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After exiting the Jianning Pharmaceuticals, Su Ju immediately called Jue Ji. These few days, he was on a business trip outside the city, so Mi Fei followed him, and no one came to follow him. As a result, Jue Ji did not even know what happened in S City.

It had already been three consecutive days of meetings, but he still could not come up with a good conclusion to the meeting. Jue Ji sat in the presidential suite and thought carefully about what had gone wrong.

He had just opened the PPT he'd created and read two pages when his cell phone rang.

The caller ID was his private number, "Hello?"

His voice sounded hoarse, the result of a long conversation. Su Ju listened and asked anxiously, "When will you be back?"

"Tomorrow night at the earliest." Jue Ji said at this time.

After thinking about it, under normal circumstances, Su Ju wouldn't take the initiative to call him. Previously, she had said something to make her quiet, but the two of them had been using WeChat to contact each other.

"Did something happen?"

This was Jue Ji's instinctual reaction.

Su Ju tightened her phone and denied: "No. I just missed you a little. I just want to see you earlier! "

Su Ju would never do something like expressing her feelings and feelings. Other than being forced, Jue Ji knew this very well. He frowned, "I'll be back tomorrow. I'll call you in advance."

"Alright then."

Su Ju hung up the call.

There were too many questions in her heart. She wanted to ask Jue Ji: Was that woman called Mo Chunhua really his mother? She wanted to ask why she knew but didn't tell her. Just what secret is he hiding for her to know … All of the questions were directed at Jue Ji.

What Su Ju was afraid of was the fear of getting the answer. Although she had always told Jue Ji that it was not impossible for her to do so, the more time she spent with him, the more she unconsciously relied on him. Only now did she think of withdrawing. She could imagine that if the pain wasn't heart-wrenching, it would also remove a layer of skin.

No, this was not the life that Su Ju wanted to live. Rather than truly facing everything, she would rather live in a muddled state than self-delude.

Humans were used to lying. Even if they knew that it was wrong and they wanted to change it, they would never be able to get out of her trap.

Feeling like he had been slapped in the face, Su Ju looked outside the window and laughed bitterly.

At this moment, someone knocked on the closed bedroom door. Su Ju turned her head to look and saw that the door to the bedroom had been pushed open by someone.

"Now."

Previously, Su Ju had said to Su Xiaobao that no matter how difficult it was, she would think of a way to do what she had promised the child. She still wanted to preserve her dignity.

She ate a lot of food. It wasn't only Little Treasure, but Su Ju himself was also full of food.

In the past, Lu Xiaohua had told sher before, "When a person is full, he will forget his troubles!"

She wanted to try, but it didn't work as well as she had imagined. Although Su Ju was currently very busy, it was still difficult for her to ignore what Gu Yi had said to her before. She would also make a sound in her heart when she wasn't on guard, and she should investigate the truth.

Seeing Su Xiaobao finish eating the hamburger on the plate, Su Ju lowered his head and asked: "Little Treasure, are you full yet?"

Su Xiaobao took a tissue to wipe his hands, and looked at Su Ju with wide eyes: "I'm full, I can't eat anymore, I don't even want to drink water anymore!"

Su Ju might have forgotten that she had already made Su Xiaobao eat a lot.

Hearing Xiao Bao's words, Su Ju dispelled her plans to order another chicken leg, and pulled Su Xiaobao towards the Starfish Apartments.

The night wind was very strong, lifting up Su Ju's clothes. She felt slightly cold and tightened the scarf around her neck.

"Dabao, are you in a better mood?" Su Xiaobao opened his mouth at this moment.

Su Ju looked at him in shock. Sure enough, she couldn't hide her emotions at all.

"That's good."

They were floating in the wind, and seated on a stone chair were a few pairs of old people who were happily chatting with each other. Su Xiaobao looked at the willow tree and suddenly said: "Big Treasure, I want to sit here for a while."

While speaking, Su Xiaobao pointed to a stone stool at the side. Su Ju glanced at it and then led Su Xiaobao over.

The two had just sat down when Su Xiaobao spoke again, "Dabao, our teacher said that when you are troubled, you should say it out loud. As long as you say it out loud, your mood will be a lot better."

Su Ju really did not expect this child to observe in such a meticulous manner. It was just that the worries in her heart were far from being as simple as her teacher had said, there were too many implications that even if she were to speak out, it would not be able to solve anything.

Su Ju extended his hand out to Su Xiaobao, and pinched his hand, "Don't worry, mother will be fine."

When he returned to the Starfish Apartments, the sky had already darkened completely. After taking a bath, Su Xiaobao went back to his bedroom to sleep. Su Ju had originally wanted to sleep early as well, but he couldn't fall asleep while lying in bed.

He got up from the bed, put on his slippers and went to the living room. He picked up the remote control board s and changed the channel from time to time.

