let's walk along the river..." Luo Yuxin suddenly proposed.

"Go for a walk?" Ouyang Muhan didn't understand what she wanted to do. He wanted to know what she wanted to do, but he saw that Luo Yuxin had gone further, so Ouyang Muhan had to follow her.

Quhe is the lake around qucheng, which encircles qucheng like a belt. So even if the night is about to reward, looking at Quhe at this time, it is still a bit like the vicissitudes of life.

Ouyang Muhan suddenly realized that she had not been here for a long time. In contrast, Luo Yuxin did not have any expression on her face in the face of this familiar scene, but just looked at it without expression.

Ouyang Muhan sighed, thinking how good it would be if she could have a good look at the scenery with herself.

When he came to an abandoned industrial building, Luo Yuxin suddenly stopped, turned around and looked at Ouyang Muhan, and suddenly laughed, "do you remember here? At that time, I took you to hide here. You didn't go out for a whole week. You couldn't sleep every day. Even if you fell asleep, you would wake up with nightmares. Every time I would comfort you, and I didn't dare to sleep before you fell asleep... "

"At that time, I just felt that it was my responsibility to protect you. Later, I realized that my care for you at that time was really ridiculous. No matter how deep my feelings were, I couldn't compare with a man..."

"No, listen to me..." Ouyang Muhan can't listen any more. He interrupts Luo Yuxin.

"I know I'm sorry for you. I've been full of guilt for you since you left."

"And now? Why do you know I'm looking for you, but you still don't want to tell me that you are Muhan! " Luo Yuxin feels that every word Ouyang Muhan says is an excuse for himself, so he asks angrily.

"Rebirth? As an atheist, I don't want to believe that I am a person who has come back to life, let alone you? If I tell you directly that I am Mu Han, you may think that I am joking with you, or playing with you? " Ouyang Muhan truthfully said the situation, she really never intended to be Luo Yuxin.

"Later, I wanted to tell you the truth, but the situation didn't allow me to tell you the truth at all. There were too many unknown privacy around me. I was afraid to involve you, so I chose to hide you." Ouyang Muhan sighs, she has planned to tell Luo Yuxin the whole story.

“……” Luo Yuxin did not speak, waiting for Ouyang Muhan to continue.

"The master of this body was not welcomed since I was a child. He was bullied by his wicked stepmother and elder sister. After I was born again, I was restricted by them everywhere. I finally left and came back after I became strong. It took a lot of trouble to get the Mu family back." Ouyang Muhan continued, "there are people behind Chen zhiang and Qin yu'er. I'm worried about what can't be provoked, so I've been very careful for fear that I will be discovered by them. So before, I didn't tell anyone the truth."

"Anyone? How does Du Chengrui know? " Luo Yuxin asked sarcastically.

"He..." When it comes to Du Chengrui, Ouyang Muhan is at a loss. "Later, mingzhouzhou, a good friend of this body, fell in love with him. In order to make him feel at ease with mingzhouzhou, I had to tell him the truth that I am Muhan." Ouyang Muhan lowered his head, shook his head and explained.

"Why should I believe you?" Luo Yuxin seems unmoved and asks in a cold voice.

"Since I know you won't believe it, but I still want to explain to you clearly that everything I say is true. It doesn't seem to matter whether you are willing to believe it or not?" Ou Yang Mu Han shook his head with a bitter smile and murmured.