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Ruan Haoyang nodded hard and said, "yes, it hurts..."

Seeing that he finally told the truth, Su Wan's tears almost burst out of his eyes. He tried to hold back and told himself to be stronger. He held Ruan Haoyang's hand tightly. It seemed that he wanted to lose his continuous strength to him, so that he could be more comfortable.

"Haoyang, where do you feel pain? Tell me! " Jiangsu and Anhui did not know what to do, so they had to ask.

Ruan Haoyang shook his head. He couldn't say it himself. He just felt the pain all over his body. It was as if he had been clamped by something.

Su Wan took a deep breath, looked at Ruan Haoyang, took his hand and said, "Haoyang, I'll tell you a story, OK?"

"Well, good..." Ruan Haoyang reluctantly distracted himself and tried to concentrate his consciousness.

He was afraid that he would die at the next moment, and he would never have a chance to listen to the words of Jiangsu and Anhui.

The drugs in the body have been completely digested by the body's gastric juice. At the moment, he is fighting fiercely with cancer cells. He has some vague regrets. It seems that the experimental side has played down the pain caused by these drugs. As long as the consciousness is slightly poor, some people who can't survive will not dare to take them. In that case, it will be very harmful to the disease.

However, there is a point, suffering from cancer patients, will be very uncomfortable.

Because Ruan Haoyang was determined to die, he did not undergo any chemotherapy at all. However, several other patients felt that the pain was barely tolerable. The dead horse was treated as a living horse doctor. If this medicine could prolong people's life, they would naturally like to.

But on the one hand, such pain, would rather die early and quietly than live in such pain.

Even if Ruan Haoyang didn't say anything, Su wanguang looked at his pale face and painful expression and thought with his toes how much pain he was suffering. He thought for a moment, held Ruan Haoyang's hand tightly, and said, "Haoyang, you should stick to it. I'll tell you something about my childhood, ok..."

"Good!" Jiangsu and Anhui didn't know what to say. In a panic, they made a temporary decision, but they just fell in with Ruan Haoyang.

Ruan Haoyang once thought about how hard she should be if she lived in a poor family and her family was not good to her because she occupied the status and status of Jiangsu and Anhui. She was happy in her childhood. Now he would like to listen.

Su Wan thought for a while, slowly opened his mouth and said, "when I was a child, my parents were very good to me." As soon as she started talking, she stopped for a moment, carefully looked at Ruan Haoyang's look, and said, "in fact My brother is wonderful to me, too

"No matter where my father and mother go, they will take me and my brother. Because my brother is very good and his appearance is good, my father's business friends often envy him. He has such a pair of children, and my father always laughs happily and heartily. But in my eyes, besides love and pity, I don't know why Because I'm a little girl, so my father loves me more

"Later, I gradually grew up. My living habits and many movements were very similar to those of the Su family, but my appearance was not at all like it! At that time, I was very young, and I didn't understand it. After going out a few more times, my father's friends often mentioned that my mother seemed a little unhappy, and gradually, she didn't want to take me out... "

"I can't go with my parents when they go out to have a party as before, so I will be left at home. My brother volunteered to stay with me and lied that I would review. Then, after my parents left, my brother would take me to play various games. At that time It's my happiest time. In retrospect, it's like an afterlife! "

When Su Wan said this, he looked back at Ruan Haoyang and said, "so, before my brother did those things to me, in my heart, he was even a relative like Ruan Yue. For him, I could give everything..."

"Unfortunately, it didn't last long. Later, I got to know you." Su and WAN seemed unwilling to say more about this topic and said to Ruan Haoyang, "do you know where I lived during the six years since I left you?"

Ruan Haoyang nodded and said, "I know something about it."

Su Wan nodded his head and said, "yes, at that time, in addition to living alone, I was studying hard."

"Learning? What to learn? " Ruan Haoyang's voice was very weak, and he reluctantly answered the words of Jiangsu and Anhui, but he spoke slowly. His consciousness gradually concentrated and his pain gradually reduced.

Su Wan said: "learning all kinds of things, especially I often read some books about management, because I know that you in the dark must be an extraordinary person with extraordinary status. If I want to come back for revenge, these must be learned."

"You are very talented." Ruan Haoyang said simply.

Su Wan gave a bitter smile and said, "in fact, I don't like doing those things at all. I've watched my father busy green since I was a child. Although he was very happy, his time with us is limited. I don't want to spend all my life in these aspects. After I met Ruan Yue, I think that the happiest thing is to be with my family. The rest is not important at all YesShe said with a certain meaning and looked at Ruan Haoyang.

Ruan Haoyang looked back at her with a bitter smile and said, "I know you want to blame me for what I did to you and Yuer. At that time, I just wanted to I'm going to die anyway. If I stay with you, not only will you suffer, but I will also suffer. "

This time, instead of refuting him, he nodded and said, "you're right. Now happiness is like a mirage that will disappear at any time. These two days, I've been worried that time will pass too soon, and you will leave us too soon. I think back to your previous practice, what you did was right, but very thoughtful, just I don't have such a hard heart. I think it's worth living together happily, even if it's a day, no matter what you pay. "

Ruan Haoyang sighed and said, "do you want to tell me that my heart is very hard?"

Jiangsu and Anhui nodded solemnly, and did not think that the other side was still a patient. He replied, "yes, even if you think about us again, Yueer secretly contacted you several times. Are you not soft hearted and don't want to turn back?"

Ruan Haoyang was stunned for a moment, and his pale lips started slowly. He said, "of course I want to. Every time he contacts me, I can't help being soft hearted and want to tell you the truth. But I know that once I say it, what I've done before is in vain, so I'll be merciless again."

Su Wan's hand, more tightly blocking their waist, said: "no matter what, now we are together, our family, missed seven years of time, all sorts of misunderstanding and entanglement, now we can not easily together, but you Haoyang, promise me, anything can be missed. Only your will to survive and your fighting power can't be separated. I know that you are in great pain after taking medicine, but For the sake of me and yue'er, we must survive and never stop taking medicine, OK? "