Su Ju did not turn on the light because she was afraid that it would affect Su Xiaobao who was already asleep. Every time she turned on the channel television, there would be a flash of light, and that was not enough to cause Su Ju any pain in her eyes.

In the end, for some reason, he fell asleep, and his body tilted down onto the sofa at the side. The quilt that covered his body was personally covered by Su Xiaobao when he woke up later on, when he went to the washroom. That night, Su Ju did not sleep soundly. He had dreamt many dreams, and every one of them was extremely horrifying.

However, when she truly woke up, she could not remember anything.

After entering the Fudong Hospital, Su Ju was in a completely exhausted state. Lu Yifeng frequently came to Su Ju's room during these few days because he was required to do his work. When he passed by her room, he saw that she had a bad complexion and walked in from outside, "What happened to you in these few days? "He looks listless, isn't he …"

Su Ju knew what Lu Yifeng wanted to say. Before that illness, Su Ju thought that she had recovered already. Only now did she realize that fear wasn't one-sided. Other than the man from six years ago, as long as it was someone who had hurt her before, she subconsciously avoided him.

Su Ju did not want to do this, she wanted to get rid of that psychological hint. However, the more she cared, the more the feeling became stronger, like a virus was spreading inside her body.

Looking at Lu Yufeng, he slowly said, "Help me find a few sedatives. I need them."

"Don't be like that, Su Ju. You know it won't do you any good. When you use them, you will only rely on them more and more. " Lu Yifeng looked at Su Ju and said softly.

Su Ju buried her head, she really did not want to suffer this kind of torture anymore. When she looked up at Lu Yifeng, there was a lot of desire in her eyes, "Don't worry, I won't use it for long. As long as you help me endure these past few days, I won't use it again."

"What the hell happened?" At this moment, Lu Yifeng said, "When is it convenient for you? I'll treat you. At the very least, it'll be more effective than medicine!"

Su Ju had never forgotten that Lu Yifeng had chosen to study psychology when he was in school and had studied that aspect of treatment thoroughly. Since he couldn't get the tranquilizer, it seemed that this was the only way, so after thinking for a bit, he said, "Then we can do it at noon. We can't stay here."

"I know." Lu Yifeng looked out of the window and said, "Come to my house. There is a complete set of equipment there. In the afternoon, I will take a leave of absence and I will specifically make this matter available to you."

Su Ju nodded, "Thank you for that."

They did not disturb or interfere with Su Ju and Lu Yifeng who were standing between them, hoping that this would be able to maintain their friendship for a long time.

Long ago, Lu Yifeng had already known that Su Ju was with Jue Ji. He did not say anything, and only wanted to respect her decision. But if Su Ju needed him, he would definitely welcome him without a care.

There was a type of love that allowed others to burn their own bodies. Lu Yifeng felt that he was that kind, which sounded very pitiful, but other than standing by Su Ju's side, there was nothing he could do.

He hoped that one day, he would be able to meet a woman that he loved more than Su Ju. That way, he could free himself from this emotion that was like a swamp.

In order to thank Lu Yifeng, Su Ju had specially treated him to a meal. At the table, the two talked more about the things that happened in the hospital, and about the two of their lives, both avoided it intentionally or unintentionally.

But sometimes, emotions could not be measured with logic. Lu Yifeng looked at Su Ju for a long time, but still managed to ask the question that was hidden in her heart, "Are you with Jue Ji?"

Seeing Su Ju looking up at him, Lu Yifeng smiled awkwardly, "I need to clarify that I didn't have any intention to follow you. It's just that I happened to see you get out of his car near the hospital last time, you were very happy back then."

When Su Ju heard this, she put down the chopsticks in her hands and looked at Lu Yifeng who was sitting opposite of him and said seriously, "Yes."

After calming himself down and not hearing Lu Yifeng's words, Su Ju smiled bitterly, "I actually know what you're thinking right now. He's Su Xia's boyfriend, but I … Maybe I am the kind of person that Su Xia described! "

"No, you're not!" Lu Yifeng answered with certainty.

Su Ju raised his eyes and looked at her, his eyes fixated on her as she said, "I can tell that you are truly tempted this time. Su Ju, I do not wish to condemn you, but instead, I just hope that you can live a easier life! "

Su Ju really did not expect Lu Yifeng to say something like that. Starlight shone in her eyes as she looked at him, and after a long while, she said, "Thank you!"

When the two of them walked out of the dining hall, the phone in Su Ju's pocket rang. She took a glance at the phone, but didn't press the answer button.

Su Ju nodded.

"I should go back!"

After he finished speaking, Lu Yi walked in another direction with the wind in his direction.

Seeing that figure of hers walking further and further away, Su Ju had mixed feelings. There were many times when she didn't want to hurt him and had already consciously avoided him, but in the end, it was still unavoidable.

He lowered his head to look at the screen, then cleared his throat and quickly adjusted himself. "You're back?"

Su Ju listened attentively to the voice that came from the other side of the phone.