C190 Their Past

But this time, Qin Yue waited for a long time, until time seemed to almost stop, and he did not appear again.

Qin Yue didn't want to wait anymore. He began to search for her, not letting go of every corner of the room. While flipping, he shouted her name, "Jian Ran, Jian Ran —"

He searched over and over again, and even after he called her name over and over again, she still could not find his, Jian Ran.

"Qin Yue, I'm here. Why aren't you able to find me? When did you become so stupid? "

Jian Ran's voice sounded once again behind Qin Yue. He immediately turned her head, but the room was still empty, there was no trace of her.

"Jian Ran — —" He laid on the bed, hugged her pillow that she often slept on, and sniffed. Her hair was still fragrant on the pillow.

Because he had not rested for a long time, Qin Yue soon fell asleep.

Just as he was sleeping soundly, someone poked his face with a finger: "Qin Yue, the heavens are too unfair, giving you such a good family background, and even giving you such a beautiful face."

"Jian Ran, stop messing around!" Qin Yue reached out to grab the hand that was messing up his face, but he grabbed empty air again.

Qin Yue suddenly woke up from his stupor and realized that he was still the only person in the room.

He couldn't see Jian Ran, he only felt that his heart was empty, and cold wind blew past every now and then.

He got up and walked over to Jian Ran's table. Beside him was an unfinished painting of Jian Ran's.

Qin Yue picked up his brush, wanting to finish her unfinished drawing, but the more he drew, the more he didn't know what he wanted to draw.

"Mr. Qin, why are you so stupid? You destroyed my painting, I hate you so much."

"Jian Ran, I —"

"You're so stupid, don't talk to me."

"Jian Ran, don't hide, come out and let me see you."

Why he could hear her voice, but he could not see her person, where she was hiding, why he could not find her.

"Qin Yue, this place is too big, it's not convenient to stay here. Why don't we move back to our original place?"

Jian Ran's voice sounded out once again. Qin Yue suddenly thought of something, and rushed out like a madman to drive the car back to the Dreamscape City where they were newly married.

When he opened the door, he saw two pairs of slippers on the shoe rack. One was for him, the other was for her.

This was what she had chosen when they were shopping. At that time, she said to him with a blush, "Mr. Qin, are you willing to wear a couple's slippers with me?"

At that time, he didn't say anything and only nodded his head.

Although he didn't like to wear those childish shoes, she did and he was willing to stay with her because she was his wife and he wanted her to be happy.

Because the house was often taken care of by someone else, the room that no one had lived in for a long time was still spotless and clean, as if the two of them were still living here.

Stepping through the hallway, he looked toward the kitchen for the first time. In the past, whenever she came back from work, she would always be busy in the kitchen. When she heard him open the door, she would stick her head out of the kitchen and greet him. The food will be ready soon. Go wash your hands. "

"Alright." Qin Yue nodded and stared fixedly in the direction of the kitchen, as if Jian Ran was still busying herself in the kitchen, cooking the Boiled Fish she was good at, and adding an onion that he couldn't eat into the Boiled Fish.

"Jian Ran —" He called out her name, but did not dare approach her. After a few times of being disappointed, he knew that as long as he got near, she would disappear from his sight.

"Mr. Qin, why are you standing there motionlessly? Go wash your hands quickly, you can eat now." She smiled back at him.

"Alright." Qin Yue nodded, but he did not move, he was afraid that if he turned around, she would disappear again.

"Mr. Qin, I want to give birth to your little monkey."

Jian Ran who was in the kitchen was gone. She stood at the door of the bedroom and looked at him nervously and shyly.

Qin Yue remembered those words. He had told him that night when they came back from the hospital, and that she had become his real wife.

She was clearly such a shy person, yet she dared to do such a bold thing to him.

If she didn't want to be with him forever, with her personality, she definitely wouldn't have done that.

"Jian Ran, do you really have the heart?"

After she had left an indelible mark in his life, she had used such a cruel method to disappear from his side, pushing him into the Seamless Hell, tasting the pain of a myriad of insects corroding one's heart.

He did not want any children, nor did he want any women. He only wanted her, the one and only Jian Ran in the world — — his Jian Ran!

"Qin Yue, will we keep walking? We're not going to split up, are we? "

She had asked him this question before, and every time she had asked him, her expression had been one of sadness.

She was such a confident person, and she always said she believed in him, but she was so unconfident about their future.

Something must have happened to her to make this happen, and he couldn't see anything.

Why didn't he see it?

If he had guessed what was on her mind, would it not have happened today?

What had happened that he did not know about?

Qin Yue walked into the room that they had lived in for a few months, and he seemed to once again see her putting on a tie for the first time.

Her face was red with embarrassment, her head was bowed, and she was helping him nervously and attentively.

He hid in his room and searched everywhere for traces of Jian Ran. In a daze, he did not know how many days had passed.

"Wa wow wow wow — —" The baby's clear cry suddenly came from outside the thick door. Qin Yue's body froze for a moment, but he reacted very quickly.

He hurried to the bathroom to wash his face and to straighten his clothes. When he felt that he did not look as old as before, he opened the door.

"Wa wow wow wow — —" Outside the door, the baby's sobs continued, but Qin Yue's hand that was holding the door handle did not move for a long time.

Qin Yue closed his eyes and took a deep breath of cool air before he turned the handle of the door.

Outside the door, Jian Ran, who was holding their child, was looking at him with a smile. However, he only blinked her eyes once, when the person in front of him turned into Qin Xiaobao and an unfamiliar woman.

"Brother, this is Xiao Bao Bao, carry her." After Qin Xiaobao finished speaking, she indicated for the wet nurse to give the child to Qin Yue.

Qin Yue looked around, not even looking at the tiny baby. Once again, he did not see the person he wanted to see.

Finally, he retracted his gaze and looked at the milk doll that the unfamiliar woman was carrying. It was his and Jian Ran's child, the only thought she had left him.

He reached out with trembling hands and took the baby in his arms.

He didn't know if it was telepathic or not, but when he hugged her, she stopped crying. She just kept on sobbing, as if she had suffered a lot of grievances.