C82 Let me die

Let me die

Ning Tongxi felt some pain just thinking about it. What was all this for? Why did his mother leave him one by one? Had she made a mistake by coming to this world? Ning Tongxi looked at the old banyan tree outside the window bitterly. Maybe when Sheng Angsi transplanted him here, she was already very, very old? Maybe Sheng Angsi had built his own villa around this old banyan tree. This old banyan tree must have lived for a very, very long time, but did she remember her own mother?

Ning Tongxi quietly pulled back her blanket. Her movements were light, she did not want to wake up the sleeping Sheng Angsi, she just wanted to take a good look at the old banyan tree outside the window. She carefully walked around Sheng Angsi, and stood on the floor barefooted. Once again, her body touched the ground, and it made Ning Tongxi feel very comfortable. Perhaps this was the only proof that proved that she was still alive!

Ning Tongxi walked to the window, raised his hand and opened it. The wind outside blew in unrestrainedly, causing Ning Tongxi to feel comfortable. The old banyan tree in front of him seemed so close to him, as though she could reach out his hand and touch the leaves of the old banyan tree with a single wave of his hand.

Ning Tongxi wanted to see if the leaf of the old banyan tree was the same as him. Ning Tongxi stretched out her arm. That banyan tree was so close, it was as if she could reach it by tiptoeing. However, Ning Tongxi's finger was only a hand away from the banyan tree, and that was the reality.

Ning Tongxi had already compromised too much with this world, and she no longer wanted to live in this world peacefully. She wanted to give it a try, and wanted to leap forward with all her might. The weight of his entire body had already been concentrated on his own arm. Ning Tongxi stretched out his arm, but was still unable to reach that old banyan tree. Ning Tongxi's arm could not support all of her weight, and what she needed to face right now was gravity. Along with her arm, Ning Tongxi's entire body was falling downwards.

Just as the center of Ning Tongxi's body was thrown out of the window, a strong arm wrapped around Ning Tongxi's waist. That arm seemed to possess an incomparably immense power, as it pulled Ning Tongxi's entire person back into the window, and Ning Tongxi fell onto the broad and warm body behind him.

"What are you doing?" Are you crazy? " Sheng Angsi shouted angrily, because he did not dare imagine what would happen if he woke up even ten seconds later.

Ning Tongxi was shocked by Sheng Angsi's sudden cry. She looked at Sheng Angsi aggrieved; Ning Tongxi curled her knees, feeling that she was really useless. Maybe she should just let herself fall like this.

"Why did you pull me? Why did you save me?" Ning Tongxi's eyes were filled with tears as she stared at Sheng Angsi.

"Do you know how many days I have guarded you? "I've been guarding you in the hospital day and night for two days, and there's not a moment that I don't want you to wake up. I was so scared last night, what happened to your body, I didn't sleep all night, how scared I was that you would die." Sheng Angsi said somewhat hysterically, because Ning Tongxi's actions just now had scared him so much that he was drenched in cold sweat.

"Then you should have let go even more. Maybe I should have fallen into the mud." Ning Tongxi said as she stared straight out of the window.

Looking at the soulless Ning Tongxi in front of him, Sheng Angsi straightened his body and asked: "Do you really want to die that badly?"

Hearing Sheng Angsi's words, Ning Tongxi could not help but shiver and say: "Hehe, so what if I die? It's just a happy ending, isn't it? My father and An Xiran hated me to the bones right now, and wished that I would die early.

Ning Tongxi flopped over and stood up, then said: "If I die, then there will be a bit less sin in this world. If I die, wouldn't that be the happy ending?"

The more Sheng Angsi heard, the angrier he became. He got up and slapped Ning Tongxi, causing him to stagger and fall onto the ground after being slapped by Sheng Angsi.

"You idiot, you're dead, you're really carefree now! What about the mother who saved you? Haven't you always treated her as your own mother? She died to save you, did you forget? If you died, what face would you have to her? She gave her life for you, and you? To give up so easily is the biggest joke I've ever heard in my life. " Sheng Angsi stared coldly at Ning Tongxi, grabbed Ning Tongxi's arm, and carried Ning Tongxi to the window, saying: "Take a good look, this is the second floor, do you want to jump down? You won't die. At most, you will become a cripple. Who will take care of you? Who do you want to have to take care of you? Only then will the entire world be satisfied to see you make a joke! "

Ning Tongxi said as she threw Ning Tongxi back into the room. Ning Tongxi stood blankly next to the bed, unable to suppress the guilt, grievance, and sorrow in her heart any longer, and Ning Tongxi's nose was sour, a line of hot tears flowed out of her eyes. Ning Tongxi said while crying: "I'm useless, I'm the one who's useless.

Ning Tongxi looked at Ning Tongxi, who was crying like a child, and felt extremely upset. This was what Ning Tongxi was suffering from in her heart, and no one could understand it. No one could comfort him, and no one could cure him. For a long time, Sheng Angsi felt that she was omnipotent, but after meeting Ning Tongxi, Sheng Angsi clearly understood that she was so weak, and the things that she could do for Ning Tongxi was so limited.

It might not be a bad thing for Ning Tongxi to cry now. Sheng Angsi walked beside Ning Tongxi, sat down and hugged Ning Tongxi, while Ning Tongxi buried her head deep within Sheng Angsi's bosom. At this moment, this was the only place where she could rely on, the only place she could vent her feelings on.

Today's Ningyuan was exceptionally cold. Before the sky brightened, Ning Yuanshan had already accompanied An Qian's corpse to the grave. An Xiran also did not stop to sob along the way, making people's hearts ache just by looking at him. Ever since Ning Yuanshan found out that An Xiran was his own daughter, he doted on her even more and became even more gentle to her. In the days after An Qian passed away, she would frequently worry about An Xiran's feelings, and this made An Xiran feel a lot more relieved.